my life ; right now ..

chicaboomz!

2011-03-06T22:55:00.001+08:00

looks like an advert right? gosh. the wonders of neoprints *shakes head*

anywhooo ~

today felt like a super roller coaster. full of ups and downs and in-betweens.

first it was up with alottttttt of excitement :D like major hype.

thn it went down a little cos of a certain elderly. haiyoh! but it was still okay coz I got to discover the toilet with revolving mirrors at ion xD!

and before you ask, yes. im thaaaaaaat easily impressed.

Cherie reached ard ten-ish, and we had the same breakfast tht we had during a previous meet up, featuring my awesomest fedora hat xD!

Thn my auntie decided to visit. Ugh. So you can honestly imagine the horror and pain (insert sympathy here)

After breakfast, we went to let go. Well.... I went to let go, thn Cherie waited. Oops! Heh.

We checked out Epi Centre and saw the most awesomest iFour cover everrr! I'd type it out but all you stumblers would go get it. Hmpf!

After thaaaaat.. We went to see Dr Seuss books! <3 We picked out the same book two times outta three! Our syncro is freakamazing sometimes. Really.

Rested at Dunkin' Donuts, but I'm kinda officially boycotting it. Hate the taste. Donut Factory is much much better. Checked out Chomel, but it was not our kinda thing so we went next door. Gushed and cooed over their cutest stuff!

Walked ard Daiso, which was kinda disappointing :x Cherie says is overhyped xD

Hahaha! That chica is so sweet. She kept asking me to pick out what I liked, under the guise of playing that game we did at borders. Turns out, she was buying a present for me :3 Awwww. Hahahaha!

Somehow we just kept walking ard and ended up at 77th Street. That's where we saw this..

mine is obviously the bigger half. I realize I keep taking/picking the stuff that I know Cherie won't like. Madness!

Travelled to Cineleisure for neoprints. Again. Hahaha! Thn wanted to engrave the necklaces but Bits & Piece said it can't be done cos out pieces were uneven and sticking out. Sad right?

After that we travelled to Nex to meet Daen and Jie. It wasn't exactly fantastic but at least they met. Mehs.

Good thing abt going to Nex is that we found The Bluez to engrave our necklaces :D Impossible, my round behind.

Ate Carls' Jr thn had a heart to heart <3 Thn things picked up again. Yay!

Called Kaichou and had Cherie talk to him. It went pretty nice. Hahaha! Good boy xD!

Cos he was sick thn me and Cherie saw the Icing Palace. Saw the cake thn had another syncro moment and went like..

"You want? You want? Want? Let's do it!"

the three bears on top, CCS..
represents us.. casper.cherie.shaa

the weird hotdog thing represents that he heals fast and go and eat the hot dog.

err. kinda forgot the rest. LOL!

Not bad for our first time right? Plus we're not creatively-inclined. Er.. Cherie is, but I'm not (:

After that, we went Hougang so her brother can picked her up. And I went to deliver cake xD!

Okay bye!

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

hnn.

2011-01-20T07:01:00.001+08:00

I think I grew up just a little bit more. I mean, I used to fear feedback. and the management.

thn somehow, I will feel sorry for myself and fall into a slump which explains my fluctuating past performance.

thinking about it really makes me feel like a rookie.

in some ways.. I guess I still am. I still don't like certain aspects of my occupation but everything comes with at least one negative point.

moving on.. I had some feedback and needless to say it wasn't very positive. I still got defensive but I did take it in thus the reason why I feel the want to blog it out.

I'm not so afraid of hearing negative stuff already. In fact, I'n actually quite grateful. At least I know where I'm doing wrong.. "Perfection" comes with complatency and goodness knows I have a super high tendacy for being complacent, as well taking things for granted.

I'll work on this.. I know I will..

even if the others hate me for this.. I will change..

in the long run, this is for the better. even if I were to head to a new field, knowing where I usually mess up will help and in turn, I will be a better person. Hopefully (:

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

rah.

2011-01-18T13:04:00.001+08:00

jialat. I need moolah soon ):

things at wrk have been relatively alright. as far as hitches go, I had the minimal so amen to that.

currently having pastamania with Nono! Aglio Olio for us poor people xD

hopefully my ezlink can survive through the week. its a pain in the behind recently ):

rawrr.

okay la. idk what to say. byee!

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

hope.

2011-01-17T13:38:00.001+08:00

blogging beside a stinky guy sucks. ugh. post perspiration. don't you guys know what's a deodorant?! sheesh!

blogging upon request. I prefer pictures :x they speak a thousand words and it's more open for interpretation.

but ~ someone has to keep that chick entertained.

so this is for you, Cherieanne.

-

I know you feel like it's the pits. Prolly want to roll up into a ball and die. I don't blame you but love.. Your health is more important to me.

please please get better first thn I'll hear you rant about whatever. thn you can take as long as you want to be able to stand on your two feet. I'll be your crutch til thn.

heck. I'll even face grandma and the witch.

don't be too picky will you? I know you're not you if you're not picky (:

just tone it down a little will you?

-

anyway, for the past three days.. my parents went on their 24-years-late honeymoon at Cameron Highlands.

Home's been super hectic. Brothers and me have been cleaning, cooking and doing homey stuff at home. Relatives check up on us. Hahaha. Feels weird, but a nice kind.

Work is gonna get serious cos of some medium duty pressure and I'm still contemplating. Mom's not taking care of the brats alr so we have one income down. Maybe I have to give up for now..

what do you think? :x

I'm still gonna do my best though. that's all i can hope for eh? (:

I reached work alr. later love (:

quizzo!

2011-01-10T20:38:00.002+08:00

1 .PICK OUT A SCAR YOU HAVE, AND EXPLAIN HOW YOU GOT IT.
left hand. scaled a wall and got cut by smth.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
a corkboard of memories. redza's artistic moments.

3. WHAT DOES YOUR PHONE LOOK LIKE?
flat and rectangular.

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
the kind that makes me singalong.

5. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE?
xp's default.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
more moolah.

7. WHAT TIME WERE YOU BORN?
idk.

8. ARE YOUR PARENTS STILL TOGETHER?
yeap. they're gonna honeymoon over the weekend.

9. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
eenie meenie.

10. DO YOU GET SCARED OF THE DARK?
sometimes.

11. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
uhh....

12. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE SAME SEX?
uh. brown..?

13. DO YOU LIKE PAINKILLERS?
it's okay lah.

14. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
coffee.

15. FAVE PIZZA TOPPING?
CHEESE!

16 IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
chocolate pudding ):

17. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
jj.

18. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
i live in a multi-racial country, duh.

19. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT SOMEONE GAVE YOU?
tigger (:

20. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
i like alot of people.

21. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
ehh. idk.

22. FAVORITE FRIEND?
hello. what is this? preschool?

23. WHAT’S YOUR DREAM CAR?
aston martin one-77!

24. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
if it's meant to be, what can i do?

25. SAY A NUMBER FROM 1 TO 100.
16

26. BLONDE OR BRUNETTE?
brunette

27. WHAT IS THE ONE PHONE NUMBER THAT SHOWS UP ON YOUR PHONE THE MOST?
work colleagues.

28. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
the poofing.

29. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE COUNTRY?
yeah.

30. YOUR WEAKNESS?
saccharine sweet lies.

31. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT YOU GAVE?
spongebob & patrick earpiece :D

32. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE HOLIDAY?
none.

33. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
who hasn't?

34. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE THIS?
assignments.

35. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
my energy level.

36. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
doesn't matter.

37. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
DSLR? :DD

38. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
naww. my name r special (:

39. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
hard to find stars here, only satellites.

40. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
no.

41. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE VEGETABLE?
spinach!

42. ANY BAD HABITS?
uh. quite alot.

43. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
i don't have cds.

44. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
i'll try to be.

45. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
no.

46. DO LOOKS MATTER?
not really.

47. HOW DO YOU RELEASE YOUR ANGER?
iWhine.

48. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
nowhere.

49. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
not really.

50. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE?
barbie doll.

51. ARE YOU AFRAID OF GROWING UP?
quite. that's why im still retarded, you see.

52. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
duh.

53. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS?
not really.

54. DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?
okay lah.

55. WHAT IS THE MOST PAIN YOU HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED?
when i had cramps, diarrhea and gastric all at one go.

56. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
nope.

57. LAST THING YOU SPILLED?
water.

58. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?
no.

59. FAVOURITE COLOURS?
red. white. black.

60. WHAT’S THE LAST BOOK YOU READ?
breaking dawn.

61. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
doesn't matter.

62. WHAT’S YOUR DREAM VACATION?
bora bora (:

63. LAST THING YOU ATE/DRANK?
chicken cooked red.

64. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
fatullah.

65. DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
depends.

66. FAVOURITE DRINK?
green tea.

67. FAVOURITE ZODIAC SIGN?
sheeeeeeepy!

68. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SPORTS?
badminton, skating & swimming.

69. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
dark brown with light brown tints.

70. EYE COLOUR?
dark brown.

71. TALL OR SHORT?
in between?

72. SIBLINGS?
baby bro and big bro.

73. FAVOURITE MONTH?
march.

74. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
uhhuh (:

75. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
my own video.

76. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
birthday.

77. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
depends on who it is.

78, SUMMER OR WINTER?
winter.

79. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
relationships.

80. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
cherie. HAHA!

81. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
uh. idk...

82. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
WHO LOVES ME? raise your hand pl0x!

83. BIGGEST FEAR(S)
s e c r e t

84. loud or quiet?
loud, most of the times.

85. FAVORITE MOVIE?
idk.

86. IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU MET SOMEONE WHO HAS CHANGED YOUR LIFE?
uhhuh.

87. HAVE YOU EVER REJECTED SOMEONES CALL ON PURPOSE?
yes.

88. FACEBOOK OR MYSPACE?
facebook.

89 MORNING OR NIGHT?
night.

90. DO YOU SPEND YOUR LIFE ON FACEBOOK?
nah.

91. DESCRIBE YOURSELF IN ONE WORD.
bipolar.

92. DREAM JOB?
slacker that earns big bucks.

93. DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTER-LIFE?
kindaa.

94. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF MARRIAGE?
okay lah.

95. HAVE YOU DONE SOMETHING YOU REGRETTED IN THE PAST YEAR?
duh.

96. IS THERE SOMEONE YOU WANT TO BE WITH RIGHT NOW?
yeap.

97. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
i dont wanna.

98. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU WATCHED A MOVIE WITH?
relatives!

99. WHAT WAS IT?
gulliver's travels (:

2010-12-30T21:31:00.001+08:00

i fuucking hate MRTs! If you can even call that sardine tin can, a mass rapid transit.

hello! it's mass. that means many people which leads to have to accomodate to many people. make it longer or get more trains.

do you know how many people squeeze on the train in their kanchiongnwaa you're already sucking our money out, so do smth useful alr!

no point in keeping the cash as a reserve. before you know it, tht stack of elements or wads of cash are gonna be deemed.. useless. yeah, you heard me.

in the end, it's still a piece of paper/plastic. no?

I'm nt dissing Singapore. why the hell should I..? but I just want more things to make me and the rest of my country people happy.

think about it.

if we are happy, we're less stressed.
if we are happy, family time becomes better and create stronger bonds.
if we are happy, we tend to do things better.
if we are happy, we tend to share the joy.

while sharing happiness, one thing leads to another and you have your baby boom!

you get your population, we get comfort and convenience.

think about it.

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

erhem.

2010-12-28T21:25:00.001+08:00

dear blog,

I'm only touching you because Cherieanne told me to. You know my life is too monotonous for words.

SO!

Merry Belated Christmas! :D Feliz Navidad and ect ect. You know the drill (:

Recently, I'm back with Eda channnnn :D Our pattern is mad funny. close - drift - close - drift.

maybe that how we don't get into fights. which reminds me of a sudden memory when our social skills are awkward and stuff and we "warred" with each other.

it didn't last long la. not that i can remember. thn again, my memory fails me recently.

anywhoooo ~ 2011 is nearing, while 2010 is ending. thn soon it'll be 2012.

12.12.12

I think that's a mad special day. it won't come back until the next millenium and I doubt I'll live til thn.

the twelveth of december o'twelve.

maybe do something glamourous or something eccentric.. should I?

I'm definitely doing something thn la. that's for sure.....

WHO'S WITH ME?!

aaaaaaaaaaaaand that's the part where you raise your hands, if you missed the memo.

hopefully I get to meet Cherie tmr :D I hasta pass her a Christmas gift as well as the phailed neoprint we took at the arcade the other day.

excited! kinda :x heh!

I hope she likes this present. Redza broke the original present. Abit heart paining >.>

uhh. what else..

OH! I'm sick. Sore throat, flu, shortness of breath and coughing. Basically, a cold.

but it's mad annoying la. and because the weather is mad cold tonight, I'm getting worse. 26 Degrees!

eventhough I'd be freezing my butt off.. I wanna see how a white Singapore looks like. Thn we can have hot chocolate over the coffee table while watching picture slides.

I think that's a nice image for a family gathering. quiet, cozy and quaint. my sorta thing (:

I need to go have food now. weather is making me
hungrier. it's kinda creepy :x

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Christmas Date

2010-12-27T11:46:00.001+08:00

stupid iPhone.

I tried blogging around three times and it poofed on me! dangit ):

anyway!

I went out with Cherie yesterday! A christmas date ;3

we wore the same colour! :D but still can't beat my darth vadarness. mehs.

but I was late for like, two hours because I lost my cards and stuff a few days back >.> sorry lovee ):

we had lunch at sakae. hahaha!

dai fu ku = die fuck you
kani nabe = ka ni na be.

interesting huh? hahaha! all thanks to cherie's more mature brain cells.

thnnnnnn.... we went to watsons to go get mascara and used YouTube to see how to apply properly.

wiggle wiggle flick. HAHA!

bought an eyelash curler cos that lady in the video said so. super last minute. HAHAHA!

not bad for Cherie's first try. thn again, she's a girly girl who likes manly guys with overgrown armpit hair. love is blind, what can I say? :3

we went to Tampines by train and that's where Cherie heard some boys talk and being the oblivious bimbo that I am, I was kinda too engrossed in talking to Cherie.

we went to Tampines to go look for Blue Urban Oasis. That's where we first met Harvey and had Sex on the Beach, two years ago.

Somehow we sidetracked at ended up at Etude House and Cherie bought some awesome stuff. make uppy, of course :3

we went to Century Square to look for BUO but.. Sadly, BUO was no more. It was replaced by some bread shop. We were sad. Mehs.

so we drowned our sorrows in ice cream frm Swensons. Hahaha!

known for our legendary indecisiveness, we were at a loss of getting brownies or mudpies or fondue :x ended up I got brownie and Cherie had mudpie :D

Afterwards, we walked around and ended up at EyeLink. Officially favourite optical shop for the month.

that's where we bought mad nice lenses!

Horrible cropping. I know :x

but pretty eyes, no? :D

it was kinda supposed to look blue but with the bad lighting, it kinda went to a mother of pearl kind of green. I like it :D

Cherie got some too! Blue and Brown. Her gray is being ordered :3

ya gotta zoom to see Cherie's chocolate brown. it's demure yet alluring :3 Pretty Cherie.

thn it was sorta time fr me to go, so we took a last minute shot at the ic photobooth. we were deprived of good neoprints! -shrugs-

and we're doneeeee :DD

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

2010-12-15T19:23:00.001+08:00

not gonna fight. not gonna argue.

I just want things to be back to normal.

as normal as we can be, that is.. or we can start over.....

-
-
-
-
-

hi. im shaa. im nineteen and I'd like to have a scandalous twinneh affair w you. tong!

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

.

2010-12-14T23:11:00.001+08:00

i said those words. yes. I'm sorry. it was a private thought that no one you know could read.

the way you reacted to that is much mre public. for one thing.. at least.. this, is dead.

you think I'm upset because you got closer to him.. oh please.

did you ever think about how I'm trying maintain our friendship? I keep making mistakes, yes. You get riled up too easily recently.
It makes one rethink certain things.

anyway, all you ever talk is about him. like..

What should you do if a certain situation arises? Whether blah blah blah.. What he wants to know.. What are his wants..

I'm not good when it comes to juggling friendships and relationships. I admit it. Do you?

but at least I'm trying!

and I do look out for you. I may be the one who hurt your feelings but I'll be damned if I let someone I know hurt you.

I'm not like you. I'm not a person who can actually maintain a friendship/s.

good example would be my own jie. she's around yes, but i'm nt as close to her as compared to sec sch days. heck. i don't even know what's going on..

scenario: girl meets guy. sparks fly and somehow that fella becomes the pillar of strength and confidante. everyone else takes a step back.

i may be cruel for saying this but.. I prefer you before he came
into your life..

and sometimes i feel like, your anger for Dora is sometimes inflicted on me because you can't do much to her. thn again, it's just me.

oh well. fuck it.

I'll text you on the 20th.

bye.

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

cherie.

2010-12-12T22:19:00.001+08:00

believe it or not.. I need you in my life.

the way I appreciate you might differ.. wait. scratch that.. the way I appreciate you is different from what you might be used to.. I don't proclaim how much you mean to me and sometimes I tease you til it gets out of hand.. and my advices sometimes just make no sense..

I try to be best that I can be for you but sometimes.. as mich as i hate to admit it.. I'm too dense to know that you need me. scream for me. yell for me. cardboard sign me.

it's a tad bit unglam but sometimes I need that kick in the ass. will you stay with me despite my overbearing god-forbid infectious stupidity?

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

quiz lor.

2010-12-10T12:10:00.001+08:00

Person who tagged you?
- Ms Cherieanne

Who is your best girl friend?
- Cherie.

If someone were to tell you they like you right now, would you care?
- I'd go.. "Awww. Who doesn't?"

Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
- i talk to most of my significant pasts.

Where did you last sleep other than your house?
- cuzzie's place ~

Do you have a best friend?
- no. I grow mushrooms at the corner every day.

Do you smoke?
- smoke signals can?

Do you remember what you were like when you were a kid?
- I was emo. I cut myself alot.

Can you vote for the next election?
- ask me again in 2012 and see if I care enough to.

What are you listening to?
- Pyramid by Iyaz ft Charice

When will your next kiss be?
- I'll tell you whn I find someone worth kissing.

Who do you want to see right now?
- my teddy bear.

Ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex?
- with Fatullah and baby bro.

Where did your last hug take place?
- in the train. byebye hug.

Do you date smart people?
- no. I only date dumbasses.

Where were you at 2:02 this afternoon?
- technically I'm doing this at 8.45 in the morning so afternoon hasn't passed yet.

What does the last text in your phone say?
- " Dowan luh. The toilet cleaner auntie's a nice person. Haha.. "

Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
- uhhuh :D

Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
- cab. to be precise.

Who did you last eat with?
- Dy, Deen and Daddy. Triple D's.

Do you text alot?
- text. whatsapp. you name it.

How old will you be in 13 months?
- 20 years 10 months old. God, I'm old.

When is the last time you tattooed?
- just the other day.

If you like that person will you talk about your feelings or hide them?
- depends on the risks.

Do you wear glasses?
- nope. eventhough I'm as blind as a bat.

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
- hopefully a better year.

Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
- I have someone I like?!

What color shirt are you wearing?
- red with white sides.

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
- nope. annoyed at the grass cutter.

If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first?
- more and more iPhones! bwahahaha!

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
- Enoch (face to face)
- Aiz (phone call)

Who was driving the last car you were in?
- van can?

Who was the last person that texted you?
- Gayathri.

What are you craving right now?
- char kuay teow ):

What if you married the last person you kissed?
- I'd be a paedo ):

What are you excited about?
- now? not a thing.

Ever kissed your number 1 on Friendster?
- Friendster still exists??

When was the last time you cried? And why?
- don't rmb. short term memory.

Ever kissed someone who's name starts with an A?
- yeap.

Is there one person who can make you feel better no matter what?
- yes :3 they know who they are.. I think.

Last person you hugged?
- dydy.

What were you doing at 2:00 am?
- dreaming of kaichou. HAHAHA!

Have you cried today ?
- hello? I just told you I don't rmb.

What bed did you sleep in last night ?
- my own. duh.

Are you currently frustrated with a girl/guy?
- I'm zen :3

Ever talked to someone that was high?
- drugs high, no. sugar/coffee high, yes (:

Does it snow where you live?
- sadly, no.

When is the next time you will see your grandma?
- not too sure actually.

Have you kissed or hugged someone today ?
- not today. or at least.. not yet :3

Will you be married in the next two years?
- I seriously hope not.

Have you ever wanted someone you thought that you couldn't have?
- who hasn't?

Are you in a relationship, single, complicated, married, or engaged?
- check my fb and you'll know.

How have you felt today ?
- sleepy. thn happy. thn indifferent.

Do you like your name?
- just the first syllable.

Are you happy at the moment?
- indifferent.

What were you doing at 10:00pm last night ?
- sending Dy to the lrt station.

Last person who drove you somewhere(besides your parents) ?
- UNCLE JASON :D

Ever kissed someone in a closet?
-nope.

Do you live alone ?
- no.

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex that you can talk to?
- yeap.

Are you crazy ?
- doctor says I'm improving (:

Who was the last person to call you babe?
- valerie!

How has this past week been for you?
- okay leh.

Last thing you drank?
- water.

Do you believe that every thing happens for a reason?
- yeap.

Could you ever forgive a cheater?
- in games, yes. others... you can kiss my round behind.

If you were reincarnated as a sea creature, what would you want to be?
- jellyfish :3

What do you normally order when you're at McDonald's?
- McSpicy!

Last book you read?
- can't rmb.

Describe your mood.
- neutral

Describe the last time you were injured?
- scaled a wall and somehow cut myself.

Of all your friends, who would you want to be stuck in a well with?
- cherie.

Rock concert or symphony?
- symphony.

Do you like taking the MRT?
- when it's empty.

If you could only use a form of transportation:
- jet pack.

Whats your favorite kind of cake?
- the ones with chocolate mousse.

Look 20 degrees to your left, what do you see?
- a tissue box.

Do you untie your shoes when you take it off?
- I try not to.

Do you buy your own groceries?
- not usually.

What's your favorite fruit?
- uh... is this a trick question?

Do you like running long distances?
- do I look like I like running long distances?

Have you ever eaten snow?
- ask me again whn I see real snow.

What color are your bedsheet?
- bedsheetless at the mo.

Do you hate someone very badly at this moment?
- again, I'm zen.

Do you watch Spongebob?
- duh. or else, how can Cherie be the Spongebob to my Patrick?!

What temperature is it outside right now?
- scorching hot.

Do people consider you smart?
- it comes with an ass.

How many piercings do you have?
- nil.

What language do you speak at home?
- a mix of languages.

How do you feel about your family?
- I love them til I feel like strangling them at times. capice?

What do you want for Christmas this year?
- Singapore to have snow.

Favorite ice-cream?
- mocha irish cream.

What's the way people most often mispronounce any part of your name?
- they never do. it's three syllables and all have vowels.

Lastly, whats your favorite color?
- red, white, black, blue, orange, purple & .. pink.

-

I feel so obedient. Mehs. hahahaha!

here you go Cherie Annie.

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

another onez!

2010-12-08T17:38:00.001+08:00

Name: Shaa Atmaza R!

Brother(s): 2

Sister (s): 0

Eye Color: Dark Brown

Shoe size: 7-9 / 36 - 39

Hair: Dark brown roots with streaks of light brown and gold tints.

Piercings: none.

Height: 161cm

What are you wearing right now?: my uniform.

Where do you live?: Singapore, the fine country.

Favorite number: none

Favorite drink: green tea.

Favorite month: march :D

Favourite breakfast: toast and half boiled eggs (:

-Have You Ever-

Broken a bone: fish bone.... chicken bone...

Been in a police car: nope ~

Fallen for a friend: yeap.

Fallen for a guy/girl in a short period of time: who hasn't?

Swam in the ocean: a year ago. I think.

Fallen asleep in school: I still do that.

Broken someone’s heart?: uhhuh.

Cried when someone died?: i can't rmb actually.

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: someone waited for me though. hahaha!

Saved e-mails: yeap. work stuff, mostly.

Been cheated on: yeaaaah >.>

-What-

Your room like: a pig sty :3

What is right beside you?: mummeh. fanfan. redza. mattress and pillows.

What is the last thing you ate?: rice with egg sambal and beef rendang.

-Ever Had-

Chicken pox: p4.

Sore throat: right now.

Stitches: when I was much much younger. right eyebrow.

Broken nose: nope. thank god!

-Do You-

Believe in love at first sight?: not really. hahaha.

Like picnic?: it's alright w me.

-Who-

Did you last yell at: the brats.

Who was the last person you danced with?: the brats.

Who last made you smile?: redza. he said byebye and hi :D

What are you listening to right now?: the telly.

What did you do today?: work.

Diamond or pearl?: diamonds. :3

Are you the oldest?: in between.

Indoors or outdoors?: depends on my mood :o

-Today did you-

Talk to someone you like?: whatsapp counted?

Kiss anyone?: fanfan.

Sing?: it's mandatory for my work :D

Talk to an ex? not today :o

Miss someone?: not at the mo.

Ate? : refer to above ans.

-Last person who-

You talked to on the phone?: JJ.

Made you cry? : my Jappy girls.

Went to the movies with?: NIZU :D!

You went to the mall with?: John!

Who cheered you up?: Cherieanne~

-Have you-

Been to Mexico?: no.

Been to USA?: no.

-Random-

Have a crush on someone?: who knows eh?

What books are you reading right now?: reference books for sch assignment.

Best feeling in the world?: when I get redza to say whatever I taught him correctly.

Future kids names ? : too many popping up right now.

Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: nope.

What’s under your bed?: another bed.

Favorite sport(s): swimming.

Favorite place?: my bed.

Who do you really hate?: confidential.

Do you have a job?: uhhuh.

What time is it now? : 5.39 pm

-

tadaa! off to sch now! buhbye!

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

50 Little Secrets!

2010-12-07T22:54:00.001+08:00

1. Who was your last text from?
- Jonathan aka bleah123 Hahaha!

2. Where was your default picture taken?
- On a road towards Causeway Point from Republic Poly.

3. Your relationship status?
- single :3

4. Have you ever lost a close friend?
- I almost lost Cherie.. I got her back though. I hope she stays (:

5. What's your current mood?
- mad sleepy ):

6. How many siblings do you have?
- one older brother and one younger. make tht two younger brothers if we're counting Fatul.

7. What are your sibling(s) names?
- Md Ridzuan aka Rezzo
- Saifudeen aka Dean
- Fatullah (too many a.k.a's)

8. Where do you wish you were right now?
- Right where I am right now. In bed.

9. Have a crazy side?
- I'm like, the definition of that word.

10. Ever had a near death experience?
- today nor! stupid taxi ):

11. Something you do a lot.
- rolling my eyes.

12. Angry at anyone?
- I'm too sleepy to care.

13. What's stopping you from going after the person you like?
- ask me again when I want to go after someone.

14. When was the last time you cried?
- when i sprained my ankle :x

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
- mum. some of it includes grumbling of course.

16. What do you think about when you fall asleep?
- I don't think.

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
- Conference call w Cherie and Jiesheng.

18. What's your favourite song?
- Dont let me fall - BOB

19. What are you doing now?
- doing this darn quiz. duh!

20. Who do you trust right now?
- who knows eh!

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
- I stole it frm my cousin's wardrobe.

22. Have you kissed anyone the past week?
- maaaaybe? maaaaybe not?

23. Who lives closest to you?
- Eda channnnn ~

24. Describe your life in one word.
- rollercoaster.

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
- blank.

26. What should you be doing now?
- my assignment :x

27. What are you listening to?
- my wall fan going grrrrrrr-ish.

28. Who was the last person that gave you a hug?
- Nurul! :D

29. Who was the last person that yelled at you?
- that stinkin' principal frm a centre.

30. Do you act differently around your crush?
- probably. thn again. who doesn't?

31. What is your natural hair colour?
- dark brown

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
- jonjon!

33. Who was the last person that made you sad?
- angry got. sad? no has.

34. What do you hear?
- the fan? this qn alr came out. sheesh.

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
- in between. it's wavy.

36. Has anyone ever called you scrumptious?
- nope. I'm not a food ):

37. Do you have a best friend?
- Cherie (:

38. Held hands with the opposite sex these 3 days?
- brats at work counted?

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
- I'm using it now see? :D

40. Have you changed clothes in a vehicle?
- yup! taxi actually :3

41. Are you happy with life now?
- pretty much (:

42. Are you currently jealous?
- how many times do I need to repeat too sleepy to care?

43. What jewellery are you currently wearing?
- none.

44. What are you doing on Friday?
- Work work!

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
- who hasn't? I salute you.

46. Have you ever broke someone's heart?
- yes. maybe. probably.

47. Is there anyone you're really disappointed in right now?
- my version of Dora.

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
- sprained ankle.

49. How late did you stay up till last night?
- uh, 2 am?

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
- uhhuh.

-
here's the quiz post for Cherie. teehee!

goodnight oi ~

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Date! 28/11

2010-12-04T19:18:00.001+08:00

This is quite overdue but who cares right? I still got this out.

I met my Cherie. Yes. My. Mine.

Si competition. Go awayz!

We were going to watch Rapunzel, thanks to Xiaxue making it so darn interesting. Heh!

Planned to meet at Cineleisure. I reached there early so I walked around. She thn texted me saying she's buying tickets alr! Thn I panicked.

Rushed to the fifth(?) floor's escalator and apparently I don't notice things when I'm kanchionging. I totally didn't see Cherie and her mom riding the escalator downwards while I was going up.

Super drama-like. The only thing that was missing was us looking in the opposite direction. They laughed at me ): Boo! Hahhaa!

Once I reached the top, I went down to meet them and we headed for the air conned kopitiam!

We had Pepper lunch! :D

Cherie's mom ate hor fun. It looks okay to me. Just not drool-worthy. Thn again, everyone's an artist (:

Ooh! While we were eating. Two major things happened!

one, there was a fight! okaaay la. heated argument. happy? ):<

two, there was a super cute Chinese baby behind me. Cheena baby :x

her mom was mad funny. now I know where cherie's sarcasm and bhbness comes from.

anyway, the baby was looking at Cherie's mom thn her mom said..

"See! He's is looking at me. He has good taste."

me and Cherie were mock rolling our eyes at that comment.

After lunch, we said goodbye to her mom and walked ard. ended up, we went to the macdonalds nearby and ate while talking.

we talked about Dora and her future self. I know. Weird topic.

it's almost freaky how Dora and her "future self" are so alike. ugh. Maybe they're related! Oh no!

Psh. Anyway, it got too cold so we left and walked ard at Cineleisure and saw.. Neoprints!

we looked at the machines, thn look at each other thn.

"You want?"

"You okay with it?"

"Let's do it!"

i forgot who said what. hahaha!

and that's how we spent.. etou.. quite alot :x

but the results were so pretty ~

this is the only time where we thought we looked super pretty or at least decent :x

those who have other thoughts.. you can jolly well shove a stick up your hole.

we got so caught up tht we almost missed the start of the movie. kept saying, "okay. last one thn we go" ended up.. "one more time?"

Hahahha!

I love her :3

Finally, we went to watch the movie in 3D. The lanterns will really tempt you to grab them. We saw a few kids jumping up to touch it. Cute :3

I think it's super nice how Rapunzel broke away from her possessive "mom" and went to see the world and met some Vikings.

OH! I love the horse! Maximus ~

after the movie we had dinner at mac cos of the neoprints.

waited for Cherie's mom to pick her up and then I bussed home.

heh.

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

note.

2010-11-27T12:03:00.001+08:00

i forgive you for all the things you did, and I'll always will.

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Daddy.

2010-11-25T21:14:00.001+08:00

as much as I love you, and am grateful for everything you've given me..

sometimes, your concern rubs me the wrong way and I ultimately get upset even though you mean well.

try to do it without making me feel like you're talking to a first class idiot.

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Location:Lompang Rd,,Singapore

back again.

2010-11-20T12:35:00.001+08:00

guess whoooooo!!

yeah. friggin finally got the blogger app. hahaha!

tumblr's fun cos I keep spamming pretty photos.

it's good and bad in a way.

it's like, I kept putting pictures to a point where I stopped blogging. one can argue that the pictures can tell my day for me but there's no definite answer.

for example, I can put up a picture of notes saying I love you..

it could be directed to Cherie or Jie or whoever is impt to me right now but you won't know who it is.

a constant guessing game. not very fun is it?

I'll blog/tweet/foursquare/fb when the need arises. watch out for them.

byeeee!

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Location:Lompang Rd,,Singapore

Tumblr?

2010-10-17T09:20:00.001+08:00

Eh. Hey guys.

I know I haven't been ard much :x

I'm too.. Reliable on iPhone apps. So yeah. Sorreh.

Anyways, I've moved to tumblr.

Not really used to it yet but, it'll be fine (:

Ask me for the URL k?

Bye!

Awesomeness!

2010-09-02T21:26:00.000+08:00

Awesome!
Fantastic date with Cherie today.
Movie marathon made it better :D

Tong! Babyyy, Winnie the Poooh!
Have an ice-cream ~
You'll go "QQ!"

HAHAHA!

Us: Tong!
Them: What la!
Us: ....... Oh ya hor. Sorry.

What else? Hahaha!
I'm glad we got to go out like this.
Mad love for her! <3
I swear her ego level just hit maximum.

Hmmm. So we met at borders where I discovered that there was wi-fi :D Awesome!

Thn Cherie reached Borders, saw me thn she started giggling. Fedoras are cool, honeyy! Rawr!
We walked around, looking for a place to eat thn we found the cafe on the other side of Borders and had American Breakfast w English tea for me and Iced Vanilla Earl Grey for Cherie.

It's honestly some weird tasting tea concoction. I have no idea how she could drink it til nth was left.

Gasp! Cherie Zombie! Hahaha!

Our breakfasts came and Cherie started pushing everything aside, saying she doesn't eat this.. Doesn't eat that.. Thn I laughed and told her, "Might as well eat air right!"

In her defence, she said she was making space for her chilli sauce :3

After breakfast, we made our way to Iluma. Actually wanted to stop by the 'Accessoriez' but thennnnnn. It was still closed. Annoying!

We reached Iluma and mad hurried to Filmgarde to catch a movie... Actually, two movies.. Inception and.....

STEP UP 3 3D <3!

The water battle between the Pirates and Gwai is AWESOME! (I swear it's better whn it's in your face :D)

If you never catch it before it's gone, you're as good as chaoda duck.

I kept commenting as the movie went on while Cherie was fully focusing on the movie. So I talked to myself. Mehs! Hahaha!

After th movie, we went to Edobashi?
It's a shabu-shabu/teppanyaki restaurant with maid-costume-wearing waitresses.

We ordered this and that thn ended up having alot of food leftover cos we only had 50 minutes to eat and order.

Cherie & Me, after 8 mths.. Equals to a whole lot of talking. Frm gossip to general topics to perspectives.

Oh no! I made us sound old ): Boohoo!

So then ~
We went to play Jubeat! Heh.
Mad awesome game. Totally addicted.
Thanks ah Edaaaaaa! Hahaha!

We got bored, thn we went to play the Japanese Drum game and officially went dongdongdong! HAHAHA!

Blahblahblahblah dong!
Blahblahblahblah dong!

We played til our arms and hands hurt!
Frm Japanese songs to Chinese.. Thn had my favourite! Cheng Yao :D

Cherie wanted ice-cream so we went to Marble Slab. Irish cream for me, Cheesecake for Cherie.

Thn the server guy came with our ices in his hands. Cherie thn asked him which is which..

He blanked.. And went.. "... Oh ya hor."
He turned to his colleague who was happily enjoying his dinner and asked.. Who thn in turn looked just as blur. That situation makes me smile everytime :)

While eating the ice-cream, we combined all our funny "sounds" frm our meet ups thn made it into an impromptu advert for Marble Slab :D M.S, aren't you luckehzxc?

Thn I had to go sch. Cherie had to go home. We kindaaaa overshotted our meet-up time :x Her mom got mad ):

Thn I was late for sch. Hahaha! Oops :D

My life. At one point.

2010-05-01T15:08:00.001+08:00

This will prolly be my last post.
I don't wish to blog any further.

Some people blog to promote certain things. Some will sell garments. Some just blog about nothingness.

I don't like to leave things hanging, you see.
This blog o mine has been left to the cobwebs and a life of desolation.

So I prolly will close this sooner or later. It brings good.. And bad memories.

I blog to vent out my feelings. And a public blog somehow would make things worse.

Currently my life has turned to a broken record player.
Some events of certain importance happening here and there.

To those who care, thank you.

To those who don't, continue to do so.

Regards,
-SHAA

Post note.

2010-03-24T01:15:00.000+08:00

Firstly.

Thank you la people! :D

For all your wishes.
Srsly appreciate them all :3

And on that note.

I am finally nineteen! Eat that bitches!

I feel old. Really.
Mom says I'm nineteen but I sometimes seem to be as senile as a ninety year old.
Sad or what!

You can't keep doing nonsense without repercussions.
No more girls'/boys' home.
It's the big house now :D

Sidetracked. Haha!
Boyfriend has been really awesome on my birthday (:

Dedicated the whole day for me.
Treating me to everything. Like, duh? Haha!
Met up at his place thn he gave me this crystal boxish thing.

Pretty right?
If you think it's not, you can jolly well lick my anus!

It's a sentimental thing to me.
Not sure if he did it intentionally or not but..
During our courtship, we talked about our views for the future and family.

We agreed that children are gifts. Not priviledges.
And we called them, 'Angels'.

That crystal is cut to be an angel with fairy-ish wings. (which keeps falling out)
While the oval base is a compartment-like thing.

Walked around raffles and suntec city. Chanced across a Sri Lankan exhibition.
It was interesting enough. Seeing people do age old things on the spot, like pottery and sewing w the non electrical sewing machine.
It's a whole new experience (;

After that, boyf wanted to bring me to a place that I've never been to before.

It was at Singapore Flyer :D

Call me a frog under a rock.
I don't care.

There was alot of construction and post rain going on. So if you wanna go now, I suggest you go at night :D

Lights are preeeeety.

But before going on the flyer, boyf wanted me to relax and feel rejuvenated. Haha!

So we went to kenko.
Wanted a full body massage but couldn't due to the shop's timing.

So we opted for the fish spa intead!
Can you say ticklish? Haha!

I freaked out a little :x
Kept gripping boyf's hand.

After a while, got used to it.
We had Turkish spectators looking at our feet!

We had a shoulder massage halfway through. Albeit painful but nice :D

Went on the flyer, took pictures.

LOL! Unglamness but who gives a fuck? (:

Thn dinnered at Popeyes' and went home.
Stopped by at plaza to get pizza and celebrate w family :D

Korkor became my personal photographer w his dslr x)

Bye now!

-SHAA

Kudos.

2010-03-09T23:31:00.000+08:00

I guess I deserve this.
I made jiejies' birthday month sucky beyond repair.

Now it's time for my karma.
It's dealt by none other than the love of my life itself.

Kudos to you.

Twenty something minutes from now..

Will be ten days away til our tenth.

Ten days away til I'm growing up again..

I just want a happy birthday month. Grant me this wish.

-SHAA

Preggie Ladies Saviour!

2010-03-08T23:27:00.000+08:00

Okay. First and foremost..
I fully intend to make this a quickie before mom bites my already small head off.

It's late, you see?
*smacks you.

Dad praised me today.
Getting a praise from dad is almost as bad as waiting to see pigs fly. (Before AirPork and Redbull giving 'wings', of course.)

Moving on.

I boarded the overpopulated train. Again. After work.
I never stopped feeling amazed at how good we are squeezing into the compartments to a point where we can be compared to the ole' tin sardines.

Impressive.
(Im rolling my eyes if you can't catch my sarcasm.)

I was minding my own business til I saw this obviously pregnat lady. She looked super uncomfortable, I tell you.

I looked around for any available seats, of course there weren't.

Perfectly happy young untroubled people were sitting down. Thing is, it irks me to no end to see selfish people sit on those reserved seats.

I'm not being self righteous here. I admit, I tend to sit there as well and sometimes overlook things.

But!
I don't do it when I can obviously see someone who needs a seat when they need it.

I turned to the nearest man sitting on the reserved seat.
Apparently he was very engrossed in his solitaire game.

I guess it exhausted him.

.. Whatever.

So I got his attention with waving my hand aroun his phone since my voice couldn't get to him.

I did the nice approach, and asked him politely to give up his seat to the poor lady.

Bless his poor soul.

He quickly got up and disappeared to don't know where and I directed the lady to the seat.

I'm no self righteous savior. I don't do this often. I only help those who really need it.

I'm imperfect, just as you are, no matter how hard you delude yourself to be.

Daddy said that many Singaporeans have forgotten our dear Courtesy Lion.

All it takes is one kind act.

Don't expect thank yous.
Do it cos you want to.

If you do something good and live to regret it; Dont waste your efforts.

People might dislike your kind actions but don't take it to heart.
Just do it, cos you know it's right. Even when it is a difficult choice.

End.

-SHAA

Reminisce.

2010-03-03T22:46:00.001+08:00

Reminiscing is awesome.
The harmless kind anyway.

I decided to use the mail app in my phone since it can see the attachments and stuff.

I had 500 emails stored. That's alot, mind you.

Whenever I'm free, I just delete my mails. Most of them are rubbish.

But there's a few that made me think back.

Earliest one would be when i went on a trip to Cameron and Thailand and my boyf emailed me to take care of my health and how much he missed having me around.

Thn came Justin when he told me that he still cared about me as a friend even when he didn't know me for ad long as jie, cherie or even xiaoting did.

The next one would be when xiaoting emailed me when I thought that she was poofing from my life.

She told me she wasn't. She didn't want to put me in a spot due to certain circumstances. She told me to be strong cos she believes I can overcome it, and that she'll always be around when I need her retarded rainbows and cup noodles and torchlights.

Further on would be when me and jiejie were in CCKSS thn we had to do f&n coursework. We both would be exchanging our work and she'll send her work to me cos I have the printer. Thn we'll add in silly sidenotes.

That time was when people like us, like to partially twit.

For example, me = mii/moi

That kinda thing. Ya know? Haha!

Oh oh! I transformed to your ugly nerd alr. Me ish wearing specs w the 'Pieces' symbol. Mom and me shared it as my birthday present so my horoscope symbol fits it nicely.

Anyway! I'm off to bed. I feel nauseas and headachey from the specs. Nights!

-SHAA

Scandalicious!

2010-02-28T12:04:00.001+08:00

Today is utterly awesome!
All my dates w Cherie is awesome. Cos it's so stupifyingly impromptu ;D!

The fact that we rarely get to see one another is an added plus ;D

It started out w me seeing blackish bruises on my alr super tanned skin.
NOT a nice combination. Pfft.

So I u-turned by double asses back home and had a change of attire. Thn left to meet Cherie at White Sands.

It took approximately one hour and thirty minutes to travel from one end to another, by train.
It honestly beats the uber long car rides that never seems to end.

Thn Cherie came thn we walked around looking for a present, yet to no avail. Haha!

Walked again, thn wanted to try the yoghurt ;D
Like, out of my random curiousity.

I just pulled out a cup thinking that was the only size, and passed it to Cherie.
Thn we made poopish shaped yoghurt thn added fruits and other random toppings.

The chocolate flavour is, awesome!
Okay la. Not really.
But it tastes like normal choco ice cream. For a yoghurt, I think it's clappable. *claps*

We sat outside and crapped.
Had the ' Old people burning, old people burning',
And 'Guns don't kill people, uh-uh, I kill people. Tchtch. With guns. Pow.' phrase stuck in our heads.
All of it, thanks to my brothers. Haha!

We got bored, so we walked around and entered this toy shoppish place.

We got the bunny-love keychains. Thn she became the spongebob to my patrick ;D

Sweet right? Sweet right! I know~

It suits us la. Cos I'm the more dumbass one in this scandalship ;D

Cherie keeps rolling her eyes at me, sooooooo.. I think it's true. LOL!

After that, we went off to the interchange and saw two certain undesirable people. Erhem.

I just had to, exaggerate a scene thn Cherie moved away from me ):

Hey, we're scandals ;D Duhh.

Thn thn! I wanted to roll our eyes simultaneously.

I ended up rolling my head around thn Cherie said,

"Please don't embreast....."

Thn we looked at each other and laughed like cuckoos!

Embreast is funny ):
Embrace, embreast. Get it?

Before that, we were talking abt her wallet. (She still has my keychain. *grins*)

Then she said she has a walladish bag.
This one, you have to hear us say it. It's funnier that way.

Walladish bagger. Haha!

Bus 5 seemed to be as elusive as the leprachaun(sp?) train.
So we cabbed over to her place.

We couldn't act like 'Annes' no matter how hard we tried.
Made so much noise til we thought the uncle is pissed at us.
He didn't seem to respond to us either.
I suddenly remembered 'kumquat' from an article and asked Cherie what it was.

I couldn't pronounce it correctly and ended up making Cherie confused.

I even 'accused' her for forgetting her chinese culture.

Then! The cab uncle spoke! LOL!
He told us what it was thn I paisehed myself. LOL!

We reached her place the Cherie told me, not to jaw drop at the sight of her house.

I, of course, jaw-dropped, just for the fun of it. And I felt like it, literally did.

It jammed like it was dislocated then I got it back to place. LOL!

But her house is pretty (:

Saw her ahgong, said hello.
Saw her ahma, said hello.
Thn she talked to me in Malay.
I was caught off-guard, and went 'huh' alot.
Thn said hello to Cherie's mom.
After that we went up.

Watched new york minute, thn we let it run while we talked.
Somehow, I'm grateful that I live in a four room apartment.

It keeps us more closely knitted.

Think Cherie wouldn't mind living in an apartment either (:

Thn it was time to see the lion dance. I kinda only liked the part where they jumped on the platforms. The dragon was okay too.

I has terrible orange catching skills. LOL!

Thn got this lil kid who practiced with me ;x Poor guy.
Accidently made him fall and hit his face a few times.

Most of the time, me and cherie just walked around and talk.
Played my lil bastard and she made one called 'Fatullah'.
Haha!

Thn.. We ate. Got tired, and went back.

I wanted to do light business in the washroom but totally forgot abt it when we went to her study room. We looked out for songs thn sang and recorded our horrigible voices.

Destroying songs, is our game.

Had so much fun, til forgot the time. Had to rush off and meet boyfriend at cityhall ;x

Sorry baby for making you wait half an hour.

Reached home pretty late.
But mom wasn't that upset ;x
Guess cos she knows I rarely meet Cherie and that I rarely went home late as well.

Parents thanked boyfriend for peiing me home.

And now me is blogging ;D

Awesome day w loveeee!
Let's do it again! (:

-SHAA

Super.

2010-02-23T22:40:00.001+08:00

I think I just officially pissed off Cherie.
My mind was in a total mess of chaos and yet, it made me think like a zombie. Psh.

Love. And the definition of it.
I think I can keep on arguing til you got fed up, and gave up.

Maybe it's the hot chocolate, or maybe it's me being tired..

I think it's mostly due to me biting off mre thn I can chew. Oh well.

Today is the twenty-third, meaning.. It's twenty-five more days.

I wonder how will that day be?
Miraculously awesome?
Or just as pathetic as the one who grew a year older.

-SHAA

Cos Cheryl told me so.

2010-02-17T22:41:00.000+08:00

Cherie got this blogpost outta me. Eventhough there's nothing to blog today.

Feeling a lot less sick today ;D Yay!
Yesterday was an utterly cmi day. I could barely stand, much less walk.
Jiejie wasn't faring any better. Had fever as it reached late noon.

Baby massaged my legs for me (: Aint he sweet? Thn I couldn't take it after lunch so we went home.

Jiejie also went home w kor soon after.
Me spent the whole day sleeping >:D

The next day was boring. Nothing to do.
Went ten mile to check up on MMI for Redza. Thn bought household stuff.

Went to plaza, bought lunch and went home.
Entertained cousin, but basically holed myself up in my room cos Mrs Red decided to pop in for a visit. Urghh.

Cherie called me just now thn we talked for 2hrs and 20 mins ;D
Awesomeee!

Okay. Done (:

-SHAA

Bainian!

2010-02-16T00:04:00.001+08:00

I bainian-ed at Boyfs' house.

Having plenty of guests at home truly brings out the attributes in someone.

Feeling shy, I sorta hesistated coming in.
There were already guests over.
Good friends of the family no less.

Felt super awkward and sat on a stool.
Thn his mom came out, and was like..

"Ehhhhh! You're here alr?" thn she smiled and stuff.

I gave her the oranges and this long overdued present. I hope they like it laa. Bought it for them whilst in Hatyai.

Abit stupid to me la.

I bought for them this wooden fish thing that moves around. Cos baby's house has this tank full of fishes. So I bought it thinking it'll be good as It was the arowana fish. Remembered something about good fortune or whatever.

Will have to ask baby whn he gets home. Heh.

Thn we went t hide in baby's room. Talked alot of nonsense, thn sleep. Sick people tire easily. Haha!

Woke up a while later thn realized the guests had left. So it was our turn to eat steamboat! ;D

Today's steamboat is alot of the 'Dodo-Bobo'.

It's a little thing I learnt from one of the teachers at work. Cos the steamboat is filled with fishballs and crabmeat ect ect from the brand, "Dodo\Bobo".
So Dodo-Bobo nor!

Even his mom said it (:
So proud of myself. Haha!

We ate w baby's kor, whose name forever escapes me. Thn practically threw the containers in til it was filled to the brim.

It was a 'forest' full of veggies and mushroom.
A few prawns, some salmon, dodo-bobo.
Seeing it is more hilarious.
And stupid me, forgot to take pictures.

We talked while the food heated up.
Both brothers like super lame jokes.
May god save me ):
Hahaha!

After eating, we slept again. We're turning to pigs ):
Thn baby won't let me go home cos he likes to be around me ;D
(insert awwwwwwwww here)

But that made me late to meet jiejie.
I think I pissed her off though, but since she's my nice jiejie ;D She somewhat forgave me after multiple 'Jiejie! Don't angry'. Haha!

Met her outside Val mummy's house cos I'm not feeling well and her immune system isn't very strong. I couldn't live w the guilt if she caught something from me.

Her mom was so sweet though. She ran out of the house to give angpow eventhough I didn't bring oranges ;x whoops! Haha!

Baby's parents also gave me one each. Haha!
So surprised. I'm used to the one angpow from one family. Thank you (:

After that, we starbuck-ed.
And I mean, me jiejie and baby.
Eehwa tewtew had to go home.

Sigh. She never changes. So big alr, bully Val and Jie.. LOL!

Silly girl.

Okay! I have to go read baby's book now(:

-SHAA

Grated.

2010-02-09T23:24:00.001+08:00

Why do you get on my nerves? Seriously. Why?

If you're trying to get under my skin, all I have to say is ..

Congratulations! You passed with freakin' flying colours.

We were fine at the start. Why the change now?
Is it because you're getting too comfortable with me? Thinking I'll be okay with it, so you continue?

I have a lot of patience. Thanks to my job.
Gentle reminder, just don't keep pushing your luck.

I love you, yes. That, is without a doubt.
I changed my badass attitude for you.
Hell, I'm even saving up now.

Meaning I'm eating less and eating at under fan kopitiams. Never been a kopitiam person but I'm doing it now.

Doing all this for you. Do you honestly appreciate it? It's not easy to change okay?

You yourself won't change. It's difficult isn't it?

I know you'll argue back. You always do.
I say this alot, you're just like my father.
And I'm the nightmare-ish daughter.

Bottled up everything in me.
I won't cry cos you think I don't mean it.
I don't say things out cos you will argue back.

Stopped crying and toughened up.
I keep it within myself cos it'll take a long time to explain and you still won't understand.

You have your good points.. Like,

You pick me up if you're nearby and pei me home.
You get along with my family quite well.
You compliment me to make me happy.
You care about my family members, even just a little bit.
You ask me how's my day everytime.
You're not afraid to show me love.
You'll somehow be there to take care of me.
You embarrass yourself with lame jokes to make me smile.

I know and appreciate all the points.
I just don't know how to bring it across to you.

Typing out is easy, but to actually say it to you,
I would be tongue-tied.

I just feel very hurt today, and overexerted myself cos I didn't want the feeling to stay.
You don't even care..
You still want to argue that it's my fault in the first place.

Please. I'm not you okay?
You want to save so much, you do it!
You have at least x2 of what I earn,
and yet, you still have nothing.

Shouldn't you be nagging at yourself?

Don't argue with me please.
I'm damn sick of it.
Never have I argued so much in a relationship.

I'm still sticking ard cos I love you.
I just want to vent out what I feel,
and wish that you can understand me better.

I'm not you. I don't think like you.
My thinking is different.
Please don't make me change that.
Let me be me. You love me for who I am right?

I don't want to be you.

Let me do things at my pace.
If not, I'll feel like I wasted my youth years later.

--

I wanted to start this post as a happy one.
My emotions took over.

Monday, I saw my neighbours leaving their house.
Guess they wanted to jog.

I found out that their ages were 60 & 70.
Still damn fit. Haha!

Thing I wanted to say is about their life and love.
They grew old together.

That's what I want to do.
Won't you be there for me too?

The sight of them made me smile.

Thn left for work, thn lunch, thn work again.

The going back bit was funny.
At the bus stop at th end of the shelter, saw this dude with greasy slicked back hair with earphones and dancing in an odd way.

Needless to say, people like me, snorted and giggled while boyf burst out laughing.

How unglam. Hahaha!

Thn reached home.

Thn today is my sucky day.
Oh well.

Cherie's waiting for this update. I shall end this now.

PEOPLE! JOIN TWITTERRRR ;D

-SHAA

2010-02-06T11:31:00.001+08:00

This morning. I went to my blog.

For no good reason, I pressed Cherie's 'link'.

Those of you who are stupid enough to think Cherie is Malay who draws wicked dA art.
I have nothing to say.

Really. Good game to you.

But!

The thing is.. Me and Cherie knows that I linked her with that URL as a joke.

The actual owner actually updated from the last time I checked.

I'm amazed.

LOL!

Okay. Random moment over.

-Shaa
- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

i'm no longer just fifteen.

2010-02-05T22:16:00.002+08:00

" im in too deep.. i lingered a little bit too long.. "

i have to stop thinking that im still fifteen.
yes, it was awesome.
yes, that made me feel like i had a life.
but im turning nineteen.. in like, a month? geez.

i can't stay that way.
my god. it's four years ago.
get over it, woman!

i feel like, everyone around me is growing up.
im doing the opposite, cos i didnt want to grow up.

being a kid is good.
but then again, no matter how hard deep in denial..
it doesnt change the fact that you're, growing.

i realize something recently.
no matter what, you'll always get older.
you can always stay this way and be scrutinized,
or find a way and open your eyes.

was with my brothers, joking around as usual..
thn i realize.. they're four years younger thn me.

when they finally reach the 'legal' age,
i'll be twenty-two.
i feel tensed thinking about it.

i cant stay this way.
i told myself that i dont want to be a loser. again.

once bitten, twice shy as they say.

when school starts, i think i will change.
i might be annoying or what.
but i will change.

maybe the way i look or smth,
but definitely my personality.
i need to think further.

i'll only depend on myself now.
cos i know i will never disappear.
i will never ignore myself.

i can do whatever i like.

this is me. this is it.

chrysalis. yeah that's it.
i think i'll stay in it for a while.

-SHAA

shyt.

2010-02-03T23:34:00.002+08:00

hey people.
before i start my beautiful nonsense, just wanna say..

NORA! WHERE THEE FUUUCK ARE YOU!
silly girl. why wont you pick up my calls. geez.

we trusted each other right?
you know that i'll always be there for you.
i told you what i wanted to do right?
i wont let you down.

you were never the type to cry and complain,
but this time.. i wish you would.
at least to me.

you dont wanna talk on the phone. fine.
you have a whole lot of explaining to do. rawrh.

--

okay.
the above part was typed earlier on.
i should explain but it's well.. not my part to do so.

but she's safe. that is already one hell of a big relief.
love her to bits.

--

oh oh!
i talked to cherie annie about my nonsense. LOL.

she actually made me feel better.
and i think disappointed at certain choices.
i think im stupid, so i think she thinks im stupidx2.
HAHA!

we just seem to work that way.
oh well (:

i tend to assume things and misunterprete.
its good and bad at the same time.

good, cos it's funny when you're years ahead and think back.

bad, cos you might raise your hopes only to be let down, or in most cases,
be embarrassed to the point of no return.

//*//

today, me and my scandal debated about who was prettier and had to admit it.
in the end, she thinks im making her tell a lie. FML.

LOL.
okay. that wasnt funny. was it?
was trying my hand at FML's comments.

http://fmylife.com

if you want the opposite of FML,
you can go to ..

http://givesmehope.com

--

OH OH!
i met jiejie at bishan on tuesday aternoon before i went to work.
gosh. i miss her like nuts.

she knows me and i know her.
if i looked like her, you could never tell us apart if we dont talk.

.. duh. LOL.

we talked about the past and the present.
future is too far-end.
HAHA.

i feel stupid on my part. she told me certain things.
not sure how i feel about them though.

but meeting up with jie, and talking to cherie,
made me feel my nonsense.. is stupid.

like child's play, or more bluntly, stupidly childlike.

in a bad way of course.

always finding an easy way out.
so typical of me.

thanks cherie for reminding me what was important.
i wanted to stop being a loser, but here i am, succumbing to my own weakness.
pfft. sad really. utterly pathetic.

and ending this on a happy note.
nora intro-ed a song to me..

it's originally from miley cyrus, but i find this cover.. surreal.
they might have the same lyrics but this just adds meaning.

it's alr on my playlist. it's called, 'The Climb'. David Sides & Ahmir.
if you arent swept away by heir voices, hear th lyrics.

it truly.. in nora's words, gives me hope (:

jiejie. cherie. nora.
i love you three.

-SHAA

Attention.

2010-02-02T23:44:00.001+08:00

Okaaay. Stupid application.
Oh well. This seems like a good time to blog.

I feel sad. Seriously. The pathetic kind.

Oh! Definitely not talking about boohoo and [insert tears] kind.

Why would I want to blog about my sadness?
It's like totally going against my morals.

HAHA!
My sad joke cheered myself up.
.. Awesome. *rolls eyes

I like late night calls(;
Not only can you crap around,
but you'll know that there will be a person who's with you despite the hours and nonsense.

I think it's touching.
Sacrifice sleep to accompany that one person.

I know it isn't healthy and irrational,
but I can't help it.
But I'll feel guilty afterwards ;x

Hahaha. I think I have some attention syndrome.
Who doesn't?

Fyi, not talking about the real illness if it exists.

Everyone likes to be recognized, meaning you'll like attention from outside parties.

When you're deprived of it, you'll tend to go astra, and look for other sources. Urgh.

It's late alr. Will continue my stupid rant tmr. Part two ;D

-SHAA

Begin!

2010-01-30T23:07:00.001+08:00

fiish.
was supposed to be done blogging alr.
but since i was stupid enough to forget to relogin..
everything has officially disappeared.
ass much?

even cherie is pissed.

so for tonight, this is just a brief through.
i'll do a proper one next time.
*kisses

\\

woke up, watched stuff on youtube.
baby woke up and picked me up thn we went to causeway point to chow.

p.s: seoul garden has now found a way to make the oily smoke smell,
to get stuck on our beloved pretty pretty clothes.

which sucks when you still want to go out ): ~

so be prepared to feel tortured when you have to handwash something.

actually, wanted to meet jiejie one ;x
so i stalked her til cwp but since she wasnt feeling well,
me hugging her and all that is going to make her sick-er.
so i didnt.

butbut jiejie, please get better soon. or or! i will come your house,
and muackmuack you ;DDD!

took the bus to baby love's house,
had a super awkward moment sitting at the living room with everyone.
i held on to my phone for dear life just to feel calm.. somewhat. haha!

his mom was super nice (:
she was considerate enough to buy food that i could consume without thinking twice.
so im touched by that ;D
i could even come for cny~ LOL!

decided to go home a little bit later.
called cherie annnnnnnn ;D

goshhh. i miss her girly voice alot. LOL.
she's trying to make it sound abit manlier.
it's still high pitched, love!

we jibjabed nonsense.
i even heard zhiyang's voice! .. somewhat. HAHA!

was abit unclear but it got better halfway through.
she made me heartbrake alot )):

me ish sad about that. *pout

but but! we reminisced you knowww!
from our first date to the consequent extra gatecrashers ):

baby! you know you're one of them ;3 LOL.

we even debated about qingyang and zhiyang's act-cute-ness. LOL.

thn i realized, i had no cash on me,
so had to make the cab driver do a full u-turn to get moolah.

after getting irritated with the long wait,
i could withdraw, paid the cabby thn had a slow walk back home.
lovelove was so cute at the escalator.
if i tell you, he'll turn shy. LOL.

reached home, baby stayed a lil while thn he left.
and here i am, reblogging, being mean and not caring. LOL.

//

as a side note, i apologize to the people that i had bad thoughts of you.
eventhough most of you did nothing to me. LOL.
they range from mean, grouchy, male-deprived to .. er.. well.. people.

think i babbled long enough,
bye babies!
cherie annie is waiting for meh bloggo posto ;D

-SHAA

Wish.

2010-01-28T23:06:00.001+08:00

All my life, I wanted a happy and contented life.
Didn't have to be extravagant or any of the sort.

Just small little bits of happiness.

I'm glad that I have people in my life that makes it happen.

If I had to use an example, it would be when I dreaded having to go meet my bosses'.
Honestly believing that I'm in trouble or smth.

While on the way, my cousin spotted me and waved. She just happened to be going to meet the bosses' as well to get her paycheque.

I confessed that i was super nervous and dreading the talk. Thinking that I was in trouble, but she told me to calm down and relax.
She said so cos' even if your day started out completely suckish to the point where you'd wish the ground you walk on would just open up and eat you.
It'll get better overtime.
Not big good changes.

Just those little ones, but you gotta let it happen.

Live. Laugh. Love.

Three very important rules.

1) You gotta live life to the fullest.

So what if you flunk a major test?
So what if you fell and did a faceplant?
So what if you choked or get wiped out?
It doesn't matter when you stand up and try again.
Don't let one measly failure brand you for the rest of your life.

I let it happen to me. Oh yes, it was absolutely easy to just give up and say ' I can't do anything about it. Might as well give up. '
Working back up is a downright pain in the posterior, but I won't surrender.
I was a loser once, but i won't let it happen again.

I'll do things without regrets.
I know I have someone behind me all the way.

2) Laugh your heart out.

Laughter is the best medicine.
Be it a broken heart or a broken soul.
It's like, your chicken soup when you're ill.

Laughing makes you feel better and takes away all the negative things.
Even when you're sad or angry, all you have to do is to just start laughing.
Then you'll forget and start living your life again.

3) Love everyone you know.

That line speaks for itself.
Appreciating someone and cherishing them goes a long way.
Have to thank Cherie Ann for that.
Her name reminded me of a cherry.
The French pronounce cherry as 'Cherish'.

So to me, cherry charms or trinkets are important because they hold a deep hidden meaning.
When giving said item, it would mean that you cherish that person.
And Cherie, it's without a doubt that I cherish you even when I'm too busy to get my ass online for a chat with you.

For this year, I wish to cherish those around me. I have been unfair to jiejie and cherie, to a point where I could have lost them both.

I don't want that to happen again.

I'll live by these three rules. Always.

-SHAA

Twitter ;o

2010-01-26T22:18:00.001+08:00

Hi! I just got back from dating nora and baby love ;3

Urgh. I think I shall never wear heels on a limb.
It hurts too much.
There are people like my cousin who says ;

"Its all for fashion and looking great!"

I think they're superhuman.

Urgh. Love the heels. Hate wearing them ):

Anyway, we went to bukit gombak's shophouses to look for a good and cheap place.

Went here and there. Even circled the whole place.
Luckily, we found a place around 6-7ish.

There was only one hairdresser but somehow we managed to talk to her, and make her laugh and got a slight discount ;x

Hope she's happy with her hair ;3
Which I think you look great ;D

Ate dinner at ananas and walked to the gym.
Went around it and I freaked out when the bat flew near us.

Sca-ryy!

By then I was downright tired and my legs were giving way.
Even now, my legs feel super wobblish.

I'm off to shower noww.
Byebye!

-SHAA

Hey all ;D

2010-01-24T21:07:00.001+08:00

I'm back baybehhhhh!
Jiejie was right. Tumblr sucks.

Well, to me and jiejie anyways.
No offence to the tumblr lovers okay? (:

But it was the only thing I could type to with my phone.

Comp crashed alr so I had no choice. Me has to vent out frustrations, somewhere. Right?

Well, at least I'm back to haunt blogger.

My sweet sweet complicated blogger with the HTML mafanness ;3 Plus! It has a tagboard ;3

Been working and going home so my routine is quite mundane to put it bluntly. No surprises or anything too horrendous.

Been bonding with eda, dini and nora recently. I don't know how, but I even got cheston kor back.

(.. Persistant little cockroach..)

What? Well, he is! ):

Anywho, baby love has been absolutely fantastic! We've been together for 8 months now.
New record or what?
Fishy was surprised. Hell, who wouldn't?

Hmmm. Watched alot of movies recently. Like, avatar, spy next door and toothfairy.
Interesting movies I must say.

The comedies tickled me.

Well. It's late. And I should be sleeping.
Anyone who has no life and is bored to bits,
Feel free to call me.

Hahahahahahahahahahahaha!
(ugh. so, not funny)

-SHAA

GOING GOING GONE :D

2009-12-14T23:40:00.000+08:00

hi !

bye.

miss me okay?
me wont be able to contact you for a super long while :DD

me is going over ze rainbow.
me will bring back pot of gold kay?

i love those who love me.

those who dont, well.. you can kiss my scrawny ass :D
errr. actually, no.

dont kiss my ass.

KISS OLD LADY'S BUTT :D ~

-SHAA

uh..................

2009-11-27T22:18:00.002+08:00

hi.

i is sha.

i love cherie annie goblushinkitzxc :D

yes, i know that last word doesn't make sense.
but to heck with you and your nonsensical logical thinking.

open your mind, unleash your creativity.

good briefs.

jubby was right.
working with kids making me think like one >.> ~

me hate vulgarities.
if you say vulgarities in my face, be prepared for doomz.

ris low says boomz, i say doomz :D

boo yeah shikalakadingdong !

--

went to ahmas' whr i got bored outta my mind.
i hate all these holiday gatherings.
relatives are messed up, so i find no joy.

sweet ones, are busy with their lives.

twas' so boring til i can make bubbles and pop it with my index finger.
entertaining, no?

--

i is eternally grateful to have ......

cherieanniegobluckshinsky,
justinjubbyknucklesidewich,
babylovekurotanopykins.

:D !

my saviors of boredom,
may you live a supercallifragilisticespialligocious long life :D

bye !

with love,
nurshakinaatmazakokokrunchilove

remember ?

2009-10-19T23:36:00.001+08:00

ahaha.
guess you forgot (:

happy 5th month, love.

-SHAA

i has reviveddd !

2009-10-11T11:22:00.002+08:00

HII !

me is back after a super long time ;3
touched or nott ?

if you are, must thank lil ole' cherie ann.
she's the one who bugged me to blog.

im getting too darn lazy to blog,
so if i were to blog,
most of the time is cos cherie ann makes me blog ):
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

cos she wants to know how much i love her.
HAHA !

my reply is;

i love you thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis much.

(must imagine a bear opening his widdle arms okay?)

or would you like a t-rex ? big head and widdle arms. HAHAHA !

okay okay okay.
time for the important stuff.

i wanna wish my dearie cherie ann ......

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ;D !

you're now one year older, with an additional wrinkle ;3

i loveeee youuuu laaaaaaaaa.

happy not ?

my first post in a super long time,
and it's all for you.

yes i knoww.
im sweet ;3 ~

--

a little update about me,
im waiting for the christmas sale to get a new phone.

i dont want iphone cos cherie ann alr has one.
so must have originality xD !

help me out okay?
yellow, green or red?

(m1, starhub or singtel.)

blahzxzc !

anyway, im still working. blaaaaaa.

i want to meet up with cherieeeee.
stupid examzxc.
zzz.

kay la.
BYEBYE !

-SHAA

puasa, is my own business.

2009-09-06T22:03:00.002+08:00

i think all the MCs' in the world, should mind their own business. serious.

MCs' arent emcees or medical certificates okay?
MCs = Mak Cik + S (as in plural form)

yeah. so you catch my damn drift right?

i know, i know.
they're aging ; they're getting cranky and blah de blah blah.

but seriously, as a staff who is working should keep their thoughts,
in their bloody heads and not spew it out.

.... .... ... i lost you, already right?

figures.

i aint talking sense anyways.
so i'll start from th top .. .... ...

~ ~ ~

Long long ago, in th southern provinces of China,
lived a girl by the name of Ah Chew..

hah ;x
just kidding ;xx

N E ways ~

last wednesday, i had a food poisoning experience.
not a good one though ; tht, i can assure you.

at first, i didnt know what went wrong.
cos cakes are usually innocent, right ?

pffft. never gonna eat a birthday cake no more ):

so yeah. puked and pooped til my whole body ached.
so it's not surprising tht i got scared to fast aint it ?

cos i still get th pangs, even now.

boo-hoo. poor me *rolls eyes*

so i didnt fast for a few days so i kinda ate la.

i tried to find ways to eat without letting people knowing.
especially with the MCs since i know their mouths like to run.

but today, was my last day so i wanted to indulge myself ;X

-----

this was what happened today.

met up with irah at cck interchange,
thn we walked store to store looking at shoes for the upcoming celebration.

thn stoned at mondo cos got pretty good shoes tht caught our interest.

(IM GONNA WEAR HEELS BAYBEH. LOL. 4 INCH SOMEMORE. LOL)

it's laughable.

baby joined us soon after,
thn we went to book tickets to watch G-Force 3D.
which gave me a headache btw x.x ~

while waiting for th movie to be screened,
we went to eat at pizza hut.

and tht's where th MC comes in.

bloody hell.

we were just eating,
thn she just suan-ed us by talking to a staff.

what the hell.

i know it's wrong and blah de blah,
but she can just shut her trap what.

we're her customers, and by fully making us feel uncomfortable,
is the last thing she should do.

bodoh.

im too damned shagged right now.
it's 12.16 in th morning and my head's going thump thump thump - -"

-SHAA

310th. LOL.

2009-08-27T09:31:00.002+08:00

HI :D

this is my 310th post.
amazing right?

i know i know ;3

it's fasting month,
so expect me to look like a bag of bones by th end of it.
LOL.

oh oh !
i forgot to mention.

im having symptoms very much akin to th h1n1.
BUT !

it's just th common flu. probably. LOL.

yes yes, you can release tht breath you were holding.
tsktsk.

i'll be going to work in four hours.
at least it's air conned today.
-clapclap-

okay la.
mai blog le.

ish boring.BYE :D

-SHAA

finally ! a post !

2009-08-07T20:42:00.004+08:00

HI :D

today, shaa isnt lazy,
tht's why shaa is posting today :D

shaa knows she has no life,
but shaa still wants to blog.
so just cheer shaa on okay ?

... .... .. .. ..... .. ... okayyy. lame.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAA !
omg.
it's weird talking like a third person when it's yourself.

im finally going to be on th comp more often :D

want to know why ?

BABY BOUGHT RAM FOR MY IDERTIC COMP :DD

it's not alot but it's still pretty awesome :D

because !
i now have no more lag !
YAY !

i can now pwn jiejie, if i were ever to redownload audi.

but thn again.
im not sure if i want to.

i like th way i am now,
and my parents obviously do.

i get too into audition,
and practically forget my responsibilities,
get into childish fights cos of some kiddo acting like some big-shot,
getting emotionally disturbed cos your audi friend got into trouble,
or got into some sticky situation thn you cant help, but to save tht friend.

all tht, just to hit th arrow keys, number pad and spacebar.

stupid? heroic?
i dont know

but thn, i also have some pretty good memories,
like how i can laugh like mad while challenging jie at getting most bad,
or just stoning in a room to chat while listening to music,
finding good friends (then), met people tht changed your life, literally.

so i guess, tht part is good.

good and bad, i guess.
cant think of it all from th top of my head.

in a nutshell,
im just not sure, if i want to throw th 'me' now.
cos even as im typing this,
i know im better thn last time,
but it's not good enough.

i dont have time for friends (if i have any left, tht is),
but instead it's on work, travelling everywhere,
or with family since im stuck at home most of th time,
being booked during weekends for tuition,
and just spending whatever time left with baby as he sends me home.

thing is, i realize.
i cant keep up friendships through chatting online or whatnot.
im better at meeting a person every week or smth like tht.

maybe it's because of my used-to-be-laggy comp,
thn i just cant be bothered to go online, cos it just makes me pissed off,
and i'll throw it onto my mom or brother when they ask for help,
thn they'll get pissed, and i'll feel guilty,
it's like a whole damned cycle that i want to break out from.

cherie ann,
i miss you.
it's actually pretty obvious tht i do,
but you're not around to see it.
cos we dont get to see each other often.

i cant make an effort cos online crap aint my forte,
im just, better off meeting you and making you laugh on my own.

typing everything makes it seem emotionless,
dont you think so?

there's a reason why i dont have online friends,
and maybe more reasons as to why i dont have any now.

im not good at friendships.
im hopeless with my social circle,
and maybe it's because i prefer it tht way.

i've been friendless since young,
so i dont know th knick knacks of making a good friendship.

i didnt realize you felt tht way. i really didnt.
cos i though you were okay with him,
cos i want you and him to be with me together.
not seperately.

you said something about,
how i felt whn tingting was leading her own life,
and tht i didnt realize you were somewhat feeling th same way.

tingting, is an important person to me,
just as important as you are.
im not lying, im not bending th truth either.

maybe it's because me and her got more memories to keep,
since i practically grew up with her,
seeing her change from a nerdy crybaby, to a stronger, confident crybaby.

thn whn i got all insecure about losing her, it hurt more.
we met up, and talked things through,
cried a few pails, but it was all worth it.

im just saying;
maybe. we should do tht too.

cos cherie, it's not tht i choose boyfs over friends.
i just dont know how to juggle th two,
cos im a bloody one-lane thinker.

for me, it's always,
as long everything is on my one straight track, im happy.
never thought about what the people i care about,
were actually feeling behind tht mask of theirs.

i dont expect you to understand me,
or what im thinking right now.
but i hope you wont give up on our scandally relationship,
cos i sure wont, eventhough im not doing shit.

but hey ;x
it's th thought tht counts ;x
hope you read this soon.

love you cherie ann.

-SHAA

i like white. dont you?
i know my stupid boyf cant live without black ;x
you you kuro dabian ;XX !

kidding baybeh <3~

hmm.
what else should i blog about.

OH YAAAA !

BABY WANTS TO GET IPHONE 3Gs :D

thn me and him same same phone.

wanna know why?
cos we want to kope th WiFi. LOL.

save moolah. smart or what?
HAHAHHAA !

so typical singaporean.

i guess i have to tighten my belt alr.
im learning how to save a little alr.

good right?
applaud laaaa ):

LOL.

need.to.control.impulsive.desires.to.buy.crap.rawrh.

okay la.
me stop here.
blog sounds pretty lengthy alr.
and i dont need to a boring blog to add on to my alr boring life.
tsk.

BYE !

-SHAA

double date. audition. l4d. maple. family day

2009-08-02T11:56:00.001+08:00

CHEESE :D

hmm hmmm.
met up with Ting jie and Vinn kor on Friday (:

we had a double date :D
fufufufu.

twas' funnn :D

met up at novena thn walkie walkie to nihon mura.
baby's addicted to th sushi there.

-shakes head-

tsktsktsk ;X !

after eating, walked again to velocity and square two.
jie and kor bought this chocolate pocky with almonds all over it.

i think it's almonds laaaa.
me not nut pro :D
me know me are a nut,
but me not nut expert :D

thn i got too damned lazy to walk to th station,
train to db and walk again to parklane.
far you knowzxc ):

so we cabbed :D

thn decided to lan at evo.
audi awhile, l4d awhile, thn maple awhile.

i cant play my audi alr. skills fly to who-knows-where.
l4d, i got scared shitless at a point of time, but didnt know ;x
(me is brave, yes ? :D)
thn maple, with jie using my clericzxc.

she super funny, scared like tooot toot during l4d ;x
dont blame her ba, witch is scary ;xx

._.

i feel like..
my post is getting super boring.
im alr yawning while typing.
gg.com please.

anyway, ate at billy bombers' for dinner.
th milkshakes are super kick ass :D
me aint lying.

thn went home,
baby helped me with homework ;x
thn he went home super late ):

me is touched though. heeees !

--

next day, after tuition,
mummzie, didorkzxc, me, sikin and kor all got ready to go out.

cos kor planned to go out and do a family day thing.
bus-ed to suntec thn walked around tangs,
checked out th sales and products.

something unsavoury happened in between,
but i dont want to dwell on it.

after tht walked out to taka,
on th way, some mat with his minah,
walked past me, thn he burped ._.

if it was those accidental burp,
i'd just brush it off,
but it was those open mouth, super loud, disgusting kind ._.

so i retorted with "Ewww",
in a pretty loud tone, and just walked off.

sikin looked back thn she told me,
tht th minah gave me a disgusted kind of look.
if i was her, i'd be embarrassed to even be with someone like that.
tsktsk.

continuing on,
we ate dinner at Breeks :D
dii ordered lagsane, kor ordered bolognaise,
sikin ordered cheese patty, mummy got some korean dish,
and me has mahi-mahi fish with pesto sauce. LOL.

mahi mahi.
doesnt tht sound damn hilarious ? LOL

ma. hi.
isnt it horse pee ? LOL.
idk.

LOL.

thn ate until damn shuang, thn went homezxc.

th end. LOL.

--

my life. is boring ._."

LOL.

-SHAA

hookashaka hookashaka.

2009-07-30T09:53:00.002+08:00

boom baaa boom baa !

yes, yes people.
i know you missed me :D

me is shy ;x

HAHA !

sorry for not updating,
been living my uneventful life. serious.

what's so eventful about being a red indian,
and dancing as if im on broadway?

not interesting right?

i know. hais. sad life.

-pouts-

;XXX !

--

tingting jiejie is a muucker suuucker x infinity.
she thinks she doesnt suck you know?
tsktsk.
in denial only ;x

i pwn your butt in audi ahzxc !
even without secret training ;XXX !

bleah. joo know moi love joo ;3 ~

OH OH !

cherie ;x chill okay?
mom's like to invade privacy one,
it's like, a 'must' for all mothers.

cos my mom invades mine too,
so much til i got sort of used to it ;x

but of course, i drag my phone wherever i go ;x
thus th reason for me smsing people like joo in ze bathroom :D

meh secret ish revealed ): ~

--

uhhs.
boyf bought me ferrero rondiour. again. LOL.
slap you la.
want me get fat isit?
buy for me so many times ;x

tsk.
see you later :D
at dinner. your treat.

-evil laughs-

--

actually right, i dont know wht to blog about.

i went back to maple, cos not much lag.
i cant go back to audi cos i lag til i cant even play.

kickass right? i know >.>

i like being a knight of cygnus(sickness)
HAHA ! ;X

get it ?

i like it cos, you'll have a ball guardian :D
fun sia. you afk, thn it'll attack all close range iderts ;x for about 100 seconds ;XX !

brother made me start over with him,
and i taught cherie how to change th numbers for a new id ;x

problem is, she cant download maple.
that noooooooooob !

--

okay la. me has two days off.
lets see what will happen soon thn i'll update okay? ;XX
promisezxc ;3

-SHAA

atashinchi no danshi ~

2009-07-21T21:14:00.001+08:00

PEOPLEZXZCC !
i tell you,
must die-die watch atashinchi no daichi,

EFFING NICEE !

it's a comedy drama,
so you'll laugh here and there :D
cos i did.

HAHAHA !

as a plus note,
most of th guys are hot :D

and th main actress is HORIKITA MAKI !!!

my gosh.
what's with me and th exclaimation marks? >.>

got kaname jun, and and th ghost guy frm Hana Kimi th jap version of course ;x

i likeeeeeee ~

go watch it okay? ;O

MUST MUST. LOL.
or i shall bitezxc your asses ;3

--

baby's back frm his outfield! YAY!
baby, 2 more days! JIAYOU (:

and happy birthday my dear (:
i lovey you veh veh muchie :D LOL.

we'll celebrate properly whn you're back okay? <3~

--

BYE NOWWWWWWWWWWW

-SHAA

<3 ~

2009-07-18T23:49:00.002+08:00

jiejie, im glad we sorted things out ;x
guess have to give credit to tht siaotaborh huh? ;X

haas.
thanks kor ;x
for making us meet and talk things out,
eventhough you're th one talking th most,
til i had to shoo you away awhile.

jiejie, i love you (:

you're one of th few people, i never want to let go (:

-SHAA

--

oops.
forgot to update ;X

mom woke me up at 7, to tell me she's going to th market,
and left baby redza with me ;o
i sleepily replied with an ungirly-like grunt.

at 7.05,
th baby woke up, and im forced to stay awake to keep him entertained ):
he's lucky he's cute ;x
HAHA !

thn had tution,
thn pommmmmmed and changed to meet stupid boyf :D

we went to lot, to eat at newyorknewyork ;x

took a pic, later thn i post,
now too lazy to give a damnnnzxc.

thn thn!

walked around, shopped a little at popular ;xx
heh ;x i has a plaaaaaaaaanzxc.

thn walked home.

yes people.
me. walked. home :D

impressive, i knoww. HAHA!

i think i reverted into a kid laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
played catching, thn baby buey song alr so gripped on my wrist ;x

i think he's uber tired frm th torture at camp.
OOPS :X

thn went homeeeee :D

around 8.45pm,
vinn kor th siaotaborh called me ;o

he asked whether i could come out or not,
thn i said yeah.

so went to teck whye to meet th two.

honestly, whn i reached,
it felt super awkward.

cos i dont know what to say.

-skips to talking part-

thn me and jie had a heart to heart talk,
and i think me and her cried a river ;x

thn it was okay alr ;x
thn talked about th results and what we want to get after 2009.

poly ? private diploma ?

i also dont know.

whn it comes, thn i'll decide.

but for now, im going to treasure whatever time i have left,
with all of my dearest (:

-SHAA (again)

why do girls get angry ?

2009-07-18T00:18:00.003+08:00

you know.
i was basically just surfing through sgc,
cos i seriously had nothing better to do.

thn i saw this topic,
why do girls get angry?

and this is what i found :D

(credits to sgc member, yuriyun)
-

Why Girls Always Get Angry
Posted 02-04-2009 at 12:11 AM by yuriyun
Updated 02-04-2009 at 12:12 AM by yuriyun (cos i can)
This is written as an explanation (or some would say 'argument') for guys. Purely from my perspective.
So no one is obliged to agree with my views.

Loads of guys complain about why their GFs always get angry at them for 'no particular reason'.
Here is the answer guys:
We don't.
you're just too daft to realise why we are angry

here are some common scenarios.

Scenario 1:
Girl asks the guy whether he is free on a certain date. And the guys says "let's see". Girl starts to show signs of displeasure.

Guys Think:
What is it now?!
Why is it so difficult to just wait a few days for the answer? Why must I decide now?

Girls Think:
How difficult is it to know whether you are free on that day? If you're free say yes. If you're not, say no. Telling me to wait is like saying "not right now, but i'll be available if i have nothing better to do by then."

Scenario 2:
You agree to go out together and the guy realises later on that his buddies are meeting (for let's say, a beer) later on in the evening. So the guy tells the gf during their date that he has to leave earlier and the GF gets mad.

Guys Think:
WTF?! Why the heck is she angry?! We meet like every week and I can't have one moment with the guys?!It's not like I don't spend time with her.

Girls Think:
Are you kidding me?! He agreed to spending the day together and NOW he double books it?! So he only spends time with me when he's FREE and until something better crops up.

Scenario 3:
Guy tells girl that he'll call her at a certain time.
But he gets too busy (out/ gaming/ or plain forgot).
2 hours after the said time.
He calls to apologise and hangs up after 5 minutes because he's tired (from being out/gaming)

Guys Think:
So i forgot.
Or i got busy.
I apologised, no biggie.

Girls Think:
YOU KEPT ME WAITING FOR 2 FREAKING BLOODY HOURS?!?! BECAUSE YOU WERE GAMING? 2 MINUTES ARE TOO PRECIOUS FOR YOU TO CALL TO SAY THAT YOU'RE BUSY AND THAT I DON'T HAVE TO WAIT?!?

Scenario 4:
You are having a slight disagreement.
The girl gets upset and brings up an OLD argument which was about a similar incident.
And gets more and more upset as the disagreement starts to snowball into a giant fight.

Guys Think:
Why is she bringing that up again?
It was so long ago.
I already apologised.

Girls Think:
Why is he making the same stupid mistake again?
That's just the kind of person he is isn't it?
If we're gonna be together, i'm going to have to put up with it for the rest of my life.It's just gonna be the same problem OVER and OVER and OVER again.

And guys just don't get it most of the time.
They can hear you.
but they don't understand you.
And no,
we're not saying that it's YOUR fault entirely.
Females have already accepted that men are flawed :D !

-

LOL!

cute right?

i found it pretty true actually.
and im posting whn nobody reads this cos it doesnt exist yet.
LOL!

i know. sad no lifer -pout- ):

HAHAH!

byebye ~

-SHAA

Scoliosis ;O

2009-07-16T19:28:00.002+08:00

heyheyhey :D

cherie told me to blog, so yeah .
here i am .

waiting ~

waiting ~

-BLOGGED-

~

okaaaaaaaay,
tht was a major waste of space.

>.> ~

yesterday, nothing happened much.

it's like, work only nor.

thn pei-ed yuri and caden to th toilet to pass urine.

x.x they cant do it alone. LOL.

one and a half years' old,
whatcha expect? ;3 ~

thn thn today,
baby woke me up with a morning call.
cos he's pei-ing me to get SATA results ;X

damn scared about it at first.

thn in th end, everything is okay ;x

well, most of it.

i got mild sciliosis,
meaning tht my spine is slightly curved.

weird huh?

but at least it eased my worries,
cos now i know why i get tired so easily .

tsktsk.
and here i thought i was getting oldddd ):

tht will be sad right ?
me? old? pfft. LOL.

oh oh !

im thinking of changing my blog url, blogskin, and maybe th playlist.
cos im tired of privating ley.
log in, log out.

never liked privating ;x

too mafan ;x

uhs .

cherie !
good luck for tmr ;x
dont baozha th rice okay?

;x

HAHA !

~

jiejie, i'll wait for you :3
loveyou !
(i know you know i love you more thn korkor loves you. shhh ;x)

~

BOYF !
one more week leys !

hurry okay? ;x
it's boring without your lame jokes ;x

BYE !

-SHAA

i miss you.

2009-07-12T13:30:00.004+08:00

i wonder if you ever think of me anymore..
but thn again.. you got him.. and her...

almost feels like i got replaced.
i dont dare to read your blog anymore ..
always watching you from afar..
reading about you, through his blog and th blog,
tht both of you share..

you have a new life, with new friends..
do you even think of me..?

thank you for taking care of me,
all these years,
th love tht you dont show, but i can feel it.

you're th one tht made me.. me.
and yet, i ask myself why.. i dont have th guts to sms you..

even typing this down,
i hope tht you do read it..
but i dont want to disturb you either..

i want to see you so badly..
been going home by walking from station to your place whnever i can.
but cant bring myself to go up and disiao you.

what happened to us ..
why are we like this ...
i miss playing scissors paper stone with you..
or even laughing while deciding to take th lift, or th movmov.

i miss you jiejie..
i miss you so much..

im tearing up,
cos i dont know how you are..
or what you're feeling..

but one thing's for sure,
i will always, always love you.

-SHAA

-LAUGHS-

nice right all th lines.
like a piano.

jeng jeng.

boyf is stupid.
he cant draw rose ;X

LOL!

kidding ;x
loveeeeyouuuu !

sgc is boring alr.
cos i believe most of them are iderts.

acting soooo self righteous.

tralala.

im hungry, arent you ? ;o

-------

cherie,
are you mad at me ? x.x

bleahh ..

im sorry..

--------

diidii dropped a plate earlier,
and th glass pieces FLEW !

like literally.

it flew all th way to kor's room.

far or what.

and it's only one plate.

tsktsk.
brother, brother.

train up your arm okay?
thn you'll be awesomeeee ;3 ~

LOL.

actually, my dii is nice.
my kor's th idertic one >.> ~

~

boyf is going to camp soon,
i think i'll miss you very much.

especially now..

haix ..

everythings going wrong. bleahs.

oh well.

~~Shaa! J-iayou! You can do it!~~

yeah right.

-SHAA

happy one year (:

2009-07-11T15:31:00.004+08:00

went to meet cherie ann on thursday :D

as a belated one year anniversary thing ;x

got her a present ;x
i think she likes it.
looks like she does. LOL

rushed to hougang mall ;x
cos i thought i was late >.>

had an embarrassing moment,
just for her.

my god.
my palms are sweating, just remembering it ):

im hungry, and i think im gonna poop after this .

OOPS :O

did i just type tht out loud ?
ooh .
apparently i did.

oh well.

i dont care.

wo yao poo poo ):

eh .

oops.
sidetracked.

okay.
thn i met cherie at comics connection.
i saw her uniform -evil laugh-

saw her friend, Germaine.
shy person.

like cherie like that ;oo

HAHA!
as if.

thn we went to eat,
after tht walked around cos we were too bored for our own good.
thn stoned at Mickey Ds'
played her taptap revenge and bubblewrap.
LOL.
fun ley ;x

especially whn me and germaine combo-ed.
LOL.

thn cherie's mom called, telling her tht she arrived.
talked and laughed, thn saw her off.

me and germaine walked back to th mrt.
told her stuff ;x

i think she noticed my weak moment. LOL.

thn trained all th way to bishan to meet boyf.
thn we trained to yck, to meet yijun.

waited for her,
thn she appeared with her friend,
who will only accompany her for one stop.
LOL.

thn thn we trained to Lot 1, for dinner :D

initially, wanted at pastamania,
thn due to my indecisiveness ;x
we makan-ed at PizzaHut.

Boyf (:
thanks for th treat <3!
loveyaaaaaaa ~

chiong-ed home afterwards.

now slacking, and still hungry.
so i shall go off now :D

P.S : cheriethinksidontknowabout
thepictureshetookofmeandgermainewhile
wewerebubblewrapping.butshedoesntknowabout
thpictureitookofher.haha!shhh!secretokay?BYE!

-SHAA

300TH :D

2009-06-30T22:35:00.002+08:00

EVERYBODY CLAP YOUR HANDS ~!

cos i have hit my 300th post ~

LOL!

okay.
sorry. lame.
no link. no rhyme.

-kowtow-

LOL.

anywayzxc !
sorry to make you pretty humans worry bout lil ole' me ;x
especially cherie ann and fish sticks :D

--

been busy with work.
especially with th training.

my god.
i can die. seriously.

for one, i had to wake up effing early to go to buona vista,
til i gave up waiting for th darn bus, and cabbed to work.

heng got miza to pei me on th first day,
thn th second day got th two ladies from a different licensee.

so my cab money is sliced :D

YAY ME :D

during th stupid training,
was all talkzxc crapzxc.

serious - -"

talk and talk and talk and talk,
til i nodded off.
and rudely awakened by kaiwen,

and as an added embarrassment,
they still talked to me about it.

i cant help it what ):
twas' boringzxc ):

second day i also slept ;x

th funny thing was,
i got sleepy after lunch.

or is it a natural thing ?

hoho.
idk.

but i learnt a valuable lesson,
never go for training without moolah.
it's as good as digging your own grave.

tsk.

anyway :D

on th second day,
it ended preeeeeetty early,
so wanted to give boyf a surprise ;x

apparently i didnt plan it properly,
and i underestimated his slowness ):

now i know, he's not that slow in catching up.
LOL.

cabbed to bishan with chalice, ming zhen and miza.

me and miza dropped off at bishan and went our seperate ways,
while th other two continued to ang mo kio :D

walked and walked,
bought bubbletea and pop corn chicken.

th aunties are veh nicee ~

hoho.
they wondered whether i r chinese or notzxc.

HAHA!
classic question.

wonder if i ever walked around with tht cherry head,
thn people will ask if she's my sisty or not ;o

interesting .. -nodnod-

oiezxc.
idert !
two more days :D !

doubt you can meet me on tht day ? ;o

or wanna make it tmrzxc ? ;o

i has thursday offufufu ;x

anyway !
met up with boyf at his school.

he was shocked of course,
cos he thought i was still at training ;x

thn say hellos to th ladies at th GO.

they're nice horrr ? liangliang ~

HAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHHA !

okay. shh.
private joke ;x

walked around,
he bought for me super cute black with strawberry felts shoes!

cute ley ;x
go converse, thn you go find a pair of black shoes,
and it'll have strawberry fuzzy stuff ;x

mom and dad found it uber cute :D

of course la.
i chose it what.
HAHA !

thn thn,
walked around somemore,
thn went to newbie.

bought some weird couple shirt thing.

i wanted a fitting one ;x
cos not used to normal t-shirts alr.
LOL.

thn th picture is abit out of sorts.

oh well ;x

thn got another free shirt for my dii.
it's cute okay.

devil. LOL.

thn we went to th station to go back home (:

weirdo la ;x
kept laughing and laughing.

i think th other passengers got irritated ;x
whoops ?
HAHA !

--

hey boyf,
thanks for keeping your promise to make everyday,
unforgettable (:

th time i spent with you, is special.
im never bored,
and i find myself loving you more and more.

that line, might be said so many times that it sounds,
like a sound track on loop,
but it's true.

i truly love you (:

--

oiezxc stupid cherie,
i miss you ):

hope you're okay.
sorry for mia-ing on you ;x

i has been busy,
and i know you're busy too ;x

and th korean govt sucks la.
heng they got out bof before th ban >.> ~

LOVE :D

i heartzxc chiuzxc many many.

-evil laugh-

-SHAA

alohaazx

2009-06-23T22:21:00.002+08:00

hey ya'll !
what's up ?

im here posting cos cherie is bored reading my blog post,
over and over and over again.

babe, i knw you miss me (:

HAHA !

cherie ann.
you're th best ;x

you always know me,
and have been there whn i have been at my best,
and worse, in both good and bad ways ;x

;o
i think you know what i mean baa ;x
my oh so retarded scandally.

eventhough,
our scandalous blog lays rotting,
my memories with you are still as clear as crystal.

be touched okay ? ;x
iiezxc lurbbexz chiiuuuzxc :D

--

anyway,
random thought.

i realize,
everytime i get into an rs,
i will auto cut my hair ._."

like tradition like tht.
LOL.

maybe i really throwing my old self.

but thennnnnnnnnn !

cherie expected me to look lian ):
which i kinda alr do right now.

;x

pfft.

see me thn you'll understand,
i post a pic, i'll prolly look th same ;x

somemore i want to highlight my hair ohhhhhzxc !

:D

so i think.
i took two steps forward and one step back.

dang ohh dang.

well, at least i still moved forward ;x

zacky's telling me abt this no lifer.
tsktsk.

can talk things out,
still rather wack.

i swear, he'll be those guys who want to start war,
for his own sick entertainment - -"

sad case.

okay la.

i know i keep making,
shorter and shorter posts but..

really nothing happening my life.

yes i knoww.
my life is sad >.>

--

P.S : BABY IS A DA FEI LAZY PIG ;X
HAHA ! ;X

-SHAA

hiezxz

2009-06-20T23:46:00.000+08:00

okay.
im back.

for cherie ann ;x

ILOVEYOU :D !

okay.
BYE :D

one month baby! (:

2009-06-20T23:03:00.002+08:00

hoho .
stupid idert chou baby stinko ):

i hate you.
i hate you very very much ;xxx

you made me cry ):
meanieeee !

hmpff.

butbut ..

happy one monthsary (:

--

went to jiejie's place today round two.
cos she wanted to try cross stitching ;x

jiayou jiejie ;x

you got th idea on what to do alr.
now hopefully you can finish it up ;x

read th instructions okay? ;o

after telling her th basics,
kinda got hungry.

so went down with kor, jie and qiqi
to get food from mac .

tht's whn i missed baby ;x

smsed if he still wants to come over or not.

his reply was abit heartbreaking la ;x
but idk how my heartbreak turn into anger. LOL.

yesyes. i know im weird cherie ann ):

sat at th table eating fries while being super pissed.

thn received an sms,
telling me to come out.

i was like, for what ?

thn he called me,
to ask how im feeling so on ;x

thn at tht moment i looked out of th door,
tht baka was talking on th phone with me ;x

really felt like hitting him and crying at th same time.

still can smile and wish me happy monthsary.
slap you thn you know ):

went down to talk, eat and drink bubbletea.

thn came up again,
cos qiqi wanted me to come back ;x

cute ley ;x

cos i wanted to go down ma,
thn she looked and me and asked whether i will be coming back.

thn i asked her back if she want me to come back or not.

with her smile,
she said yao !

heart melted there ;x

went up and slacked near th wall,
practicing my flicking powers on baby.

thn jie and kor doing jie's customer service homework.

qiqi also wanted to do her homework,
thn needed help with maths .

hahhas.

so i got baby to help her.
paiseh qiqi ;x

im hopeless in maths,
except for tht one question ;x

super funny.

everyone was trying to figure out a primary school question.
P-R-I-M-A-R-Y !

LOLL !

thn had to rush home cos,
tuition will start soon ;x

hohos.

after tuition,
watched 27 dresses.

quite nice ley ;x

th lil sister so evil ;x

but at least th older sister got a better guy,
and realize her crush wasnt th one.

kay la ;x
end here.

toodles !

-SHAA

i think alot. seriously.

2009-06-19T20:59:00.006+08:00

idk why ..
i really dont know why,
my brain is capable of thinking too much,
whn im lacking of sleep.

not in a bad way,
but it's super random.

like, i was on th way to work.
thn i got a tad bit hungry,
si bought sandwiches.

two fat and filling ones at 1 dollar.
worth it or what?

thn happily chewing on it,
thn i thought about its taste.

thn think about macaroni and cheese.

dont ask me how i can link those two up x.x

thn i realize tht,
food tastes different whn you made it with love.

okay la.
this might be something tht alot of people alr realize.
but thn..

what about those restaurants selling kick ass food.
dont tell me th chefs love strangers?

especially those kind tht needs a serious kick in th butt >.>~

i know my mom's cooking are always made with love.
even if she rushed th whole dinner within an hour.

she rushed it for me, for us, for th family.

what an 'awww' moment ;x

thn bla.
work was boring.
kept nodding off during th lesson plan briefing,
and got kaiwen mad >.>

gg.com

she's effing biased - -"
those two faced kind.
geeeez.

boyf's currently enjoying himself outside.
good for him.
baaaaaa.

im watching hanasakeru seishounen and kurokami.
awesome animes. i r serious (:

OH OH !
thn on th way back,
i realized i've turned into some docile chick - -"

compared to th old me,
who will find taiji just cos' im bored.
super kaopei.

i even gan-ed cherieeeeee - -"
whn it was meant to be a joke,
but i caught her off guard thn she chuatio-ed and became upset.

used to make fun of her like toot toot,
now i barely do it. LOL.
abit sad case ;x

anyway,
i rarely apologized thn.
almost unheard from me.

thn now ?

every little thing, i'll apologize.
thn get into emo mode faster thn you can blow a candle.

miza noticed me constantly apologizing like a damnnn mantra.

it's good tht i know how and whn to apologize,
but saying it so much makes it unbelievable, no?

--

tsk.
i wonder how you're doing now..
i wonder if.. our tomorrow means anything to you at all..

oh well.
i guessed as much.
novelty period is gone anyway.
now th true colours will be shown.

i hope you wont force me,
to be someone i'd hate to be.

i've turned into tht person so many times,
you wont be th first to make me go back once again.

--

kurokami is niceeeee :D

i wonder how it feels to sync with someone you hate.
LOL.

just watch it okay ?
nehzxc.

okay la.
i'll stop here for tonight.

byebye !

-SHAA

hottt and painnnn ):

2009-06-18T00:48:00.002+08:00

hello loves (:

currently typing with an aching tailbone, shaking wrists and a mouth tht i think can spew out fire.

all thanks to syafz, kor and dii.

awesome right they all? ):

went aggro skating earlier.

from circle-ing my block area,
we went around th park to th senja dome.
to practice grinding, t-breaking, stalling and tricks.

from seven, all th way to 11.30.
wanted to spend more time but cant,
cos syafz hasnt done her reflection journal yet.

silly silly girl.

from using recry skates to go up and down hills,
used kor's aggro skates to learn how to stall and grind.

it is not easy to balance - -"
must move in somemore to get used to th riding feeling.

once you slip,
confirm plus chop, you'll fall.
thus th reason for th pain in my behind >.>

fell once, pain.
fell twice, even more pain.
fell for th third, fourth and fifth time, not pain cos numb alr.

pro, yes ?

th amount of times my wrist caught my fall,
are seriously too many to count.

th about to fall poses are just as much.

have to practice soon.
maybe getting aggro skates ;x

idk.

i feel like im wasting more money >.> ~

--

my goddd .
i feel so effing sticky.

skating make me sweat more thn cross country,
and im playing at night you know.

without th stupid heat radiating from th stupid sun.

--

basically,
i've been working.

like eh-lot.

OH OH!
im sleeping most of th time,
before i go to work.

somehow, still doesnt seem enough.

got those eyebags )):

i r sadded.

zacky and diane wants a meet-up but,
i've been too busy.

sorry darlings ><~

fishy,
i know i promised you a meet-up as well ;x!
i'll find a free day asap ;x

cheriekins,
I UPDATED ALR ):

and now you know what basically goes on in my life.
IT IS SOOOOOO NOT LAME ):

i sleep. i work. i lunch. i go home. i skate.

very routine-y.
i knowww.

breaking th routine tomorrow ;x

cousins and dii wants to bunk at boyf's house to play guitar hero.
would be fun to 'jam'.

hear baby sing also. HAHA !

urgh.
i really cant stand touching my skin.
feels like glue - -"

i needa pom asap.

--

bout th burning sensation around my mouth,
is thanks to korkor.

he made his famous, never-tested-before recipes.

it was super burning hot,
and since he didnt want to waste it.
i had to eat most of it x.x

reason was !

one, he wanted me to gain weight.
two, i usually have a freaking big appetite.

of course, by now.

th pot is washed, and is now super clean.

--

okay la.
i end here.
too sleepy alr.

i have to wake up syafz to go into my room.

she's faliing asleep alr.

not.a.good.thing.

YIKES !

BYE !

-SHAA

i tonnnnnnnnnnnnnn-ed ;o

2009-06-06T23:53:00.002+08:00

HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI !

cherie said i dont need to update my blog,
but i just wanted to.

like let zacky own my blog post,
abit not nice ;o

eh stupid tall dii.
takecare on your trip hor.

see ya whn you get back~

anyways !

i tonned with irah and boyf :D
2 straight days. no sleep.

well, excluding th naps taken in between ;x

HAHA !

super cranky please :D

boyf was super sweet okay?
im surprised his shoulder didnt dislocated seeing how i kept sleeping on it.
LOL.

oops. i meant napping. NAP ! ):

thn we went shopping you knowww.

actually,
boyfie went shopping.

i just make comments,
and try not to stare down at th girl touching him >.>

bleahs!

yesyes, im getting possessive. i knowww ):

th touching thing was tht ;x

boyf bought a new attire,
just for me ;x

cos he knows i like to see guys in formalish wear ;x

and now he looks very very awesome ! :D

okay la.
i'll end here.

apparently,
mother and father are going through pms ._.

everything shoot at me.

damnnn.

-SHAA

baby brother. zachary (:

2009-06-03T23:00:00.000+08:00

this is something for my baby brother, Zachary.

reward for not smoking for more thn a week and 3 days ! :D !

i r veh veh proud of you :D

i'll buy for you chocolate whn we meet okay? LOL!

go didi go !

J-IAYOUUU! :D

with love,
SHAA (your ass-kicking jiejie)

;o super lazy.

2009-06-03T01:19:00.004+08:00

lols.
hii .

i r lazy to blog.
but i need to type this down.

LOLL!

you know.
all these love love thing.
is weird.
serioussss ! -pout-

cos eda was going gaga over this boy,
who is quite cute okay ;x

like kikumaru from prince of tennis.
with th plaster. LOL.

http://my-blacksilhouette.blogspot.com

check it out okay ? ;o

anyway,
she liked him alot okaaay.
they even webcammed together.
oh, and he goes to th gym ;o
so i've heard from what she says.

bonus point boyy :D !

she was contemplating whether she should confess or not.
cos his pm said tht he alr liked a girl,
but dont know her name ;x

so she wanted to know.
thn asked norrr ;x

thn she found out tht,
th boy likes her good friend ;x

i can like, feel my heart breaking for her.
even if she doesnt feel it >.> !

chatted a little,
while wondering whether she should or shouldnt,
cos ..
she didnt want to regret.

so she confessed,
which i must say,
i have to give props to.

i doubt i have th guts to confess after knowing.

cos th guy might only like her after she confessed.
like, exchange ?
bleahs !

risk ba.
thus goes back to th topic tht ..

love, needs a leap of faith.
tsk.

okay la.
end here.
butt cramping alr.

and boyf's happily in lala land,
leaving me alone ):

-pout-

LOL !
kidding okay !
dont say sorry or i'll kick your buttt ;o

-SHAA

food fairrr ;o

2009-05-31T23:27:00.002+08:00

BOO !

i went to th expo food fair.
it wasnt as glam as i thought.

th first one was better.
tsktsk.
at least got more variety of food.

and cherie, shut up.
i know you know i cant live without food.
and i shouldnt tell you smth you alr know.
hmpf ~

i cryy uh ):

~

anyway,
before i met cherie at th expo.

went to bee's place ! :D !

we were supposed to meet at cck,
but he overslept ;o

so being th nice person tht i am :D
i went over to meet him at admiralty !

thn we went to his place.
met his daddy ;x

somehow baby insists on making me,
call his daddy, well.. daddy. LOL!

cute right ?
yesyes, i knowwwwww ;3

thn stoned around in his room.
found interesting stuff ;o

like model airplanes and such.

impressive ;x

OH OH !
and baby gave me a presenttt ;X
BUT !

i left it at his place,
cos i dont want it to melt since im going expo and it's gonna be hot.
got a card somemore ;x

scared i'll ruin it .
so everything leave there.
LOL !

thn we left th house and went to cck.
wanted to get rings at the bluez,
but th ring abit too girlish for a guy.

so we walked walked somemore.
thn stopped at a store to get smth for cherie ;x

sorry lovehh .
i know you know it was last minute,
but we know joo like it alotzxzx . HAHA !

even got tht cherry charm okayy.

after tht,
we walked again to couple lab.
then we took quite abeeeeeeeet of time ;x

i know i veh choosy one okay ;X !
but it's cute okay.
got heartheart. LOL !

thn we rushed to catch th train to go to expo.
ended up being fifteen minutes late ;x
paiseh loveee ;X !

reached expo.
thn went to withdraw cash cos i r brokezxzx !

THEN !
cherie ~ !
appeared ;oo

i was impressed okay.
she appeared in th eyes of me and boyf.
like super shocker tyvm.

usually she's like th,
mysterious loser.
but whn she just popped up.
I WAS SURPRISEDD !

;o

HAHA !

thn boyf went off to walk walk alone ;x
cos me and cherie want our privy time.
9 months ley !

beat tht scandal wanna-bes ;O !

went to th toilet first cos,
scandal had smth nasty on her shoe.

so we stood there and talked.
i think we sound like total retards please.
oh wait.

scratch tht.

i think cherie sounded like a total retard,
so th girl in front of us kept looking and looking .
like those look thn turnaway but still want to look tht kind.
LOL.

i laughed la.
thn i told idert cherryhead.

"if she turn one more time, im gonna say hii . "

CHERIE STILL CAN EGG ME ON LEY!
LOL !

so in th end i said hi,
thn th girl just like smiled.
those paiseh i got caught smile. HAHA !

after tht,
we walked at th foodfair,
thn i bought some japanese chicken on a stick thing.
okay la. not bad but.. sticky.
dk why though.

we walked somemre,
til we reached th jelly place.
bought three.
cherie koped th grape ;O !

LOL !

we walked while suaning each other okay,
so it was uber funfun ! :D !

of course la.
being with me is th best okay.
i can make you laugh ;O !

okay.
i think cherie puked here.
hmm hmm.

boyf came to me cos i said i was cold ;x
like superman sia.

just need help jiu he rush over ;X
i r touchedd .

thn gave baby my ichigo jelly,
thn me and cherry went walk walk somemore.

sad though.

i thought i could see dora.
thn i can kick her arsezxzxz .

thennnnn !
she never turn up ):
cheat my feelings only.

i got hungry halfway through,
so we went to eat at subway.
wanted burger king for th onion rings ;x
but then couldnt find.

thn i couldnt be bothered to walk and find ;X !

got cookies and th subway meal.

OH OH !
there's this kiddo sitting beside cherie.
we were like figuring how old she was la.
cos cherie said, she so young got phone alr.

thn i said, eh you wont know okay.
scully she's your age .

LOL!

thn we wanted to ask what's her age la.
cos kinda curious maaa .

in th end, after all th nudges,
i asked th mom.

thanks ah idert.
you make me do all these crazy stunts ):

heh ;x
boyf tracked me down thn i gave him my raisin cookies ;x

sorry bee ;x
keep making you eat cookies and food tht i dont like ;X
even from whn we first met. LOL !

he told me there was an apparel sale further up.

so me and cherie walked to tht place, while he checked out th furniture.
LOL !

saw perlini's silver.
selling items at 90% off ;O

thn i was like,
wow ! seriously ?

only to be disappointed. big time.

all those out of fashion,
not nice ones - -"

clearance sale tyvm.

thn we checked out watches cos like,
cherie wanted to get a gift for zhiyang.

thn like,
we thought back again cos it's zhiyang.
th best reason why we shouldnt buy it, cos it's zhiyang.

he prolly wont know what to do with it.
tsktsktsk ;X !

thn we checked out toys.

saw these one metre plushies.
got th pink/blue teddy, cows and normal teddies.

LOL !
they're cute lor !

with their softnessssss.
but !
their fur was a different matterr >.> !

we kept looking at th cow. LOL.
cos zhiyang likes niuniu ma. LOL!

thn it was like th perfect gift.
so she wanted to buyy,
but seeing cherie as cherie ;o

she's too lazy to lug it around ;x

eheh ;x
called boyf to come thn he was super sweet okay?

he agreed to help us carry th cowww.
i know i know.
he's awesome ;X

HAHA !

anyway,
saw this, mini puppies ?
tht can bark if you squeezed th tummy. LOL !

super cute !
so we bought two ;x
one black, one white.
named it heichi and baichi. LOL !

couple barking toy pups.
original couple gifts ley!
LOL !

after that,
me and cherie walked arm in arm with boyf behind us ;x
thn we chatted and laughed :D !

made comments about all th cheeena people. tsk.
really lor.
uber kiasu please.

OH!
before i forget.

there's this couple.
th woman was super act cute - -"

if she was cute,
can pass it off as her personality ba.

somehow, see her.
jiu total turn off >.> !

COS !

she squeezed her guy's shoulder,
and went.
"CUECUE ! "

in this super act cute high pitched voice.

im glad i didnt hear it first hand,
i swear i'll puke my lunch there and then.

my god womannn !
act your age !
tsk.

but it's good in a way ;o

cos me and cherie were making fun of it so badly til we laughed.
not normal haha thn over.
but more to, mad cows like tht.

no offence to zhiyang's moomoo ;O
LOL ~

thn i got hungry again >.> !
get used to this sentence. LOL

thn thn i wanted bk maa.
since i know where it is alr.
but thn no space and no air con.

totally decided not to go there.

thn walked round th fair. again.

went pass this 'Sanitize Your Hand Here' booth.

and ohzx maizx godddzxz ;x
there was this cute guy okaayyyy ;x

he kept looking at cherie tyvm. HAHA !
and i think she noticed too ;x

cos i nudged her thn whispered to her,
"ehhh ehh tht guy looking at you. cute ley! "

thn she went,
" i knowwww ! "

LOL.
okay la.
sad for cherie, cos she didnt get to talk to th guy ):

cos i chickened out ba. LOL.
cos th guy prolly knew we were talking about him
so i just continued to walk,
thn me and cherie laughed and talked about him ;x

walked past th stage and went to th alley.
got this otahotah booth. LOL

stupid.
i'll tell you why.

at first,
i was touched cos' cherie bought it for me ley !
2 for 2 bucks you knowww. HAHA !

thn walked abit more,
thn decided to chill at th coffee bean.
more glam, yes ? (:

treated idert to a drink as a way to repay my debt . LOL!

thn we kinda talked to th cashier.
asked him for recommendations.
and blah blah.

in th end, i got th hazelnut iceblended,
while she got th white chocolate smth. LOL

sat th seats thn chat.
i tried my otahotah la.
offered to th two.

thn boyf say,
wait one hour later after you eat it, thn i'll try okay.
save me from stomachache ;x

pretended to be pissed,
but i still laughed la.

th scary thing was tht,
i really had tummyache.
LOL!

stupid. right? LOL!

me and cherie talked about exes and th hammer guy. LOL

i miss tht kind of thing.
cos i only get to be like this with cherie.
whom i see every once in 3-4 and a half months ? LOL!

thn i had to go back,
cos i got tuition ;x

so rushed back ;x

thn was late,
thn th 'rents got mad.
thus i r now grounded ._."

hopefully they'll let me off soon.
tsk.

--

hey boy,
i heart you manymany :D!
eventhough you're a big part in my life,
my parents dont know you exist.

you never fail to make me smile,
and i cant bring myself to get mad at you.
lols !

i cant express out th way i feel about you,
but i hope you'll be okay with me showing it to you (:

loveya!

--

-SHAA

date ;o

2009-05-29T23:48:00.002+08:00

surprise !
i r blogging.

a special honor okayy .
i usually dont blog two days straight one.
HAHA !

anyway !
i woke up around 8,
thn i saw syafz sitting on th comp chair.

th girl came back like,
6 or 7 in th blardy morning !

idk how she can still have enough energy to go for th chalet.
she's mad. seriously.

crazy mad okay. not anger angry mad ;X!

left cousin's house with her at nine.
thn chatted a little.

was late to work for about 5 minutes ?
hmmm.

suuckish la.
working with chalice gives me a blardy headache.
didnt do a good class with th babies.
dont know why they're so hyper today.

somehow,
idk what's chalice's problem ._.

what th fuuuck did i do to him til he has to give bad feedback - -"
cos of him, i had to endure a bloody lecture.
in pizzahut no less ._.
by mingzhen and kaiwen.

stupid and humiliating.
i dont know how th fuuck i could just smile and nod.
dots la. seriously. i bwg.org

tralala.
ignore th thing above (:

after lunch,
rode in th van to th next centre.

unloaded th stuff and brought them up.

th two classes i took there were way better tyvm (: !

sad to say,
th babies were down to three due to th others being sicksick ):

poor babies.
hope they get well sooon :D ~

then round 6 plus ~
work was over and it was time to meet my boyfie !

-clapclap-

silly silly him.
so late ):

made me wait.
still got me lost somemore )):
HAHA !

kidding kays honey ? :3 ~
if you even think of saying sorry,
i kickzxz your buttzxzx ah ! :D !

must teach you ze artzx of twiitz0r .
HAHA !

it are vehhvehh funnnzx!

first, walked around sun plaza.
he bought for me new slippers <3!

Hot red with black straps !
it ish adoredzxzx !

thanks beeee ! x3 ~

OHOH !
and he brought for me cheeeecan essence and contact lens holder.

sweet cann ?

cos he was worried bout my 28 days thing,
as well as my lack of proper equipment in cleaning lenses ;XX !

worrywart ;3
but i guess, i love tht part of you (:

after tht we found a way to go to th new shopping mall :D

had an impromptu meet up with boyfie's parents ;x
i got a taaaaaaaaaaaaaad bit shy,
so had to decline dinner with them.

like very paiseh ;X !

and cherie,
i am fully capable of becoming shy, tyvm ;X

so we went for dinner at astons ! :)
just th two of us. haaas !

we got th outside seats.
it's good for two reasons.
one !

i get to enjoy th view of seeing,
th change from after sunset to early evening.

it's pretty you knoww.

and second !
i cannot !
i repeat.
i cannot tahan th cold air con ;X !

ordered th new york strip.
uhh .
a warning to all who wants to try.
it has manymanymany fats ):

so dont order it medium rare.
bleah!

but but ..

being with boyfie,
watching th view.
enjoying dinner .. well, most of it ;x
and yet,

you made me feel like, i want to spend an eternity with you.

it's awesome please (:
and and, you're mine kay? ;X !

atashi no fiance ;o
HAHA !

thn we walked around again,
and shopped at cotton on !

bought this black long sleeve collar shirt.
he choose it, and turns out ..

my daddy likes his taste in clothes. HAHA !

i really laughed out loud at that.

maybe, just maybe. me and you really make this work til th end (:

thn he sent me back ! AGAIN ;X

honeyyyy !
what if i get too used to you sending me back thn,
one day you cannot-mi ;X how ? HAHA !

kay la.
i'll end here.
it's 1 am alr ;x

BYEEEE !

-SHAA

ahou ;o

2009-05-29T00:13:00.002+08:00

hiii ~

i r backzxzx !
and and.

currently at cousin's house, again.

oh wells !

kinda pigged at home til 11 ?
irah came round 6 am then she slept beside me til th above stated time :X

actually i woke up around 10,
thn i still felt like sleeping ;x
so sleep lor. LOL!

thn pomm-ed and changed,
thn got ready to go out :D

both of us bought famous amos cookies at lot 1 (:
thn happy happy ate while we trained to boyf !

uh. scratch tht.
she ate her chocolate white chip cookies.
i kinda saved my no nuts chocolate chips ;X

reached bishan a tad too early. LOL :X

thn walked around,
and about 15 mins later,
we bth alr.

so called boyf to pick us up,
and go over to his school :DD !

guanyang pri is big >.> ~
thn still want renovate leys.
and add in subway ;X

if really got,
guanyang pri will see me there for a longlong time ;X

met with some of th staff in th G.O
apparently, they know i exist ;X

so said hellos then we climbed up th stairs to th comp labs.

felt very nostalgic la.
i havent been to school for nearly a year.
seeing all th familiar yet non familiar stuff.
weird feeling ;X

at th comp lab,
i messed around with th microphone and visualiser. LOL!

FUN LEY!
LOLL!
and before you say anything ..

i know. im childhood deprived ):

bullied dear a little. HAHA !
making him do his work is hard. tsktsk. LOL!

private joke between us three ;x

irah cousin surfed th net while i drew weird stuff on th whiteboard ;x

around 3.30,
we left th school.

but we visited dear's god mummy in th lib ;X

learnt smth interesting.

i should start giving people i dont know candy.
to represent tht i hope their life would be sweet.

thn i'll give my own son salt ;o
idk why but it'll be entertaining to see him eat salt. LOLL !

found out tht dear's very guai in school.
HAHA !

abit hard to believe but, oh well ;X

after tht we walked around,
thn dear got teased by his students. LOL!

"Mr Tan! You got two girlfs ar ? "

thn they laughed while they walkaway-ed.

made me crack up also.

quite a scene okay,
two girls plus one guy.

irah was wearing all black like him also. LOL!

continuing on!
we walked back to junction 8 and went down to th basement to get bubbleteas :X

ordered strawberry ice blended for irah,
grape soda with jelly for me,
and chng' tng for himself ~

idk about th spelling about th cheng teng okay. LOL.
i anyhow type one, so be nice (:

after tht, we trained to orchard cos dear had to get smth for his client.

he's half a technician and half an entreprenuer.
impressive yes ? ;O
LOLL.

thn we walked around some more.
i realized i look pretty good with a hat.
(let me raise my own ego kay? ;XX)
so im getting a nice looking one soon.

good for bad hair days, and still use it to look awesome.
kill two birds with one stone ! YAY !

i should be sleeping soon cos i have to work in th blardy morning ):

i have no pay,
and im still feeling th off day ):

i like today ;x
deardear made it so awesome ;X

even having lunch at yoshinoya with him feels amazing.
idk.
i think im mental ;o

ate th hambuger steak bento while he had th beef bowl,
and irah ate her first teriyaki chicken bowl ;o

must seriously give kudos to her for tht ;X

suddenly after eating,
she went into hyper mode ;O

thnn smack smack smack !
smacked each other's behinds ;o

and i think baby got jealous at this part ;X

HAHA !

dont jealous kay? <3 ~

thn walked around somemore,
thn decided to go back to causeway cos irah wants to get smth ;o

it's a secret okay?
so i cant spill ;x

after pulling my hair out, not literally of course.
she finally decided on what to get,
and what to engrave ;oo

of course,
i chose th ring okay.
my taste in rings is perfection. HAHA !

kidding ;XX

on th way back out,
saw irah's mom ;x

i got scared shitless.
thn told baby to play hide and seek ;X

heng.
she didnt see my dear but i was still abit unnerved .

was uncomfortable th whole way,
thn my eye started to get irritated.
thn got this thumping headache.

baby got worried ;x
touched la ;x

thn we sat on th bench,
thn he made me lean on him and massaged my head
til i felt so much better ;x

sweet or what ? ;3 ~

thn had to meet irah's parents for dinner x.x

got abit depressed la.
at th sudden change of events.
but it wasnt so bad cos
i convinced baby to go home (:

felt more at ease ;x

ate chicken cutlet mee pok.
nice ley !

at first abit weird tasting la.
but once you get th hang of it.
it are awesome ;3 !

went back to cousin's house,
thn chatted with dear til 11.30 thn he orhorh le.
got work tmr.
bo biann ;X

okay la.
time for this lil piggy to hit th sack too.

nights !

-SHAA

uh . quiz ;x

2009-05-27T00:06:00.003+08:00

NOW

Is your hair up?
nahhs . dont like to tie up my hair.

Is your phone right beside you?
err. kinda.

Do you wish you were somewhere else?
yesh :XX

Do you have plans for tonight?
hmmhmm. sleep counted right ?

Are you wearing makeup?
i want to sleep ley. wear make up for ?

Are you wearing chapstick?
i r girl.

Are you cold?
yup ;x bo bian. i bth cold ;xx

Are you tired?
definitely.

Are you excited?
nothing excites me right now.

Are you watching t.v?
watching comp screen ;o

Are you wearing pajamas?
uh . night dress thing. LOL. idk ;X

Who's the last person you IMed?
BEE BEE :D

Who's the last person that called you?
mom >.> to check up on me.

PAST
Anything you regret?
yeahs . here and there.

Ever lied?
who hasnt?

Ever stuck gum under a desk?
eww. for what ?

Ever spit at someone?
cyber talk only ;X

Ever kick something living?
i dont think so? ;x

Ever thrown up because you cried so hard?
hm. never o.o

REVEAL A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF:

LAST WEEK

Had any plans last week?
nothing leys. work nia ;x

Who did you see most last week?
family.

Is last week interesting?
not really.

TODAY

Have you yelled at someone?
hmm. didnt ;x

Have you gotten mad at someone?
got. at tht auntie at bp lrt.

Have you cried?
not today o.o

Have you called more than 3 people?
cant be bothered to.

Have you IMed more than 3 people?
of course. i r pro in IM ;X

SPILL YOUR GUTS

First thing you did this morning?
opened my eyes.

Last thing you ate?
kinder bueno ;x

What's something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks?
uh. idk. ask me again five weeks later.

What's annoying you right now?
my real kor.

What's the last movie you saw?
night at th museum 2 :D

Do you believe in long distance relationships?
never tried. wouldnt know.

Where is the last place you went?
IMM

Who is the last person you called?
i thought you alr asked this ?

Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
my usagi ;XXX

Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity):
love :)

Do you wish on stars?
whn i feel like it ;x

Does it work?
geeeeeeeeee. ya think ?

Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
i'll tell you whn i get shoes with shoelaces.

When did you last cry?
eons ago.

Do you like your handwriting?
nope. i like scandal's though. weird looking but nice.

Are you a friendly person?
of course. i won th friendliest person award :D

What color shirt are you wearing?
shiroi. putih. white.

What were you doing at 9 last night?
msn o.o

Last person you talked to?
usagi.

When is the last time you saw your dad?
today?

Look to your left?
shoe rack. shoes.

Ever cried yourself to sleep?
lol. yeah.

Ever cried on your friend's shoulder ?
jie's ;X

Song that makes you cry?
dk. too many.

Are you a normally happy person?
i try to be .

Is your self-esteem low?
yup. very.

What color are your eyes?
brown til it looks black.

Long or Short Hair?
long o.o

Current Music?
silence.

Today Did You..

Talk to a boy/girl you like ?
ehehh ;x yesh.

Learn anything new?
i found out what's a weiner ;x

Talked to an ex?
never.

Miss someone?
hah ;x my usagi .

Last Person Who

Laid in your bed?
me.

Made you cry?
wouldnt you like to know ?

You went to the movies with?
jie. kor. qiqi and bee.

Went to the mall with you?
nora and bee.

You showered with?
my handphone.

Made you laugh?
bee and nora.

----- ~

lazy. tag. bo mood.
cherie.
dont be mad ;x

<3 ~

nights.

-SHAA

oops ;X

2009-05-23T21:49:00.004+08:00

oops oops .
sorrryyy ;x

i forgot to continue th update ;X
and it's so late alr .

LOL.

anyways,
went to watch uninvited with usagi on thursday !
th story abit no link la.

bth .
LOL.

but i still kept jumping up at th loud noises.
thnthn usagi still can laugh at me leys ! ):

-pout-

after tht he sent me homeeee ! :D

goshgosh!
touched .

okay la .
he's my boyf okay.
touch him in a lust kind of way,
i swear i'll stick my foot up your scrawny behind .

tsk.
i aint called bitchy for nothing .
hor scandally ? ;X

hees .
actually right,
felt super touched at cherie's post ;x

she was like unnaturally nice .

hees .

i found out tht,
alot of people actually care for me.
and dont wish to impose their opinions .

cos in everything
some people will like, and some people wont like.

nothing can be liked by all .

for example,
some people wont like BoF.
some people will like.

opinion differences.

but..
in a nutshell, they just want me to be happy.

and i guess.
i want tht from th bottom of my heart too .

time will tell ba . hees .

--

anyway !
back to th recent events of my life .
LOL.

before watching th movie,
we got a bear from BABW ;X

named him kuro .
heees .
love tht bear to bits .

MY BIRTHDAY BEAR OKAY ;D
even though th fur drops off alot ;X
horhor ? ;X

next time get th sister bear. LOL.
name it shiroi . LOL.

after th movie,
i had to go home.
slept on bee's shoulder ;X

his batman jacket effing nice to sleep on. LOL ! :X

thn thn smth happened .
uh . dont want say.
thn i just kept quiet. lols .

dont know why it affected me so much also.

thn reached bp.
said byebye thn went off .

near th traffic light,
had this strong urge to turn around .
thn baby hugged me.

lols.
shocked.

it was really like those BoF kind of scenes okay.

girl walks away, while guy goes th other direction.
guy senses smth wrong and chases after her.
girl got shocked whn he pulled her close.
scene ends with a kiss .

LOL.
okay la.
maybe not so bof .
but close enough ;X

kept walking til near bpp,
thn made bee go home.

th next day,
went to work.

took a vid of joey and ivan.
cute round babies .
LOL.

and maxi th drool boy. LOL.

miss th babies at joy.
cant wait til this fri :D

can see chloe ! :D ~

after work,
usagi darling sent me homee ;x
maybe it's cos we live quite near ba.
tht's why he aint lazy. LOL ;X

beeeeee. joke kay ? ;x

thn thn .

saturday,
watch movie again :D
night at th museum ! :D !

nicenice movie.
go watch go watch ! :D
abraham lincoln is cute. LOL!

before movie,
ate diamond rings with jie, kor and qiqi.

i r jealous ;x
HAHA !

kor, jie and qiqi look like one family.
i feel so odd. LOL.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand thn bee sent me home again ;x
cos i got tuition.
bo bian ):

---

thn today,
slept til 9-10 .
thn thn pompommed.
jiu got ready for tuition at 1.30.

after tuition,
me, dii, kor and his gf went to rollerblade.
LOL.

i borrowed kor's aggro skates.
cannot make it sia.
his feet.
gigantor. LOL.

but somehow still can skate ;x

halfway through,
bee called :DDD !

thn chat while skating.
speed skate til i hit a pillar x.x
thn still abit wobbly tripped over a bench.
LOL.

i know.
pro.
was surprised i was still holding my phone la .
LOLL.

currently,
my left arm hurts.
and my right wrist is abit creaky.
move up and down got sound one. LOL.

bought passionfruit iceblended at sweettalk,
thn went home
and chatted with bee, kor, cherie and nora.

awesome people :D

okay la.
thn end ;X

-SHAA

kuro.usagi.

2009-05-22T08:05:00.002+08:00

and let's now welcome th host of e-mptyframes.bs.com !

SHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !

LOL.
okay.
sorry.
lame intro.
and cherie, shut up.
dont laugh ):

anyways ~
it's time for my update in two days thing.

uhhs .
let's seeeee .

yesterday,
met up with usagi at admiralty :D

cos he works at bishan and im supposed to go to newton,
thn we start bout th same time.
so meet lor.
LOL

thn thn he gave me a box of chocolates ley !
ferrero somemore ;X

so nice ;x <3 !

i r happy :D

wanna know something?
if i wear heels, i'll kill usagi's ego ;X

jengjengjengggggggggggggggggg ~

okay la.
im evil, cruel and bad,
but not til tht extent.....

or am i?

LOL.

crapping. tsktsk.

anyway,
reached cairnhill cc at 8.30,
thn saw th main group's staff unloading th equipments.

after tht carried all those equipments to th second floor.
thn set them up for th first class.

my tomo wasnt thereee ):
i r depressed.

but but it's okay.
yumeko was there.
she remembered my face but cant remember my name for nuts.

how hard is my name ?
one syllable leys ):

sha .

or is it two ?

shh-ah. LOL

thn had to do a change of equipments for th nursery kiddos.
thn auntie irene kept looking,
thn i got scolded for something tht i didnt even do >.> ~

thn she went on and on about every tiny thing,
so i ultimately got depressed.

cos one, i didnt want to disappoint mingzhen.
two, i thought i could do better.
bleahs.

after th classes,
went for lunch.

ate sliced fish soup. LOL.
not bad leys.
but th fishy was like abit uncooked.

yijun ah ;x
sorry, i has to eat you yesterday ;X

thn while waiting i ate th chocolates ;X

i thought it'd be weird cos, it's dark chocolate.
and i never liked dark chocolate due to th bitterness.
but this one nice ley !

cant even taste th bitterness.
sweet but not too sweet til my throat can burnnn ;X

kept eating and eating til no moree ):
i forgot to keep some for usagi x.x
sorryyyyyy )):

after tht, went to fetch my first class.
th nursery babies ! :D ~

saw th twin brothers.
morgan and malvin.

morgan is smaller due to lack of nutrition, but is th korkor.
malvin is bigger due to overnutrition but is th didi .
LOL.

oh ya.
malvin damnnnn cute.
it's like, if you ask him what is his name,
it'll come out sounding like ..

" my name ish muffin ! "

LOL.
cute la.
my own muffin.

thn saw chiaki or known as eiffle towerr ;X
cos cos her hairstyle super nice la.
eiffle tower.

thn she can pull it off leys.
if i tried to do my hair like tht,
i'd be sent to imh faster thn you could say ..

"cherie is a kuku cherryhead "

LOL.

first time doing a full programme thn i got scared shitless.
so like abit unsure here and there.
i know i know.

bad move x.x
blahs !

thn i got scolded by auntie irene.
thn depressed. again.
hah ._.

no more chocolates,
so i changed my attention to my last class.

isaac, sayoko and shinn (:

i love them ;x

they came up through th back way,
thn i saw isaac jogging to me.
cos auntie irene was shouting to tell them not to run.

thn thn isaac hugged me, jiu i melted ;X
forgot about th earlier incident.
thn shinn hugged me.
melt somemore ;X

thn sayoko,
being her cool self,
just smiled . LOL.

everyone who met her right,
will think she's pretty.

pictures dont do her justice ;x
especially mine ;X

after tht, did th class.

we played a game,
th traffic light.

i think tht's whn th class start to love me ;X

ray teoh, zachary, ajay, jai, asuka,
shinn, sayoko, isaac.

i wish i had more hands at tht time ;X

isaac effing gungho cann ?
LOL.

cos zachary was holding my hand,
thn he just ungripped zachary's hand and squeezed in.

got them into groups thn let them play gym.

isaac and zach were in th same group,
thn they came over my station.

after my demo ;x
had to seperate them.
i tried to remember everyone's name..
then right ;X
i forgot isaac's name for one split second.
LOL.

thn isaac smiled, thn he say,
" you can call me baby "

LOL.

zach kaypo-ed in.
LOL.
cos he said,
" thn thn you can call me darling ".

LOL.
kids ah.
they say th darnest things ;X

LOL.

played one more game,
thn thn sang th goodbye song,
jiu got bombarded with hugs.
LOL.

had to sent them back to th childcare.
so must hold their hands .

th kids got abit smarter ;X

isaac held on to my right,
shinn held on to isaac.

zach was on my left,
gabby was holding zach.

LOL.

i was th only one holding on to four kids.
awesome right ?
heees. i know i am . LOL.

sayoko got jealous i think,
cos she was moody all th way back ):

dont want to hug me goodbye somemore.
haish .
sadded.

after tht,
loaded th stuff into th van thn went off to th mrt.

since i finished early ;x
waited for usagi kun to go together to ps,
to watch th uninvited ;X

i'll give more details later.
have to go to work ;X

BYE :D

-SHAA

booooooooo !

2009-05-19T21:42:00.002+08:00

i dont like cheryl.
i hate her ):

i hate her sooo much )):

she bullies me one nor.
like fcukzxzxzx .
i alr say dont bully, still bully me.

walao.
so mean right ?
tsktsk !

--

me r victim ):
she is meanie (:

and i has to blog or else she'll cry.
see th state i am in ?

pity me people. PITY ME D: !

haaas !
anyway !

went to tampines today !
th one at TCCC.
Elfa @ Tampines .

with Hanhan and S-l-u-t.
LOL .

real names is Roihan and Eileen.
stupid crazy people.
no wonder we get along so well.
LOL.

during th classes,
eileen kept stealing my boyfs ):

my K-lan! D: !

tht's why i call her S-l-u-t.
LOL.

gan sluts . LOL.
somemore must spell it out so th kids dont understand.
LOL.

kept 'fighting' over th guys and making them choose who they like more.
LOL.

funny.
gonna see th two of them at Newton's Kiddiewinkie on thursday.
I CANT WAIT :D

thn can test isaac's love for me . HAHA !
im sooo making him say he loves me.
LOL.

thn make s-l-u-t jealous :D

after packing up,
went to bedok with hanhan and s-l-u-t.

ate at kfc .
th student meal :D

awesome yes ?

hees.
thn trained back with her cos,
she lives at cck.
just nice :D

i has train frienddd. LOL.

~

pompom-ed while texting usagi :D !

LOL.

yesyes, i bring my phone into th shower.
hey, i like to hear music while i pom okay ! ):

now msn-ing with cheriekins and usagi.

surprise surprise ;x
i found out tht me and him are surprisingly similarr ;X

shockerrr .

cherie likes matsujun in gokusen :D
duhhs .
who wont sia .

shin is effing . woah . LOL.

i like jun in kimi wa petto, gokusen and hana yori dango.
LOL.

cherie will hate me for saying tht but,
I DONT CARE !

you dont like, i still like. LOL.

i wanna see th skip beat live action.
hopefully tht jerry yan wont ruin my image of ren/ku-on.

if he does, i'll slap his face til kingdom comes >.> !

kay la.
i'll stop here.
idk wht th fish to write about nor.

talking about how great cherie thinks she is,
is too boring.

i dont want my blog to be boring ):

haaaas.
OKAY !

i got smth to write about ;X

cherie is watching myu no anyo papa ni ageru at mysoju.com.
thn she's in love with myu :D

but thn again,
who wont sia.
she's so cute.

but thn again..
th show is super sad. bleahhs .

i bet cherie will figure tht out along th way x.x

kay laaa .
i end here.
confirm. LOL.

bye !

USAGI ! smile (:

-SHAA

SG CLUB :D

2009-05-17T15:31:00.002+08:00

boooo !

hi all !
i know i havent been online msn much.
i know you all missed me like tooooooooooooootzxzxc

it's okay,
dont need to admit ;3
i know you did .
heeees !

i r busy !

not with work or tuition but with forum ;x

always liked forums.
so fun .
LOL.

especially with funny people .

www.sgclub.com :DD !

come and join leys .

it's like covering anything you want.

from questions you want answered from a girl or guy's point of view,
to anime, music, dramas, culture, personal interests.

i likeeeee ;3

i found my skating kakis there. hoho !

like crystal, kodabear, uyoku, shootbird and so on .

funny funny random people.
like cherie like tht.
LOL.
oops ;x

im blogging for two reasons.
one is cos i really dont have anything better to do ;X

th other is cos ..
im treating this as payment. LOL .

*coughcherietoldmetocough

weirdo lor she.
talk crap only .

OH YA !

and we decided to rename ourselves :X

change to 'Bitchy Scandals'
but of course, you and i know tht,
me and her arent bitches ..

well, most of th time we're not ;X
i r nice :D
she r mean D:

cos i had this thought,
if we call ourselves bitches,
it's like we can do whatever bitches usually do.

thn it's like,
we alr told you we're bitches,
so we're doing whatever we want :D

i know it's a retarded kind of thinking.
but then again..

I'M SHAA :D
i r retarded .
LOL .

i got tht line from joey in friends. LOL.

--

yesterday went out with irah and cheston th idert :D

he's an asshole who made two innocent girls wait ):
what a mean person.
tsktsk.

thn we went to ikea. LOL.
to eat hotdogs which i have to say, are cheap ;X

two bucks for one hotdog and a drink.
th drink can refill somemore.

save money ;X
but i doubt i can go to queenstown all th time .

haaaaaaaaas.
after that, something embarrassing happened but i dont want to say,
so nehni nehni poo poo ;X

so walked walked walked.
thn reached queensway shopping centre,
and went up to skateworld !

AND I SAW PATRICK :D
heees.

miss tht old guy,
so funny and super nice :D

he say he'll give discount leys!
cant wait til first june,
thn can blade on my seba FR2 !

woots !
full black baby !

wanted th red.
but those are accessories
which is about 88 bucks.

burn my pocket only >.> !

thn cheston also kaypo
want my black.
pffft !

thn went to visit jatt at th aggro shop,
talked to him awhile. haas.
thn we left :D

on th way to th bus stop to go home,
cheston told me one sad sad joke.
not th sad as in cry.
like pathetic sad ;O

meet me thn ask okay ?
it"s stupider that way ;3

one amazing thing happened,

cheston sent me home leys !
shock dao cannot shock anymore >.>
want to meet my family somemore ._.

instead,
we chilled down at th void deck,
and laughed at th way i eat ice cream x.x

total phailure.

can ask irah.
she was laughing th hardest.
tsk.

thn thn sent cheston to th bus stop since he wanted to go town,
thn went home cos tuition was about to start.

had tuition til 10,
thn forumm-ed ;X

and went to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

th next day,
around 7.45 am ..
i opened my eyes to see a suffocating irah.

fuuck x.x
i got scared shitless.

rushed out of th room to get for her greentea,
lozenges, tissue and plain water.

she had fever, headache and a sore throat.

poor girl.
she cant fall sick sia.
her immune system bth x.x

thn mummy chua tio also,
thn made porridge and barley drink.

whn she got abit better,
fried nuggets for her to eat,
which she thankfully didnt puke out x.x

blahs.
hope she gets better asap ):

alright.
i'll end it here .

BYEBYE !

-SHAA

OH !
and if you decided to join me at sg ;x
put me as your referrer kay ? ;XXX

-SHAA is my usernameee :3

~ my first documentary.

2009-05-14T20:18:00.002+08:00

Dear Blog,
At 1900 hours, i went to Bukit Panjang Plaza,
with my fellow documentarians, Irah and Deen.

At first, we only wished to scope out the area.
But we ended up hunting for food at Old Chang Kee.
Unfortunately, it was not enough,
as it was only a measly quantity.

We continued our way over to MacDonalds,
as we could endure the growlings of our stomachs no longer.
I got myself a McSpicy while Deen,
looked for a place to rest our tired forms.

While enjoying our food,
we heard loud laughter, similar to a hyena,
coming from the other table.

As we all know,
Hyena is a doglike carnivore of the family Hyaenidae,
hailing from Africa, southwestern Asia, and south central Asia.
Having a coarse coat, a sloping back,
and large teeth and feeding chiefly on carrion.
and are often found in packs.

What we saw, was no different.
There were four female homo sapiens.
Two of which were possibly wearing uniforms of some sort.
I was intrigued and irritated by their laughter.

I decided to study them,
whilst i enjoy my dinner.

They apparently stare down at any innocent creature,
that comes close to their proximity.
And laugh extremely loudly,
to gain attention of the males of the same species.

I believe it should be the mating season,
of their kind as the laughter got louder and louder,
to the point whereby it hurts my ears to continue to listen to them.

Finally at 1930 hours,
they started to show signs that they were leaving,
possibly to try another area,
for the males were not showing much interest in the four females.

Slowly,
they moved behind us and feeling brave,
i tried to agitate them by copying a sound they made earlier,
Unfortunately, or fortunately, depending on one's opinion,
they did not react.

Fifteen minutes later,
we were bored and left the premises as well.

This is the end of my documentary,
of the four female homo sapiens,
that were inexplicably like the hyena.

---

HAHAHA !

okaaay.
how was i ?

i was crapping most of the way la,
but i wanted to try a poor excuse of a documentary.

really had those girls,
so fuuucking noisy.
i think my vein wanted to pop out also ;X

after th three of us left mac,
i went home to get my stuff cos i'll be sleeping over at Irah's !

-clapclapclap-

easier la .
cos it's at woodlands
then i'll be working at admiralty tomorrow.
heeeeees.

on the way to th taxi stand,
me and irah saw them again you know.

at the same mac,
but different seats.
no life thanks .

HAHA !

alright !
signing off (:

-SHAA

sicky sick sick.

2009-05-13T20:59:00.002+08:00

weee !
running a temperature of 38.2,
and i believe it's going up.

LOL.

awesome .
abit siao alr .

i pity those who are texting me now.
tsktsk.

i think,
i got an amazing body.

and i dont mean those drop dead gorgeous hot bodies.
like, impressive body parts, amazing.

i have a nose that can compete in a marathon,
a throat that is rougher thn sand paper,
and a head that can hold a kickass wild party.

amazing right ?
jeeez .

im wondering whn i will drop dead .

been drinking herbal and green tea for th past 2 hours x.x
now changed to a nicer one.
berry tea ;X

i like tht one .
tastyy ;3

--

kaiwen told me to rest up at home,
cos she dont want me to mess up at kwinkie tomorrow.

im not happy about it la,
eventhough she meant well.

but but !
i really really really wanted to see,
naoki, sayoko, shinn, jun, asuka, nagisa, mihiro and nono ):

they're th only thing i look forward to,
for th whole week la .

seeing some of their pictures,
just makes me smile and then,
i can work alr.

and i think,
im sounding freakishly motherly >.>

~

oh well.
next topic :D

SLALOMMMM )):

i think cheston is hopeless,
so im looking for someone who knows what they're doing.

and finding inline skating kakis ;x

heeees.
skating alone, not fun one ):

syafz will prolly be hitting herself on th head or smth.
then eda said, she wants to go inline skating with me,
but not interested in slalom ):

cavvy says he dont mind,
but thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
he doesnt even know how to skate. LOL.

cute person.

anyone who happens to stumble by,
and knows how to slalom.
TAGG PLEASE :D

-SHAA

SLALOM :D

2009-05-12T10:56:00.005+08:00

hi awesome ones .

yesterday went to skate world with kor and cousins (:
awesome people .
heart them to itty bitty bits.

syafz wanted to take a look at some of th aggro skates.
surprise surprise .

she liked th same model as i did whn i first went.

SALOMON :DDD !

they're not in production anymore,
so if she wears it,
it's like she's wearing smth rare ;x

sad though,
only left with one size thn th shopkeeper,
took out th insole so she can fit ;x

hope it wont matter much,
cos she'll be doing alot of jumping, grinding,
and definitely falling x.x

scary sia .
aggro skating.

but it looks pretty cool.

and quote from josh,

" it gives me th freedom to do whatever i want "

or something close to tht.

aggro is like street skating,
grinding and jumping wherever possible ;x
and below is th vid to show it.

but th guy is abit crazy.
awesome but crazy.
if you watch it,
you'll get what i meann ;x

i asked cavvy, should i slalom or go aggro.
thn he said this,

if you want to die, do aggro.
if you dont want to, do slalom.

LOL.

funny person.
HAHA!

still,
had a hard time choosing between aggro and slalom,
cos i wanted to do both.

one for adrenaline,
th other, well, it just looks pretty ;X

below is th video tht got me interested in slalom .

but paiseh,
she'll be doing nothing for th first 50 seconds ;X

i think it's cos she was waiting for th right beat.

thn thn you notice th gap between th cones is so small.
how th fish can she move siaa .

talked to josh, cavan, cheston, my real kor and vinn kor

josh is th aggro skater.
cavan dont know how to skate.
vinn kor just likes to go super fast.
cheston is picking up slalom.
real kor is doing aggro.

talked to them,
watched more vids .

thn in th end, i decided to pick up slalom.

cos th bottom line is,
i dont want to get hurt.

it's like,
grinding on curbs crap, i can do.

jumping from rail to rail, wall to wall.
i'll get scared shitless.

it sounds very wimpy but,
i dont want to break an arm x.x

--

th slalom vid of th girl was fuuucking graceful right?

this is th guy one .

it's like his legs dont have bones ._.

~

cant wait to get on th blades,
thn meet up with cheston,
cos he promised he'll teach me how.

thn i teach cavvy and deen.
YAY !

-clapclapclap-

BYE NOW :D

and happy watching (:

-SHAA

)): showoffffffffffffff !

2009-05-10T21:21:00.002+08:00

jason korkor is a show off .
seriously.

tsk.

i'll tell you why laterrr ;x

went to granny's place yesterday,
have to keep her company since grandad's depart.

it's sad, you know.
having no one else around,
after being married for so long ..

despite grandad being senile and all,
she took care of her husband, her kids and grandkids..
and still standing tall .

she's th best,
so i guess im th lucky one who didnt get those kpkb ah mas ;x

hor cherie and junny? ;X !

she still gave me money whn i went out to meet jason.

sweet sweet grannykins.

--

met korr at eng wah cinema,
watched th x-men origins .

abit draggy la,
but seeing hugh jackman naked was interesting . LOL .

and i didnt know tht sabretooth and wolverine were brothers - -"

shockerr .

i think at this part,
cherie would either be laughing or tsktsking.
but but i bet she dont know also lorr.
thn will say tht she dont even watch x-men.

typical human ;x

after th movie,
we walked walked and went to one quiet place to talktalk.

and i found out tht,
kor actually works out ;x

abit surprising cos,
of all th people tht i'd guess who would want to work out,
he didnt even pop up in my head as a possibility ;x

okay. mean, i know.
but but !
he's a chinamannn ):

THIS IS TH PART WHERE HE SHOW OFF!

he literally lifted me up.

not those, hug th waist and lift .

bridal style like tht .

my god.

i got scared th shyt outta me x.x
being th 'hate-heights' type.

if only he was a tad bit shorter,
i wouldnt be so afraid.
tsk.

i think i might have burst his eardrums though ;x

challenged each other at random stupid things,
thn i checked my phone.

mom got paranoid and called 20 times - -"

damnn th silent mode.
was in my bag so i couldnt hear or feel th buzz-buzz.

called back, to only get shouted at ._.

i feel so loved .

anyway,
having th flu and a burning throat,
and it is so not swine flu thanks .

nights all ! :D
i has workie workie.

-SHAA

isaac is loveeees :DD

2009-05-07T21:44:00.003+08:00

EH EH PEOPLE !

i love isaac chong !
i lovelove shintarou !
i lovelovelove sayoko !

i loveeee these three :DD

my kawaii babies ! :D

~

OH YA !

i have a new kiddie in my life,
his name is Naoki.

he's..
abit speech challenged..
and only understand jap..

i want to be th one to bring him out.

he'll be my greatest challenge.
but im sure he'll be my greatest reward.

naoki, daisuki <3 !

---

isaac is lovees la .

he was genuinely worried about me,
whn i got kicked in th face.

he rushed to me ley !

from his step-ladder obstacle,
all th way to th other side just to sayang my head,
and see if i was alright.

walao, i was so touched laaaa !

i love tht boy,
never failed to remember my name ..
never failed to look out for me just to hold my hand .

I LOVE ISAAC :D !

sad though,
sayoko chann was moody today,
so had to walk on eggshells with her ..

but in th endddd,
she was happy :D

shinn was so sweet :D
he stuck to me today.

i think he was a teensy bit jealous at isaac .
LOL.

but but he kissed my cheek ;X
thn i melted .

i love those 3 kids la .

wish i had 3 hands thn can hold all three .
i can die happy lor xD !

i'll end here.
feeling uber sleepy ;X

-SHAA

baby lucas, im so sorry.

2009-05-05T22:03:00.002+08:00

i decided to blog today.
cos, my heart broke.

i pieced it together with white glue,
and it fell into pieces today.

tht look on his face,
tht spark lost from his eyes,
th furrowed brows,
his quivering lips..

ahh ..

i really couldnt get tht image out of my head..
for th fuuucking whole day.

spaced out alot,
but i got my act together for most part.

damnnnn cambridge at thomson.
you made me make my lucas afraid of me.

heartbreakingg .

i felt so bad afterwards,
thn th feedback from th old birds ..
really didnt help tht guilt ._.

lunched at yoshinoya,
th duration trip to th place was 'awesome'.

serious,
had a freakin sauna thing in th van .

a few more rides in th back,
i swear i'll lose those excess pudginess - -"

i got protruding tummy alr -sad face-

oh well !

at least i will now have abs,
and stronger arms .
HAHA !

oh ya .
got eye candy at work alr,
so dont need to stare at scrawny Chalice and puke .
WOO !

tomorrow will be at hillview,
hope i'll do okay ;x

-prays-

~*~**~**~*~

jiejie,
i know you mean well .

i know you'd never want to cause me or kor any pain .
but honestly..

what you're doing now..
is hurting us alot .

im just fifteen minutes away from you,
but whn you dont let me even see you,
to try and bring at least a smile to your face..

i feel useless, like im a goner.
i cant even do one miserable thing,
for someone i care so much for,
whn you alr did millions for me.

it's hurting kor more.
cos he loves you to th point of no return.
and i can see, it's for real .

trust me k?
my intuitions, very sharp one [:

i've never been wrong yet.

*

you can lean on me,
you can cry infront of me,
you can do anything you feel like .

but, just believe in me more ..

dont run away from us,
just because you think it'll make us worry less .

i know i dont text you everyday,
but i still worry about you..
especially after you told me about those ccb dogs ..

if they make you cry ..
i will go to your school and pick a fight .

you know i will.
you cried too much for qj alr .

and there's a snowball chance in hell,
will i ever let some fuuuckers make you cry again.

you're an awesome person,
and im not being sarcastic.

th way you think,
makes me feel like choking you ..
but it's endearing at th same time.

you're not a burden,
you're someone we love .

so, share your burden with us please.

i dont want to see you shed another tear,
no matter what th reason.

Love,
Shaaa .

~*~**~**~*

back to th happy part of th day !

im crapping with junny !

apparently she's a magnet for fishys .

tsktsk darling,
are you hiding magnets behind your eyes or smth ?
HAHA !

okay. cruel.
sorry ;X

psst !

i have a secret to share okay?

YIJUN !

loves my playlist.

HAHAHAHA !

apparently,
for her to like someones playlist,
is like near impossible .

well missy,
impossible is just possible with an im in front xD !

actually,
i like my playlist too !

cos it's not just one genre,
and it doesnt cause bleeding to th ears ;x

and i honestly believe,
cherie is weird in th head.

she wrote in her blog tht,
i dont love her enough to see th good side .

I BEG TO DIFFER ):

i love you too much, tht i can even love your bad side please .
HAHA !

today cheriekins got too tired,
so she slept early.

oh well,
she can read my blog tomorrow.
hehs .

OH YA !

JUNNN !
we'll go east coast and drown ourselves soon k ?
once i get th kaching and then we find off days.
we go drown :3

you know you want to. HAHA !

lovesloves !

-SHAA

may ;x

2009-05-04T22:10:00.003+08:00

okaaaay.
im blogging cos,
i think cherie would prolly die ..

if i didnt post.
pfft .

what a melodramatic person. tsk.
unlike her,

hedonism is my middle name .

HAHA !

yes lesser beings,
you can puke now ;X

okay la .

as you all know,
i've been a very busy person :D !

last friday,
went to east coast with alex, vinn kor and ting jie <3>

so i was fashionably late to meet th three ;x

-coughasusualcough-

jie and kor will puke at this,
i seriously bet they will . HAHA !

thanks lexy for agree-ing to pei me :D
you're awesomee .

playing in th sea,
wasnt as glam ;X

th bbq was scarier ;x

me and jie, had this bad feeling.
dont know why also.

for me to have it,
it's like ..
too weird for words.

sorry lexy ;x
had to make you coax me to have fun . LOL .

thn in th end,
i threw all my feelings aside
and tried to get along .

later korkor sad,
jiejie will sad.
thn gg.com for me ;X

something happened on th way back,
but i wont say it,
due to personal reasons [:

and now im back.
blogging .

changed url,
but i'd appreciate it if you dont relink me for now can? ;x

i opened th blog cos,
i hate logging in and getting redirected.

so mafan ):

awesome!

helping junny darling with her blog,
funny person la she .

okay !
bye radical people ! :D !

p.s : i know im acting weirder thn usual ;x

-SHAA

sorry for th rant.

2009-04-29T20:58:00.002+08:00

CHERIE !

see seee seee !

I UPDATE LE !

dont be bored ;x

anything, you can just go read th quizilla stories ;x

--

before i start,
i have to apologize .

it's going to be rant.
a stupid but very dramatic rant.

~

i cant believe,
for four years of ganship .
four years of fuuuucking memories .

i saw you grow up ffs ._.

did you forget everything ?
did you forget what we went through ..

you alr sacrificed your first jie,
and now you're gonna sacrifice me .

just for tht girl

._____.

i refuse to indulge in anymore vulgarities.
well, i'll try not to ;x

i know you changed .
and yes, i know it's inevitable .

whether good or bad,

it's up to th person's perspective.

apparently,
you started smoking, shoplifting ..
gangsterism was in alr in you from th start.
so it's not really a change.

th thing i cant believe, is tht..
you rather interrogate me, your jie .

for tht .. person.

and all i did was to ask an innocent question.

how come, she ended up with you..?

whn you barely spoke to each other .

thn apparently,
it was all thanks to jasper th fuucktard.

but i read his blog a tad bit too late.

you didnt talk to me,
you shot me tht question straightaway.

who th fuuck you think you're dealing with ?

im your jie,
tht's why i never showed you th other side of me .

you think im such a goody two shoes who doesnt do crap.

you're not th only one with connections okay?
i will deal with you if you still want to make this little mess escalate.

you're bored, i get it .

you want taiji . i know .

your kind, bo taiji bo life .
i know ah .
i know your every fuucking move .

there's a reason behind everything i do,
only you never bothered to find out .

guess,
we'll end it for real this time .

from 30th April, at 9 pm, onwards.

you're no longer my dii .

i dont know you.

--

pfft.

one aquaintence after another .

you know what im truly grateful for ?

read below [:

scandal and jie .

th similar thing about you two is tht..
you had to face a crumbling friendship,
thn you could get this close to me .

qiu jin, ting and me .
xiaoting, cherie and me .

we all faced th same thing.

whenever im hurting,
you two could always know,
and never fail to give me a reason to smile .

you stood by me,
and i always tried to stand by you.

but sometimes, im really not good at it ;X

i love you two, more thn i love myself.
honest truth .

i'd risk as much as i possibly can,
just to keep you two beside me for always.

cherie scandal,

you suan me like no other,
and yet, i still love you.
you know how weird tht actually is ?

totally illogical .

you helped me,
figure out my muddled thoughts .

you cleared up my insecurities,
you let me depend on you so many times.
you even made me feel exceptional.

of course,
th last sentence was referring to th way,
you treated me whn we first became scandals ;x

you annoy me to hell and back,
you stick to me like glue,
you argue with me about almost anything,
you suan me like no tomorrow..

despite all those things,
i still love you, you stupid kuku (:

including your insecurities, fears and doubts.

i wont run from you,
i promised you tht night.
and this time,
i'll keep it .

ting jie,

what can i say about you ?
you're th jie i've always wanted,
but never had.

you're supportive,
yet will go against me .
you love me,
but will stay away from me.
you help me,
as well as nag at me.

but tht's what jies are for .

you were my first real friend,
you were th first to actually care genuinely.

no one can replace you,
tht's why only you and cherie can have my heart.

your cold jokes,
always made me laugh.

your scissors paper stone games,
always made me have tummyaches.

your indecisiveness,
is something i love to make fun of.

but through it all
you stuck by me,

jiejie,

thanks .

you're th best jie,
anyone could ask for..

and i wont trade you for anything in th world.

--

im also grateful for th friends i've been blessed with.

Yijun, Justin and Vinn Kor.

all three of you,
sometimes get on my nerves.
and im sure, i get on yours.
hahas !

but, you've always been there.

vinn kor,

th one, who's never failed to give me good advice.

from th start, right to th end.

your words have always been true,

and like how i trust jie,

i believe in you too.

im glad tht, i got to know one of th rare good guys.

and i feel a tad bit lucky,

to have you as a kor,

even with your lame jokes.

be honored okay? ;x

to have me as your mei xD !

next up, th one and only

Yijun .

one year my senior,

but you acted so unlike your age.

we faced th harshness of th national day parade,

we hungered over th chocolate biscuits,

and made fun of th i.c's.

you never hesistated whn i needed someone.

you gave me your listening ear,

and not once, have you thought of me as anything bad.

we drifted,

but it doesnt seem strange to talk again,

when we do..

it's like, th gap was just an illusion.

th weird letters during school,

th confessions and th crushes.

i still remember everyone of them,

and im truly happy to know..

tht even after meeting Cherie,

you're still willing to be in my life :D !

bigbig honor indeed.

HAHA !

and lastly,

Justin .

i already thought of you as an interesting person,

whn we first met.

thn talked in malay,

eventhough cherie couldnt understand a thing ;X

thn you became my ranting outlet,

thn slowly a very irritating brother.

but if brother's arent irritating,

it aint normal right ?

you're protective, and nagging all at th same time,

but i thank you for that.

you became whatever i wanted you to be,

and you took my words seriously.

which normally, people wont ;x

you talked to me whn i was bored,

you listened to me whn i was frustrated

and vice versa.

--

hees .

i really appreciate. everyone of you .

maybe my life, would be tragic if i didnt met you.

HAHA !

me? as those angsty adolescent ?
funny funny .

-SHAA

i repeat.

2009-04-26T22:01:00.002+08:00

hahs.
gonna see sikin jie tomorrow !
and th next day and th next day..

LOL.

i used to only see her after a month or so,
and now im seeing her day after day.

tsktsk.

i'll wont say i miss someone alr la.
LOL!

--

cherie is such a weirdo la.
she uses her brain for all th wrong reasons.

i dont care what you do, silly.
even if you bitch or annoy me to depths of hell..
which i must say, you alr did whn we first 'met'.

i'd still be with you.
cos i loveeeeeee you . LOL.

okay la.
you can start laughing now. LOL.

you've always got me to come to you.
you always understood me, even with all th reverse psychology shit.

--

tuition. tuition. work. work. work. work.

now, i'll never complain tht i have nothing to do ;x

msn-ing with cheriekins, vinny kor and junnehzx.

- she told me to go die (*cherie)
- talking to me about poker ; Texas Hold'Em (*vinny)
- chatting about kiddies (*junnie)

tsktsk.

i have a sad life, owing to my sad friends .
HAHA !

kay la.
awesome post.

tomorrow have to work with twerps at NCS.

adieu ! :D !

-SHAA

;O world book day.

2009-04-25T22:18:00.003+08:00

his was what happened yesterday.

basically,
i went to thinkerstar and joy.
but thn th kiddies.

not veh cute ;x

only found Jason kor's twinnehs.
LOL.

two of them.
th world is going to end ):

damnn sad.

thn went home,
and talked rubbish to cheriekins.
and she knows i know tht..

i decided on something ._.
which is more stupid thn anything i've ever done cann ? - -"

geez.
i'll prolly regret this my whole life.
er. scratch tht.

i know i'll regret this.

---

blahblah.
~~kaikai,dontwastemytimepleasekthanksbye.~~

goshgosh.
effing sleepy.

i went to th book exchange convention thing.

heng leong said i was a good girl !
YAY !

-beams-

gotta bake cookies for him.
tsk.

er, happy birthday to sherell,
shifu's th gf .

i dont give a f* abt you,
but since, he told me it is your birthday today.
and, it's a one year kind of thing,
so just take it as me being nice (:

happy birthday,
and may your wishes come true,
whatever they are.

--

anyway,
where we were?
OH !

right.

th book exchange thing.

met sikin jie at toa payoh.
cos she was tutoring some kiddo.

thn we trained to city hall,
and walked to th national libraryy !

i had a shock,
cos i seriously didnt expect to see,
tht much of bookwormy people.

it's a book exchange.

how many people would actually just go to get books,
from god knows what era.

and it's from experience okay ;x
cos some of th books i got,
had some weird smell..

old book smell maybe ;o

after getting 41 books,
me and her went to take a breather at rocky master.

peoples who adore cheesecakes ;x
please head on down and try th strawberry one.

divine please ! :D

i like it alot alot :D

but thn..
my bag was freakin' heavy by thn la .
heng korkor camee !

i seriously doubt,
i could carry all 41 books .

killed my shoulder alr ):
thn got tht burning sensation..

cheston darling wanted to meet up,
so we walked all th way to og albert,
only to find out..

he was makan-ing - -"
rawrhs .

korr, you owe me .
BIGGY TIME.

my real kor got pissed la,
and started giving all those sarcastic comments.

thanks to th weight of th books,
we were all abit miffed la .

who wont sia x.x

thn his hand got th rope burn,
by th time we got to 7-eleven to get a drink.

harsh.

waited for th bus to get back home.

had tuition right after,
thn studied with sikin jie.

thn now she's on th way home alr ~

hope she has a nice ride back,
i'll see her again in a few hours.

15 hours to be exact xD !

talking to justinny,junnie, and cherie
while listening to blog song.

getting sleeepy ):

-SHAA

it has returnedzxzx !

2009-04-23T19:53:00.002+08:00

awesome !

im sorry about what i said yesterday ;x
tht person who found my wallet.

may you have good karma all your life :D !

and im serious.
i really hope you do.

cos it takes a big person to actually return something,
so whoever you are,

thank you (:

--

SAYUKOOO !
SHINTAROUU !
ISAAAC !

DAIDAIDAIDAIDAIDAIDAIDAISUKI :D !

my god,
eda cuzzy !

i have to thank you alot alot !
you gave me tht mini crash course.

thn i can talk to them in jap,
and they didnt mind ;x

is it cos they were kodomo-tachis ? ;x

i dont know.
and what's.. oniguro oniguro ojanaiyou ?

something tht sounds like tht,
shin-kun taught me tht,
thn got momotaro?

i really blurred.

and if you're gonna ask,
what the hell im trying to say,
i also dont know ;xx

I'LL SEE THEM AGAIN NEXT THURS !
I CANT WAIT ! :DD !

i know which cherie would love one.
so easy to tell.
LOL.

tomorrow will be at admiralty and sembawang ;o

i wonder who will i meet there ~

tht's all for now :D

matta konde :D !

-SHAA

P.S: Shin-kun taught me tht ;x

my wallet ):

2009-04-22T18:42:00.002+08:00

yesterday was simply.
in a word. exhausting.

my god.
8 groups back to back.
with 4 of them being aerobics for th opening.
can faint ):

but nevermind ;x
i found nicholas, justin, jovan, darren and tingting there :D !

awesome cute kiddies !
my favourites at Elfa Tampines :D !

before tht was Cambridge @Thomson.
my utmost favourite there is Lucas Darling :D !

no competition. LOL .

the others tht i found cute was,
Danielle, Josh, Han Jun and Crystalline :D !

--

today started out blahs ):
had to wake up from my necessary sleep early,
just to meet Syafz's vans shoes seller.

he was late - -"
really pissed me off .
cos at first i thought i missed him or what.

contacted syafz thn she gave me his number,
called him and i found out he was late .
blahs !

awesome ? -_-"

BUT!
NEVERMIND ;X

cos cos right.
after he called me to say he reached alr.
i turned around and saw him ;x

i think th only thing i said to him was,
" uh-huh. uh, okay. great "

i totally blanked - -"

he was so cute.
with his fair skin, dimples,
and eyes tht grew smaller whn he smiles,
his fringe slightly over his eyes.
th skater boy hat.

okay~
too much info.
oops ;x

he texted me once thn never replied ):

sad. LOL.

after tht, went to meet jiejie at bishan.
urgh.

if only i didnt rush - -"
jiejie confirm. will wait for me one.

it flew past my mind thn. blahs - -"

went to th toilet,
thn i realized,
my wallet wasnt with me.

wtf laa .
i thought i wont lose things alr - -"

still lost.

whichever idert tht took my wallet,
and took whatever i had inside.

i wish you bad karma. for all eternity - -"

damnnnnnnnnnn !

bad mooded all th way,
but forced myself to be okay for jie's sake.

cos, she didnt do anything.
why should i be moody to her right?

OH!
and talking about her,
i think she's a scaredy cat ;x

i dont know why she's so scared of me la.
retard. LOL.

was in th train with her.
thn we were joking and talking.
thn i kinda squeezed her face with my palms.

thn this 'makcik' in front of us, saw it.
then she giggled. LOL.

me and jie looked at each other,
then she said,

"uhh. tht was soo wrong."

thn we laughed laughed somemore.
god, i miss her so much :D

after tht,
she started to move away,
cos she told me a cold joke..

thn i gave her the "..." look.

LOL.

she went to th other pole,
leaving me alone.
walao .

paiseh sia.

then she diedie dont want come back ):

thn she come back,
only to stay 6 feet away from me.
fish right ?

she finally got close enough,
i snagged her sleeve.

apparently,
if i ever tore th sleeve,
i need to buy her a new one.

thirteen dollars.
LOL.

she said it like it was uber ex like tht
LOL.

awesome la she.
vinn korkor is totally lucky.

i wont let some sick bastard get close to her.

okay la.
i end here.
BYEEE :D

-SHAA

recap, plus shoutout.

2009-04-20T20:37:00.002+08:00

hello darlings! :D !

i r here,
to recap on what i did today ~
-clapclap-

went to NCS for my first day.
i got lost.
twice.
LOL !

thanks sikin honey.
i love you oh so very much ! :DD !

kor's gf, Sikin, helped me find my way.
i think i'd prolly be lost in th driving center. LOL !

first i went th wrong way, ended up at at some country club thing.
thn second was th above stated.

finally i reached NCS, in th nick of time.
saw the other new kid, but still my senior Miza stoning there.

chatted a little,
thn th lorry came thn kaiwen and MZ appeared :D !

OH ! AND I KNOW HER NAME LE !
LOL .
it's Ming Zhen.
awesomeee .
LOL

we brought th stuff up to th childcare,
thn prepared for th full programme.

loco-motor and axial.

NCS only has lil kiddies.
nursery and below tht kind.
easier put, cherie's age group :DD !

i got put in charge of helping th kiddies,
go horsey-horsey on th medium barrel.

thn lift them up and plop them down on th crash mat.
it's to help them learn how to fall properly.
LOL.

thn they did th forward roll.
SO CUTE LAAA !

but th first group, dont want talk one.
so just stare at their cuteness.
LOL .

Casey and Le Ping <3 !

i like second group ;x
Shawn is my favourite at NCS.
i loveee him !

Thuta and Marcus abit too high for me alr x.x

OH YA !
GOT THIS ONE GIRL.
idk how to spell her name x.x

she's so cute! patient but quiet. LOL !

thn got one more group.
nursery group also.

AN QI IS FREAKIN CUTE LA !
my god !
she kept holding her diapers.

i think like very uncomfortable like tht.
LOL .

after doing all th stations,
we packed up and ate cake before we left.

me and kaiwen, rode in th lorry
cos it was like, on th way to uncle's house like tht.

and now, im blogging.
LOL .

i think cherie is a weirdo who has too much time on her hands.
stop entertaining the undesirable laaa ): LOL !

cheston 'boyf' kor. LOL .
wo heart ni manymany.
dont say i never write anything about you ):

joshy.
oi emo kidd. mai emo le hor.
or i go complain to wendy. HAHA !
see ya on th steak exploration thing. LOL !

justino,
where you go sia .
you poofed.
to god knows whr.
come back before i bite you butt !

joel bro,
idk whr you are.
but please be safe.
you said you dont deserve to be here,
who said you werent?
come back and we'll talk k?
i'll be there for you,
just like how you've been nagging at me (:

CHERIE !
I BLOG FINISH LE. LOL !

-SHAA

gym kids .

2009-04-17T20:23:00.002+08:00

had th gym kids interview today,
it was awesome :D !
well, th being with th kids' part at least ((:

kaiwen and th other girl was nicee .
i kinda forgot her name but i know it starts with M.Z.
so let's call her M.Z shall we ? (:

met th two at woodlands civic centre, Cafe Galilee.
or something tht sounds like tht .
im too awesome with the spelling alr - -"

after talking, and getting briefed.
i got asked on how i would respond to certain scenarios.

if th kids cry, if th kid fell ect ect .

i think my answers were okay,
so i passed th interview ! -clapclap-

thn there was th stage two,
which is th real awesome part <3 !

i miss th kiddies alr ):

after unloading th gym stuff needed from th lorry,
we carried it to th childcare centre.
heng it was only axial .

meaning, light stuff .
basic mats and threshold.
plus th bar, a plank thing and cones ;x
i like th cones ;xx

if it was loco, which technically means crazy,
it'd be heavier stuff like ladders and stuff.
then it could get seriously dangerous.

after setting up th equipment,
th kiddies entered th scenee :D !!

th first group was th kindergarten one .
very cuteee :D

i cant remember th kindergarten kids' names.
other thn benson, wei yi, and ping zheng or smth like tht .

i got introduced to th kiddes.
thn after that we did stretches.

after stretching ;x
th warm up very hilarious .
cos th ping zheng cannot sit still one .

jump jump around and made alot of noise ;x
so kaiwen and MZ had to be firm with him.

cant scold them one x.x
idk why though,
cant even call them naughty.

thn it was time for games ! :D !
i got stationed at th slideslide place,
while MZ did th front-roll while kaiwen did th back-roll.

from there,
i helped th kids slide cos it wasnt really tht slippery.
from there,
i got close to come of them .
th indian girl, sheena, th malay girl and one more boy.

sheena was cute, but she was a handful .
like boyboy like tht @@ !

soon it was time's up.
thn they had to sit in a circle.
talked a little thn had to sing th goodbye song .
HAHA !

tht one i cannot tahan ;x

smth like,
"Stand on your toes, and touch th sky.
Then wave your hands and say goodbye! "

thn sing th barney song.
i love you, you love me tht one ;x

th hug part is when,
everyone started to hug each other.

th indian and malay kid was like staring at me intently,
while singing th barney song la ;x
i was like, what are they doing?

thn i understood whn they rushed to hug me.
freaking cute la .
i think i love them alr.
people, go "aww" please :D !

thn they 'train'-walked back to their class.

thn thn th next group comes in.
this one, abit more shy ;x

cos nursery kiddies ma.
like like, cherie like that.
so bo biann :D

and honey, i know you love me (:

cos this new kid.
very shy one .
about a year or two.

he kept clinging to th childcare teacher.
thn i put him on my lap la ;xx

THEN !
he started crying @@ !

really really loudly.
i got scared x.x

grateful to MZ for saving th day ;x
she go carry th kid thn dont know say what.
jiu th kid diamdiam . LOL .

after tht, sang th 'wheels on th bus' .
thn played th roll and slide thing again .
after that, sang some weird song abt going to th zoo.

thn th goodbye song.

and now im back !

chatting with zacky, diane, justin.
cherie had to poof to her cousin's house.

which reminds me.
i have to keel her for scaring me ._.

wtfbbq .
she went off to go somewhr.
didnt tell me.

thn thn she missed called me. twice .
i blurred.
cos i thought what happened.

i called back,
thn this dude picked up th phone.
couldnt hear him very well,
thanks to my family being so fuuuuucking noisy - -"

i thought i called th wrong number la .
cos since whn tht kiddie sound like a dude - -"

he said, "cheryl has to go for an operation"

i replied back in disbelief, " pfft. ya right. "

thn so on and so on.

i believed halfway through, thn freak out la x.x

freak out alr, i heard her kuku voice laughing - -"

i swear i want to slap her face.
zhiyang also - -"

grr.

thn her "my poo is cute" cousin came to talk to me.
thn another one. i think it's hui en?
idk.
too cute alr .

sad though.
i couldnt understand half of wht she says ;x

currently talking. oops.
i mean twiiting with zacky and diane .

and justin thinks mariah carey is awesome .

BYE !

-SHAA

BIRTHDAY :D

2009-04-14T23:34:00.002+08:00

LET'S ALL GIVE A ROUND OF APPLAUSE TO NAYNAY SAMAA ! :D !

OTANJOUBI OMEDETOUUU !

happy 16th birthday cousin dearest xD !

eventhough alot of stuff happened due to coincidence ;x
or in Eda's words, 'Fate' .

actually it was a longer phrase, but i just cant seem to remember ;x
LOL.

i showed some of you,
my most 'exciting' picture.
glad you had a good laugh ;x

even if it's at my expense ):

met Eda chann at plaza round 10 .
thn we went shopping for tidbits,
this part, i have to say, chestontan got jeaaaaalous ~
HAHA !

after tht, rested at Eda's place awhile.
then we went down once again
to get coke and order our pan pizzas ! :D !

plus th cake ;x

first we bought th coke, thn we ordered th pizza .
and since we had to wait,
we bought cake and ate brunch first ;x

had to x.x
or i'd be fainting halfway.

we took longer thn expected,
cos th food was hot .
tongue burning kind of hot ;x

thn picked up th pizza, bought cake and sparklers.

my god,
did you know how hard it was to find sparklers >.> !
okay la .

partially, it was my fault .
cos i said i wanted fireworks .
i bet they thought we wanted those chinese new year kind - -"

finally found them at a price of 1.90 for 6 boxes ! :D !
awesomee :D

sad though, whn we wanted to play x.x
too much smoke.
so couldnt play very long .
one stick each jiu ko le .

th neighbours came out .
thought got fire ;x

apologised to them in my yukata .
LOL .
i think i looked preeeeeeetty weird . HAHA !

before playing, cos we only started burning in th evening ;x
playing sparklers in th afternoon ;x
abit odd dontcha think? ;x

dini didnt come back early,
so it was a good and a bad thing .

good cos, we got more time to learn how to wear th yukata and obi properly,
bad, cos .. th pizza isnt as hot le ;x

HAH ;X !

i kinda suggested tht we try th yukatas ;x
cos i needed to learn how to tie th obi so i can help Eda chann :D !

she wore light pink tht looks white and blue under th light .
plus! she let me wear th pink !
she's oh-so-nice :D

took a while for me to get th hang of it .
even now, i still cant get it right.

oh well, tying th obi is different to everyone, so it's okay :D

cheston kor, dont get mad ;x
i promised you we'll wear yukatas and take pictures together le oh ! ;x

about 4, Dini sama came back.
so me and Eda hid behind th door .

thn whn it was opened,
we shouted !

"IRASHAIMAHOU!"

(it technically means " welcome magic " if direct translation. it doesnt mean anything ;x)
(we did it cos, dini chann saw it in an anime so we tried to re-enact xD !)

i think with th kitty ears, or monkey ears in my brother's words.
i shocked Dini chann . LOL . OOPS xD !

she pom-ed,
thn we helped her wear th yukatas .
she prefers th boy one . LOL .
can go "YATTA !" and raise her arms,
whnever she wants without tht sleeve with hole thing . LOL !

after tht,
we watched Detroit Metal City.
HAHA !
funny show .

Naynay adores it xD!

Eda kinda took off everything cos she bth le .
th obi can kill her alr . LOL .

i took off th obi cos i really couldnt breathe while wearing it,
thus th 'having a hard time breathing' pm ;x

hmm .
after th movie,
i wore it again.

thn we ate th tidbits !
YAY ! :D !

nuggets with mayo and chilli .
calbee crackers.
coke.
cake.

FUN :D !

about 6-7,
Mira chan came !

we made her wear Eda chan's yukata.
pretty cutee :D

but she prefers th hanbok .
what to do .
korean addict . HAHA !

ate, joked, laughed, danced.
and Eda vid-ed it all ! -gasp-

around 9+ went home,
mom was being a weirdo - -"

only 10 mins walk away,
thn like kan chiong .
wtfish .

nevermind la .
jiejie's situation worse .
mine's improving .

me and her always got some opposite shyt going on - - "
tsktsk .

oh well,
im sleepy and tired .

josh,
cheer up .

cher,cheston,justin,ting,jie,vinn,cheston&jackjack
i miss you all <3 ~!
MEET UP UBER SOON ;X

-SHAA

CHEST.ON . LOL

2009-04-13T21:00:00.002+08:00

ahh ahh !

freakin tired la ):

keep walk walking in shoes tht keeeeled meh feet.
it hurts ):

someone kiss my feet ? HAHA !
kidding ;3 ~

anyway,
met up with jie, vinn kor and CHESTONTANZHENGJUN ! LOL !
i wonder if it's zhen or zheng .
i forgot x.x

th meaning is upright de . LOL .

~

Met jiejie and vinn at cityhall control station first,
cos cheston kor wanted to take his own sweeeeeeeet time >.> !

pigu la he ):

so, we walked through Citylink and went up to Marina Square's entrance .
i kinda decided to eat at Breeks cos i never ate there before ;x
but i think scandally knows th real reason . HAHA !

went in alr,
thn th waitress gave us th student menu thing .

th only nice ones seem to be,
Grilled Chicked and Deep Fried .

sms-ed kor tht we're gonna be eating first,
thn he started spamming stuff saying wait for him >.> ! rawr .
butthole ):

thn we all waited nor .
about 30 mins or so .
i think vinn kor was about to die ;x
too hungry alr . LOL .

thn halfway through,
kor told me to meet him at Sakae Sushi .

and being th household pet tht i am,
i didnt know there were two Sakae Sushi outlets .

so i freakin' walked back and forth .
from breeks to citylink's sakae .
i walked past HMV, thn my phone bat died .
it sucks . really .

sorry scandally .
cos my bat died thn i didnt reply ):
im sorry )):

while waiting for cheston kor, mom called jie .
thn i freaked out so i walked back to breeks .
called mom using jie's phone .
thn used vinn kor's phone to call cheston kor .

jiejie and vinn kor .
thankszx ><
sorry bout th trouble ;x

called cheston le,
and he appeared near marina square's entrance.
bleahhh ! waste my timeee ):

jie and vinn ordered first cos vinn kor bth le . LOL ;X
thn me and cheston ordered ours .

jie and cheston had th grilled.
thn me and vinn kor ate deep fried .

I KOPE-D KOR'S FOOD :D !
and donated my coleslaw to him :D
im nice right ?

i give food to th less priviledged . HAHA !

both meals not bad la .
the soup was abit weird though.
i have to say, it wasnt to my tastes ;x

while eating,
we all chatted :D !

vinn kor was th odd one out cos he wasnt born in th year 1991 ;x
i was th odd one out cos i didnt have school ):

thn i forgot jie's and cheston's. LOL .

a tad bit later, i was kinda shivering .
bleahs . stupid fever .

thn i kinda made a comment ;x
about fats ;x

i said to jie,
" Jie ah, it's good to have a little fats "

thn Vinn kor was like, "What? What do you mean by tht?"
in mock anger .
HAHA !

i didnt know at tht time,
thn i was like, trying to save myself .
I ended up blubbering . LOL .
stupid kor still can just laugh at me ):

thn we all finished eating !

pei-ed korkor smoked awhile,
while jie and vinn kor sat at th staircase and stoned . LOL .

after smoking,
went to watch Shinjuku Incident !

it's pretty good okay !
eventhough i expected it to be more action-ish since Jackie Chan was starring in it.

oh well .
th movie has racism in it .
so yeh, fair warning ahead :D !

after th movie,
jie had to rush off cos her mom was constantly calling her x.x
sounds very familiar - -"

so me and kor walked around,
went to Esplanade.
thn walked along th Singapore River.
LOL .

abit lame la .
but th scenery was pretty cool :D

used his iPhone to take pics .
dont know why he suddenly turn into a camwhore >.> !

around 7.30 i went home .
cos mom wanted my ass back - -"

MSN-ed til 11.30,
planned a lil something tomorrow with Eda .
hope it turns out great ! :DD !

ILYx3 !

HAHA !

bye now ;3 ~

-SHAA

blockquotes ;o

2009-04-12T17:34:00.004+08:00

uhhh . cherie and justin .
i think you guys are weirdos [:

and RAYLAND IS TH SEX! HAHA !

gosh,
this blogskin th box so weird ;x

-SHAA

:D ! <3 !

2009-04-11T21:17:00.002+08:00

lights th candles up ~!

thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn .
i dont know how th rest of th song goes . HAHA !

okay la.
i've kinda been stuck on songs .

some recommended by JLJX :D !
shh . you know who you are ;x

others i kinda, just happened to stumble upon .

chatted with Justin on th phone yesterday .
HAHA !

funny person .
and i still think you sound weird ;x

thn today called Jackjack .
MAXIS BOY ! <3 ! LOLL !

after tht,
jiejie called to meet up ! :D !
i think she has no life ~ shh ;x HAHA !

vinn kor, jk hor ;x
dont get mad ;x

right now having mass chat with Justin, Cavan and Kukubrain.
crazy people . HAHA !

okay la . stop here .
cherie wants our date to still be shown . HAHA !

-SHAA

SEX SEX SEX . HAHA !

2009-04-10T20:06:00.002+08:00

YEAH BABY !
265 POSTS ! :D !

go shaa go ! (: !

HEY PEOPLE !
guess what ?

i got bigbig major news ! ((: !

it's like more important thn jie's birthday .
so, be prepared okay .

read this . very very carefully .

read hor ):

I HAD SEX ON TH BEACHHH !

HAHA !
what are you all thinking ahhh .
tsktsk .
get your minds out of th gutter okay .

think nice thoughts .
angelic preferably ;x

HAHAHA !
i felt soooooooooo unrefreshed ):
it made me feel like puking )):
sad right ? ):

pity me okay ? LOLLL !

i'll explainnn ;x

went to meet Cherie Kuku today .
travelled from one end of Singapore to th other .
kaozx .

CHERIEE ! BE HONORED OKAY ):

waited for her mom,
to drive th car to White Sands th taxi stand .

i arrived earlier,
thn i didnt know they havent reach yet ;x

so i looked around nor .
thn there was this black car with th driver pointing to me .
i was like, is tht her mom ?

cos th windows were tinted . HOW TO SEE !?
thn i kept smiling like one retarded person, as quoted from LIMDAEN ! ):

i really thought it was cherie's mom .
thn got this lil kiddy at th back .
so it was, a no wonder kind of thing right ?

SHE'S SUCH A KIDDD ! ;X

thn i paiseh ;x
cos two kids came out. HAHA !
thn i shy .

after a while,
th real cherie and mom came .

thn i got in th car,
thn we all chatted and laughed :DD !
well, me and her mom chatted .
kuku brain just laughed (:

cos she lacks brain cells ^^v !

her mom couldnt find parking space,
so she left me and cherie stranded at century square ):
we were so sad .
HAHA !

thn she went home to possibly eat her instant noodles .
a real drama mama .
that's why kuku brain is a melodramatic person [[: !

after tht,
we went to watch Fast and Furious ;o
no pun intended.

LOL .
i just realized this .

we went to watch fast and furious,
and afterwards, went to drink sex on th beach .
HAHA !

what a day :D !

th movie was okay la .
pretty boring even with th funny jabs here and there .

V.D is so cute ! :D
" Only pussies drive nitro "
HAHAHA !

really sia . what a day .

after tht, we got real hungry .
so we walked around to find a place for a bite to eat .
thn we went into th Blue Urban Oasis .

at first, i thought it was those normal classy ones .
thn in th end, it was a restaurant-slash-bar .

got shocked .

we were looking through th thing la .
cos got alot . until bo wei gong - -"

after ordering food,
still looked through .
cos th waiter wanted to know what drinks we want .

thn hurriedly say, we'll take coke .
thn went away .

cherie la .
siao zhar bo .
th first thing tht caught her eye was,"Sex on th beach" .
thn she showed me,
end up both of us laughed like crazy la .
it's freaking funny .

Very . uh . LOL !
Then still got "Between th sheets" ; "Governor's Smile" ; "Atomic Spaceboy " .

LOL .
alot of cannot make it names .
thn cher keep laugh laugh .
crazy person .

told her to go Hougang chalet, dont want ):

but tht wasnt th part tht we really knocked ourselves crazy .

you know me very well [:
what else would i do other thn,
but to prank (:

called josh first, but he was asleep .
so called Cheston Kor .

such a perv ):

called him to say ..
" Korr . I want .. I want sex on th beachh .. "

thn he was like, " What what?? What you want ? "

THEN !
he still can say, " dont want beach la . we go other place okay? "

PERV ;X

after tht, prank called Cavan .
CUTE LA HE !

so innocent . HAHA !

th only thing tht we can hear was, " What ? Pardon me? What ? Huh ? "

whn i got back home,
he admitted he didnt know what i was talking about . HAHA !
cutie (:

after cavan,
called Daen . LOL .
So blur .
He said, he couldnt hear a thing,
but still replied whatever i said to him. HAHA !

tsktsk xD !

thn finally, called Josh again .
this time he picked up .

Cherie was th one pranking him,
so idk wht happened . LOL .

Wanted to prank Zacky also,
but i didnt .
and HENG, i didnt .

he was with his girl .
if i called and asked him tht,
i can go prepare my own funeral alr . LOLL !

after eating,
we kinda ordered th alcoholic drinks ;x

i ordered Sex on th beach . Duh . LOL !
thn Cherie ordered, Harvey Wall-banger .

HAHA !
th ironic thing was,
she really needed to bang th wall . HAHA !

HWB really sucks .
Tasted like medicine .
Bleahs !

Mine was better xD !
Got cherry some more . HAHA !

around 5.20,
we went out .

cannot make it alr .
Me and her felt like puking . LOL .

wanted to walk around for a bit,
but U-turned cos no time ;x

her mom picked her up soon after,
thn i walked back to th mrt station .

kinda felt reaaaaally sleepy,
so took th rebound train from pasir ris all th way back .

and here i am,
typing this very long and late blogpost.
HAHHA !

i pranked a few people .
Like Ben, Derrick, Jimmy, Jackjack .
LOL .
waiting for more victims ;x

alright !
i'll stop here .
later kuku brain keeeel me ):

-SHAA

getting everyone backk .

2009-04-09T02:29:00.002+08:00

this post is very special okay,
must read .
cos it'll be th only time i actually will admit i'm thick skulled - -"

it took scandal getting hurt and pissed at me,
it took zac dii to give me th cold shoulder and freakin' reprimand me,
it took lessy to constantly reassure me,
it took joel to nudge and push me,

to make me realize tht, not only have i been running away .
i've been hurting myself and them by pushing them away.

not only scandal and dii got hurt,
thinking about it now..

alot of people got hurt .. like, lessy, jason and cheston kor .
plus shifu, daen, josh and th rest of them tht i treated th same way..

even jie, now tht my head is less muddled .
i guess, tht's why im grateful vinn is with her.
she wont realize anything.

--

[ insert name ] wont realize anything. Im not needed anymore.

I'll be telling myself tht, and find any reason available to get away.

for lessy's case, i told myself it's cos i cant forgive her for befriending someone who scolded her publically in th cyber world .

for scandal, i told myself, she got other people to take care of her. She doesnt need someone who constantly hurts her.

for zac dii, it's cos i thought he had diane and his church mates, why would he need his jie around?

--

th reason why im putting all this down in words,
is to apologize for everyone tht i disappeared on .

th talk between me and jason kor, was okay .
he's still th same old mean chinaman .
but he knows whn to be nice whn th occasion calls for it .

th chat between me and cheston kor was less desirable .
it started off weird, thn it slowly descended to something worse.
i got scolded, advised, preached and nagged by him,
and it was even about to blow up to full out scream fest .
but i gave in, cos i know it was my fault it became like this .
i made him worry, for months on end .
not even willing to meet him after he asked nicely .
now, thanks to my decision, i had to bind myself to a biased contract with him.

i dont know.. How to get them all back.. Desirable or not.
And face my fears about trust and stop th habit of disappearing on people..

i dont know if it's too late to get you all back,
but i'd like to try .

would you give me th chance ?

i know i've didnt even try to come close for about 6-8 months,
but i'd still like to have a chance to be by your side again.

will you let me ?

-SHAA

;3 ~

2009-04-07T17:30:00.002+08:00

uh .
back from wherever .

sorry for going mia on you people for a while,
but i'm alright now [:

thanks joel (:
you helped a great deal,
and i think, i'll follow your footsteps,
so cheers bro xP!

you got a sis with ya :D !

ouch.
stupid itchy mosquito bite . spoil th moment only ):

thanks justin for wasting quite alot of credits,
trying to cheer me up .
i've been mean to you,
so i apologize, and thank you
for trying to cheer me up .

thanks to jasper shifu,
somehow we made each other's pain go away huh? (:
even for a little while .
dont worrythough,
i'll be around to be your listening ear whnever [:

wow.
thinking about it now ..
jasper, josh, jem, justin, jeremy, jasmine, jeffrey, jolene, joanna, john, jiajun ..
i think i know too many J's for this lifetime - -"

thanks jie,
i made you worry,
and in th end, i cant help you out whn you needed it ..
sorry it became a false promise ..

i cant keep promising tht it wont happen again,
but i'll try not to disappoint you again ..

syafz and ayu,
cheers ladies .
im okay again (:
ayu, meet up asap ! ):
i miss you and dgg too much )):

syafz, lets go moshing . HAHA :X

--

on a side note,

i know i was th one who decided th verdict,
but tht doesnt mean im not entitled to get myself together at my own pace right ?

i dont expect people to try and cheer me up ..
i dont expect people to return to my side ..
but if they do, what do you expect me to do?

you dont do things,
and expect th same thing to happen to you ..
if it does, good for you .
if it doesnt, deal with it .

i'm not your average person,
and you're not th only kid who had to grow up before you have to.

--

bye now [:

-SHAA

- -"

2009-04-06T22:39:00.002+08:00

my god .
check this out .
this is th untouched profile in youtube since 3 years ago.

Hahak.. Uuu..
Kinda dislyk tis part cos
I dunno what ya all might think bout me mehz???
Ahahak..

So I'll just tell you what I think bout myself yeah???
XP
I'm a gal...
Hahahak.. JK JK...

Name: Shakina
A.K.A: BaByShA/Sha/ShaSha

Age: I'm actually 15.. Hahak.. Ain't old yet... XP

Born on 20 March
and love to HAVE FUN ever since I opened my eyes....

I'm weird yet normal.. Hahak.. Make any sense?

My dream is to find out what makes you TICK!!!
And all sorts of things going around in your head..
Interesting ambition???

I simply ADORE and CAN'T GET ENOUGH of JAPANIME!!!
It's the next best thing next to sliced bread!!!

I've seen quite a few of animes...
-Inuyasha
-Spiral-Fruits Basket
-Cardcaptor Sakura
-Bleach
-D.N Angel
-Angelic Layer
-Tokyo Mew Mew
-Chobits
-Ayashi No Ceres
-Love Hina
-Love Hina Again
-Pretear
-Da Capo
-D.C.S.S.

Now I'm watching TSUBASA CHRONICLES...
DOUMO ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU!!!

To all those WONDERFUL homo sapiens who took their precious time to upload all these eps..
I REALLY REALLY REALLY APPRECIATE it...

I like RnB,Rap and other stuff connected to HipHop cos I find it cool and enjoyable..
But that's my opinion of course... XP

Hahak.. So in a nutshelll..
I'm a hyper teenage HipHop and japanime loving female who's going through life's phases and dreams to be a psycho...
I mean psychologist..
XP

Oh ya.. I'm 1.6m..
Tanned.. Brown eyes.. Dark Auburn hair.. 43 kg and lives in Singapore....

My Fave Emo-tic line:

HEARTbroken inTo PIECES
astheBLOOD DRIPSout...

D lame n alone..

--

my god .
what was wrong with me .
serious .

emo poser much ?

-faint-

i wont even bother with trying to salvage tht >.>

-SHAA

x.x

2009-04-04T21:02:00.000+08:00

i remember..
i remember all th hurt i bottled up inside me ..

being with jasper..

oh shyt ..
what have i got myself into ..

haiz ..

i wanna be single for a while..
and love myself ..

all th hate, is bottled up inside me ..
and i need to let it go..
or someone else is going to get hurt..

haiz ..

i r forced )):

2009-04-02T20:56:00.002+08:00

sad case .

my scandal and boyf want me update ):

if not, they'll do th guilt trip thing.
so mean lor those two )):

i cry .

HAHA !

yeah right >.>

--

i has no life .
i r bored .
tuition is killer .

cherie is a kuku bird .
boyf's a oven pig .
i r perfect :D

LOLL LOLL !

--

anyways, been slacking at home
and applying online for jobs .
thanks to deardear for trying to help yesterday :D

i love you <3 !!

i think there's an interview available ..
waitressing/hostess-ing at mandarin oriental .
hot much ? xD!

HAHA !

then kor's girlf offering me a job to teach lil kiddies like cherie,
how to exercise :DD

dont know which one to go for ..

in th mid afternoon, kor's girlf tutored me .
kinda got th hang of th topic le :DD!

after tuition, i kinda tried cross stitching ;x
wanted to give deardear something handmade .

i think i suck at it though,
now my index finger got those red spots from all th pricks .
LOL .

and i still havent finished th backstitching >.> ~
i reaaaaaaally suck . LOL .

oh ya, dearr ;x
call me tonight ..
i need to tell you smth >< !

--

watched snakes on a plane with lil bro just now,
thus th reason for my personal message on msn :D !

i find those lyrics veh nice for some reason .

tomorrow my latest cousin is going to comee !!
YAY !

i'll take pics and upload ;x
promise :D

he veh cutee ! ((:
yesh, he :D

and i kope his first kiss liao . HAHAHHAHAA !

baby, be jealous ;XX !
kidding ;xx

dont k ?
iloveyou <3 !

--

cherie, dont jealous also ;x
you know i love you eh-lot eh-lot ;xxx
blame yourself for not being a guy . HAHAHA !

my god .
okay la .

i'll stop here before i really go kuku )):

thn cherie no more nicknames le .
thn if she cry, i wouldnt know what to do :x !

--

jiejie ahh .
cheer up hor .

dont let tht idiot make you sad/angry.
not worth it de .

you got your mom, xinyi, your 2 cousins, me and vinn :D
you dont need anyone else le xD !

WO AI NI :DD !

BYE YA'LL

-SHAA

2009-03-30T17:55:00.006+08:00

JENG TENG BANG !
sup sup ya'll .

i have to do this cos irahh tagged me )):
oh wells .

haiz .
th things i do for th people i adore xD !

--

TEN ARE YOUS

1. Are you single - last time i checked, i wasnt ;o
2. Are you happy ? - not at th moment .
3. Are you bored - very x.x
4. Are you fair ? - fair as in skin fair ?
5. Are you Italian ? - nope . dont think so .
6. Are you intelligent ? - sadly, i'm forced to use my scandal's brain :3
7. Are you honest ? - uhh .
8. Are you nice - YES :D LOL .
9. Are you Irish - heck no.
10. Are you Asian ? - gee. i live in singapore. duhh much?

TEN FACTS

1. Full Name - urgh . Nur Shakina Atmaza Rozaini x.x
2. Nicknames ? - too many. countless ):
3. Birth place - N U H :D
4.Hair color - i believe it's auburn-ish.
5. Natural hair style - wavilishly straight ;o
6. Eye Color - dark brown
7. Birthday - 20 MARCH ! :D
8. Favourite country - i dont have a favourite ;o
9. Favorite color - red, black, white, yellow, blue :D
10. One place you'd like to visit - BORA BORA :DDD !

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE

1. Have you ever been in love ? - uhh . duhh ?
2. Do you believe in love at first sight ? - not really ;x
3. Do you currently have a crush? - i r in a relationship ;o
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally? - who hasnt ?
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - probably x.x
6. Have you ever had your heart broken ? - geeee . i wonderrrr ._.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never never told them ? - a few times ;x
8. Are you afraid of commitment ? - used to be. now, not so much (:
9. Who was the last person you hugged ? - IRAHH :D !
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? - my joshy baby <3 !

TEN THIS OR THAT

1. Love or lust ? - love laaaa !
2. Hard liquor or beer ? - liquor please !
3. Cats or dogs ? - can i has both ? :x
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - a few best friends :D
5. Creamy or Crunchy - CRUNCHYY !
6. Pencil or Pen ? - pen? i guess ? x.x
7. Wild night out or romantic night ? - both can ? :3
8. Money or Happiness? - definitely happiness ((:
9. Night or day ? - i like to watch th stars :D
10. IM or phone ? - phone! with unlimited calls and texting please ! :D

TEN HAVE YOU EVER

1. Been caught sneaking out ? - nopeee . never tried.
2. Seen a polar bear - ZOO :D
3. Done something you regret? - yepp . who hasnt ?
4. Bungee jumped - not yet, but i'd like to :DDD
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - sadly, i used to. oh th stupid younger days ;x
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - yesh :D GOBSTOPPERS :D
7. Been caught naked - uhhhhhhhhhh...
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back? - eh. umm. wanted uh. but not now :D
9. Cried because you lost a pet ? - yeah . my pet cockatoo )):
10. Wanted to disappear ? - I WANT ): BUT SOMEONE WONT LET ME ): just kidding xD

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER

1. Smile or eyes ? - both ;x
2. Light or dark hair ? - doesnt matter ((:
3. Hugs or kisses? - ehhehh ;x bothh ;xxx
4. Shorter or taller - tallerr ;x eventhough i dont like being short x.x
5. Intelligence or attraction ? - BOTH :D
6. Topman or Zara - zara, i guess ?
7. Funny or serious ? - Funny ;x ish th key to my heart xD
8. Older or Younger - both, same age also cann ;3
9. Outgoing or quiet - ehh . outgoing ;x silences aint my thing ;x
10. Sweet or Bad ? - easy . BOTH . LOL :X

TEN HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd ? - uh huh .
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - YESH :3 dearr can prove it ;xx
3. Ever tried walking on your hands - cant walk . stand can ;x
4. Ever been to a rock concert - not yet ):
5. Ever been on a cheer leading team - never ;o
6. Ever been on a dance team - tht. yes, i have
7. Ever been on a sports team - yeh .
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - HAHA . yeah . LOL .
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? - wish i did ;x
10. Ever been in a rap video? - LOL. i'll ask my brother . LOL.

TEN LASTS

1. Last phone call you made - to jiejie .
2. Last person you hugged - irah nor . told you liao .
3. Last person you hung out with - uhh. fatullah and brother.
4. Last time you worked - a month ago >.>
5. Last person you talked to - uh . got 7 people right now, plus baby redza ;x
6. Last person you IM'd - umm . baby and cherie! <3!
7. Last person you texted - baby deardear !
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - eh. um. jie and vinn :))
10. Last website visited ? - http://www.animeseason.com/code-geass-hangyaku-no-lelouch-episode-16/

TEN PEOPLE TO DO THIS

1. CHERIE SCANDAL
2. JOSHY BABY
3. TING JIE
4. VINN KOR
5. JASPER SHIFU
6. blankkk ;ooo
7. blankkk ;ooo
8. blankkk ;ooo
9. blankkk ;ooo
10. blankkk ;ooo
---

okay. th end . LOL .

crackpot cheesecake :D

2009-03-29T13:44:00.002+08:00

omg . crazy crackpots ;oo

me and syafz tht is ;xx

we decided to sell our cheesecakes :D !

no details as of yet,
but selling it is confirmed :D

i feel so important now la .
like, im an entreprenuer like tht xD !

not sure about th spelling though ;xx

im still getting testers to give honest opinions about th flavor and texture .

i bet baby wants to be one ;oo

--

anyone who wants to taste it, tell me hor .
and dont worry, it's baked by my cousin .
so, no poison :3

joo are safezxz . HAHA !

-

blog again later baaa ~
CHEEEEEESE :D

- SHAA

a note :D

2009-03-28T22:39:00.004+08:00

actually, this week has been really sucky for me ..
but like good things have to come to an end,
th bad things will end as well .

for all those who care about valarie,
whether you know her personally or not .

this is her latest condition update,
quoted from th homeroom teacher, Mdm Chin .

" I just came back from visiting valarie.
The father updated that the white blood count is good .
i got to go into icu and pray for her. It is a miracle (:

Pass around the msg to make everyone feel happy . "

--

it is th message i received.
word for word .

i couldnt mass send it to everyone i know cos th usual happened >.>
stupid prepaid k.o-ed.

--

i called kuku cherie ann just now .
hilarious much ? :DD

thn halfway, th phone hated her and died.
HAHAHA !

OH OH!
i find her mom veh cute ;xxx
and cherie was mediating between us .

i has to get permission to be cherie's friend -gasp-

scary scary xD!

end of th month .
thn th 3 of us will go for a mani-pedicure .
cuteeeeeeeeeeeee leys :D

cherie .
faster come back ;x

i wanna talk to your mom .
LOL .

cherie is so meannn la.
i was generous enough to spare her my precious time to call her .
YET, she still says i suck )):

what is this man.
IS THERE NO JUSTICE IN THIS STUPID 3D WORLD?! ):
or was it 4D or 5D .

AIYA . doesnt matter .
still a weird 'D' world ;x

--

baby, hope you had fun at church ;x
i know i cant call you cos your bat's flat ;x

--

BENNNNNNN !
lemme hear tht stupid thing la )):

before i go dance to tht wondergirls song ;x

--

today was weird .

went to pasir ris ;xx

yes i know .
very far .

me and irah took a cab cos we thought we were late ;x
thn in th end, we were 30 mins early .

how cute is tht ? ;xx

we were supposed to get this baby stroller from an ebay seller .
thn he came with his daughter.
well, i think it was his daughter . LOL .

thn he showed us how to open th stroller and stuff .

th stupid part was tht,
i was th one pulling th stroller back to Causeway .

irah didnt want to ;x

so bad right ? ;x

i refuse to indulge details about th trip back .
abit paiseh . HAHA!

thn met th parents to have dinner,
foodcourt western foods aint nice no more ;x

BABY ! whn you cooking for me ? ;ooooooo

thn after dinner, we went to kiddy palace to get . er. baby stuff.
like diapers and stuff. HAHA .

thn cabbed home .

reached home le,
i tried to prankcall cherie .

i thought she wouldnt recognize my voice ):
cos we hardly talked..

in th end, she did ):

thus th phone call, and mediation between her, her mom and moi . LOL .

after tht, i r here . blogging .

she wants me to do tht quiz of hers )):

haizxzx .

the things i do to make her happy . tsktsk . HAHAHA !

---

1. Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
- eh . er . neck >.>

2. How do you feel when u woke up this morning?
- lethargic .

3. Who was the last person you took photo with?
- IRAH :D

i'll upload them whn i get back home :D

4. Would u consider yourself to be spoiled?
- Nopee ~

5. Would you ever donate blood?
- depends on th situation .
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
- yeap . sadly, he comes and goes nowadays >.>!
7. Do you want someone dead?
- yes .__. i've been waiting for his funeral - -"
8. What does your last text message say?
- "The phone doesn't like me anymore. ): LOL" - cherie scandaly :D

9. What are you thinking right now?
- ways to torture cherie ann goh ;o

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
- my baby ♥!

11. What was the time you go to bed last night?
- pretty late ;o after 1 like tht .

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt u are wearing now?
- eh . from a kiosk at BPP .

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
- wouldnt you like to know ;o

14. Who was the last person to text you?
- stupid retarded cherie annnnnnnnnnnnnn :D

~ ~

The Ten Names:
1. Cherie ANN Scandaly ♥
2. Josh Baby ♥
3. Ting Jie ♥
4. Irah Cousin ♥
5. Jasper Shifu ♥
6. Ben Baichi ♥
7. Vinn Kor ♥
8. Alex Monkeh ♥
9. Ting Lessy ♥
10. Rafiq Cousin ♥

15. Who is 2 having relationship with? (Josh)
- ME :D ♥

16. Is 3 a male or female? (Ting Jie )
- FE-MALE :D

17. If 7 and 10 get together would it be a good thing? (Vinn & Rafiq)
- It's as good as another world war breaking out ;3

too ghey alr x.x ~

18. What is 1 studying about? (Cherie)
- Er . Secondary school stuff ? O.O

19. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
All except Alex (8) and Ting Les (9) is today.

th last time i talked to alex was on, friday.

th last time i talked to ting lessy was, too long ago x.x

20. Is 4 single? (Irah)
- Currently, yes ;oo

21 - Say something nice about number 2. (Josh)
- He'll always try to make you feel good, even if it's at his own expense .

He'll be with you whn you need him, if not face to face, through other means (:

22. What do you think about 3 and 6 being together? (Ting jie and Ben)
- cannot . diedie cannot . too wrong together >.>

23 - describe 9? (Ting lessy)

- A supportive friend who will give her all to put a smile on your face whn you feel like th world is against you (:

24 - what if 6 and 7 fight? (Ben & Vinny)
- ask me again whn they actually know each other ;xxx

25. Do you like 8? (Alex)
- when he's not hurting my poor neck ):

10 people to do th quiz :

- Joshy BABY ♥♥♥
- Ting JIE ♥♥♥
- Ben BAICHI ♥
- Rafiq COUSIN ♥♥
- Irah COUSIN ♥♥
- Vinn KOR ♥♥
- anyone else? ;o

--
currently ordering maczor . HOHO.
chocolate sundaeeeeeeee ;3

AND CHERIE !

WHITE SHEEP XD!

- SHAA

:DDD

2009-03-28T12:45:00.002+08:00

im happy :D

i got niceeeee news !

VAL'S GOING TO BE OKAYY ! :D

MUMMY ! keep this up okay !
you need to make it thru this .
you've been determined to get this far,
go for it all th way !

we have to go for tht steamboat ohhh ! (((((:

JIAYOU :D

--

JIEEEEE !
WO YAO EAT DIAMOND RINGGG
;OOOOOOOOOOOOO

I WANT ):
PLEASE ? )):

LOL

--

baby, continue with being patient with me okay .. ?
i'll learn to ren ..
i promise .
iloveyou ..

--

- SHAA

cruel . bitch .

2009-03-28T00:09:00.005+08:00

i think .
life is seriously a bitch . yuck .

karma is stupid too .
they say, what goes around comes around .

tht line seems to be only effective, on rare occasions at tht,
whn bad actions or crimes are concerned.

lame much ?

--

her condition aint getting better ..
and they keep saying tht she wont make it ..

it's scary .. when i think about it ..
i really dont want to believe it ..
and i'd hate for it to come true ..

mummy, you gave me a present for last christmas ..
i want to give you a present too .. for this year though..
so, you have to be around for it :DD
i'll get you a present tht i'll bet you like ..
be there for this christmas okay? (:

--

jie, thanks for being around . it must have scared you to see me in tears tht day .
you've always helped me whnever i needed it .
you're th one of th few whom i treasure th most .
you truly are, irreplaceable (:

cherie, thanks for sending th message and for th post .
you're right about people having different feelings ..
but, in a way, i know you understand how i feel ..
love ya scandaly (:

--

iloveyou.ireallydo.
butijust.icantunderstand.
idontthinkicanrenanymore.
youwouldbebetteroffwithoutme.
imsureyouwould.

-SHAA

cruel . joke .

2009-03-26T18:00:00.003+08:00

why ..
why couldnt it just be a joke ..

why cant i wake up .. and breathe a sigh of relief,
knowing tht my friend isnt suffering alone ..
no, scratch tht ..

knowing tht my friend, my god 'mum', is safe and well .

i want to wake up, to see her happy and bullying eehwa with jie and me ..
without a care in th world .. just like th past ..

this lifetime sucks .
she deserves to have a better life .
a non suffering life ..

val mummy, im praying .. i've been always praying tht you'd come out safe .. please ..

fight back with everything you've got !

dont go . dont leave me jie and eehwa .

you still got tht steamboat with them ..

you've always been there for me. from primary school til now .
i want to show you how much i appreciate you,
so you better be well !

you wanted to help others dont you..?
you have to get better . or or . i hot war you til you get better !

please mummy,
dont give up ..

i'll always .. jie will always.. eehwa will always..
we will always be there for you .
just say th word .

we'll be there . no matter what .
please .

i hope you can read this ..
get better ... please ..

- SHAA